fvcked up
Bryan Lyrics

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I'm fallin' in love and I'm fucked up
I'm kissin' with you to the dark times
And every fucking time when I'm tied up
Yeah, baby, I just know that I'm fucked up

I don't fuckin' care, yeah
Thousand different ways, yeah
Nie chcę łamać serc, o nie

Kilka twoich ulubionych miejsc
Every move you make
In such a crazy way
'Cause I don't really feel that you are such a far away
Teraz widzę tylko czerń, choć spokojniej widzę biel

I'm fallin' in love and I'm fucked up
I'm kissin' with you to the dark times
And every fucking time when I'm tied up
Yeah, baby, I just know that I'm fucked up

Baby, hold on, I'm tryin'
Can't make it stop, you're cryin'
Waitin' for XO, I'm lyin'
Dancing on my own, just tryin'
You are kissin' me back
While Lil Peep plays

Drivin' me crazy if you want to stay
I don't wanna chase you, baby

Overall Meaning

The song "fucked up" by Bryan is a captivating and emotional tale of a relationship that is complicated and messy, but despite that, the singer is falling in love. The lyrics convey a sense of helplessness and surrendering to the emotions that are consuming him. The opening verse "I'm falling in love, and I'm fucked up, I'm kissing with you through the dark times, and every time when I'm tied up, yeah, baby, I just know that I'm fucked up" speaks to his vulnerability, which is deepening as he falls further in love. Despite this, he is aware of how messed up he is, which hints at his ability to be introspective.

The chorus "Baby, hold on, I'm trying. Can't make it stop, you're crying. Waitin' for XO, I'm lying, dancing on my own, just trying. You are kissing me back, while Lil Peep plays" paints a vivid and emotional picture. The singer is trying to hold on to the relationship despite his internal struggle, but the pain and conflict that come with it, causing him to lie and act differently. He acknowledges the pain of his partner who's crying and tries to be there for her.

The bridge "Every move you make in such a crazy way 'cause I don't really feel that you are such a far away. Teraz widzę tylko czerń, choć spokojniej widzę biel" further adds to the complex nature of their relationship, where every action is so significant and chaotic that he can't help but react to it.

Overall, the song "fucked up" portrays a love story that is full of messy emotions and contradictions, resulting in a beautiful but complex relationship. The artist does an exceptional job of showcasing how one can be wrecked emotionally but still be in love.

Line by Line Meaning

I'm fallin' in love and I'm fucked up
Despite the obvious warning signs, I have allowed my feelings for you to grow and they are becoming overwhelming.

I'm kissin' with you to the dark times
In our moments of intimacy, I can forget the pain and darkness of the world around us.

And every fucking time when I'm tied up
No matter how many times I try to resist, I keep getting emotionally caught up in you.

Yeah, baby, I just know that I'm fucked up
I fully recognize that I am not mentally or emotionally healthy enough to be in a healthy relationship with you.

I don't fucking care, yeah
I am so desperate for the affection and attention you provide that I am willing to overlook any and all red flags.

Thousand different ways, yeah
Despite the harm to my own well-being, I am constantly finding new excuses to continue seeing you.

Nie chcę łamać serc, o nie
I don't want to break hearts, oh no

Kilka twoich ulubionych miejsc
A few of your favorite places

Every move you make
I am hyper-attentive to your every action and word.

In such a crazy way
My obsession with you has reached unhealthy levels.

'Cause I don't really feel that you are such a far away
Despite any frequent physical separations, I feel emotionally connected to you at all times.

Teraz widzę tylko czerń, choć spokojniej widzę biel
Now I see only black, though I see white calmly

Baby, hold on, I'm tryin'
I am aware of how difficult I can be, but I am making an effort to be better for you.

Can't make it stop, you're cryin'
Despite my best efforts, my emotional instability is still causing you pain.

Waitin' for XO, I'm lyin'
Even when I am with you, my mind is often elsewhere, lost in my own personal struggles.

Dancing on my own, just tryin'
I am working on finding some semblance of inner peace and stability on my own.

You are kissin' me back
Despite everything, you reciprocate the affection I show you.

While Lil Peep plays
The melancholy music we listen to together helps us both feel seen and understood.

Drivin' me crazy if you want to stay
The push and pull of our dynamic is emotionally exhausting, but I cannot help feeling desperate for you to stay with me.

I don't wanna chase you, baby
I am aware that I sometimes overstep boundaries, and I don't want to drive you away by being too overbearing.

Writer(s): Brajan Litkowiec

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