Crush
C&C Lyrics
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That's a skull crush
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
That's a gut bust
My life consists of two sins
They're called love and lust
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
In this blade I trust
That's not what I want
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I keep my blade tucked
You will never find my body, stop your search
The case is cut
Banished from life and the Circle of Eden
I had to go dark cuz I needed to see this
My purpose was found and is spelled out in blood
Come closer to me I need you to run
I'm so belligerent, it is a gift is it
I cannot help it if I love the way that my rage feels
The ink is my blood my soul is the quill
I'm signing my soul over now
I need to be reunited with my stepdad
He abused me as a child
Coming to think of it he didn't give a shit
He made my mom his bitch
He fed her brain with tricks
So when I see this fucker in hell
I'm piercing his heart with my spine
Speaking of demons I have mine
Speaking of halos I lost mine
Do I look like someone who's happy
I should be evil, look at my eyes
You are stuck in an endless traffic of your life
You don't understand
They control you, they burn me alive
I can't say too much about this topic yet
Cuz that's my dying light
Until these demons leave this fucking world
I will fucking fight, run up with my knife
Killing them demons with my hood the fuck up
Do you cherish your faith, it seems like you gave up
What was your calling, huh
What was your up
Your shit half full when you look at your cup
You petty Lil shit this is why you gave up
You stay around me you gon learn how to trust
And to protect only ones that you love
They say that I'm shit bitch
You shit when you eat
The pot that you piss in
It come from where we
Grew up in the same piss pot
Now yo ass lookin' surprised G-Shock
Grimm said my time was ticking, wristwatch
Told that Lil bitch to go back to his box
I'm done with this shit
I'm seeing my pops
Press the fucking metal to my head
That's a skull crush
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
That's a gut bust
My life consists of two sins
They're called love and lust
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
In this blade I trust
Everybody expects my life from me
That's not what I want
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I keep my blade tucked
You will never find my body, stop your search
The case is cut
The lyrics to Crush by C&C are haunting and intense, capturing the emotions of a troubled individual who is consumed by love, lust, and rage. The song begins with a graphic description of the singer putting a gun to his head and a blade to his stomach before admitting that he is driven by his two sins. The lyrics suggest that he has attempted to take his own life in the past but failed, and he now seeks solace in self-harm.
The singer is angry and bitter toward those around him, particularly those who judge him for his struggles. He lashes out at a woman for looking down on him, calling her a "fucking slut," and vows to keep his blade tucked away so that his blood won't be found on it. He is also fixated on the idea of revenge, seeking to confront and kill his stepfather who abused him and made his mother his "bitch." He describes his rage as a "gift" and admits that he may be evil.
In the final verses, the singer speaks of demons and his desire to fight them. He lashes out at someone for giving up on their faith and suggests that only those who protect and love can be trusted. The lyrics end with a repetition of the opening lines, suggesting that the singer is stuck in a cycle of self-destruction.
Line by Line Meaning
Press the fucking metal to my head
I am ready to end my life with a gunshot to my head.
That's a skull crush
The impact will crush my skull.
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
I am willing to die by cutting myself in the gut.
That's a gut bust
The wound will rupture my internal organs.
My life consists of two sins
All that defines my life is my excessive love and lust.
They're called love and lust
These sins are the only things I live for.
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
I have tried to commit suicide before, but my hands trembled with fear.
In this blade I trust
I believe that death is the only escape from the misery of life.
Everybody expects my life from me
I am under constant pressure to live up to the expectations of others.
That's not what I want
I do not want to live a life that is not true to myself.
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
Just because I am lost does not mean that you can judge me, you worthless person.
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I am careful to keep my weapon clean and hidden.
I keep my blade tucked
I always keep my weapon concealed, ready for use.
You will never find my body, stop your search
If I choose to end my life, I will make sure that the evidence disappears.
The case is cut
There will be no investigation because all evidence is gone.
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Written by: I C E B E AR!
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