On Top
C-Rex Lyrics
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I can't help how I feel inside
Feel like I'm losing my mind
But I rather be by your side
Crashed a Beemer
Straight off the liter
Don't wanna see her
Last girl was a diva
Well I cant take no sides
No No
Cause I'm in the arms of the end
Cause the best parts of days
When I don't know how it's funny
How it all seems just to fall down
You think its over
I don't even wanna hear the noise
Cause at the end of the day
I'm just the edgy, anxious, rockstarboy
So come on closer
I don't need no closure
In my eyes a loner
But your never sober
Because its 10 reasons why I keep falling to pieces
I know 9 bitches that get lit and they Puerto Rican
I got 8 chains around my neck
7 minutes I can spend
For 6 months
And 5 days
And 4 songs that were meant
Numbers in my back account keep adding up like royalty
But so are all the reasons why I feel like I can never sleep
3 albums ain't enough
See the 2 points and I cant breathe
Cause finally it dawned on me
That I am not the one you seek
The opening lines of โOn Topโ by C-Rex describe a sense of being lost in love, where the person is unsure about their emotions, but one thing for sure is they would rather be with their significant other. The lyrics point to a recent breakup, hinted in the reference to a previous relationship with a โdivaโ and the singerโs desire to move on. The singer admits to being in a self-destructive state, as evidenced by the crashed BMW and drinking habit. Despite feeling trapped and alone, he connects with the listeners through his vulnerability, painting a picture of how he finds solace in music and creating art. The chorus suggests a kind of inner conflict โ he wants to distance himself from the problems haunting him but at the same time, he needs someone to lean on.
The second part of the song describes him going through a rollercoaster of emotions and experiences at the same time. He lists the number of people he has been with, the amount of money he has, his fame, and the pressure to keep it up, but with this comes the weight of responsibility, shattered expectations and pressure to produce more hits. The song concludes with the idea that he has come to terms with the fact that he isnโt the one that the person he loves wishes to be with but he still wants to hold onto his music, as it is the only thing that brings him inner peace and purpose.
Line by Line Meaning
By your side
I want to be close to you
I can't help how I feel inside
I am overwhelmed with emotions
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I am confused and anxious
But I rather be by your side
I still want to be close to you despite my emotions
Crashed a Beemer
I had a car accident with a BMW
Straight off the liter
I was probably speeding
Don't wanna see her
I want to avoid someone
Last girl was a diva
The person I last saw was hard to deal with
You wanna meet her
You are curious about her
Well I cant take no sides
I cannot choose between people
Cause I'm in the arms of the end
I am close to the end of something
Cause the best parts of days
The best moments of my days
When I don't know how it's funny
When I am unsure whether to laugh or cry
How it all seems just to fall down
Everything seems to be going wrong
You think its over
You feel like it's the end
I don't even wanna hear the noise
I do not want to listen to anything
Cause at the end of the day
In the end
I'm just the edgy, anxious, rockstarboy
I am a troubled rockstar
So come on closer
Please come closer to me
I don't need no closure
I do not need a conclusion
In my eyes a loner
I see myself as a lonely person
But your never sober
But you are never not drunk
Because its 10 reasons why I keep falling to pieces
There are many reasons why I am falling apart
I know 9 bitches that get lit and they Puerto Rican
I know nine wild women who are Puerto Rican
I got 8 chains around my neck
I wear eight chains around my neck
7 minutes I can spend
I only have seven minutes
For 6 months
For half a year
And 5 days
And five days
And 4 songs that were meant
And four songs that I meant to write
Numbers in my back account keep adding up like royalty
I am earning a lot of money
But so are all the reasons why I feel like I can never sleep
But that is also a reason why I cannot sleep
3 albums ain't enough
I need to create more than three albums
See the 2 points and I cant breathe
I am overwhelmed
Cause finally it dawned on me
I finally realized
That I am not the one you seek
You are not looking for me
Lyrics ยฉ DistroKid
Written by: Treston Espada
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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