Amnesia
C.D.S 13 El Niño Lyrics

I then died a couple times
I've experienced hardship and setbacks multiple times before.

Man fuck I got amnesia
I'm so overwhelmed with emotions that I feel like I've forgotten everything.

Coming from a place
I come from an environment that was harsh and unforgiving.

Where they laugh and joke and tease ya
People used to belittle and mock me, but it never broke me.

That never let me down
Despite the challenges, my spirit remained unbroken.

Use to laugh right back
I learned to cope through humor.

Use to clown right back
I used to joke around to deal with the pain.

Sending hate right back
I responded to the negativity with anger and hostility.

Living in a realm where it's all bout competition
My environment was dominated by competition and the need to succeed.

What ya even competing for
I question the point of striving for success in such a cutthroat world.

Ain't nun y'all boys really winning
Despite the competition, none of us are truly succeeding.

We then lost a thousand times
We've faced countless losses and setbacks.

Bet you still don't got amnesia
Despite everything, the memories and pain still linger.

Fucking on yo hoe
I'm engaging in a sexual relationship with someone who is not committed to me.

Why she fake, she got amnesia
She's pretending to not remember any past actions to avoid taking responsibility or facing consequences.

Don't do shit for none of y'all
I don't care about pleasing anyone but myself.

Could care less if I please ya
I have zero concern for anyone else's opinions or approval.

Make sure my mama smile
The only person I really care about making happy is my mother.

So I guess I got amnesia
I'm so focused on making my mother happy that I forget about everything else.

You niggas be one sided
You guys only see things from your own perspective.

So I guess you got amnesia
You're ignoring or denying certain facts or aspects in order to maintain your perspective.

We all then had amnesia
We've all been guilty of ignoring or forgetting certain aspects or facts at some point.

We then took some shit and twist it
We've manipulated or distorted certain information to fit our own narrative.

This another point I'm shooting
This is another message or point I'm trying to convey.

Hope a nigga ain't going miss it
I hope that people understand or catch onto what I'm saying.

These niggas still ain't scoring
Despite everything, no one is really succeeding or winning.

I be higher than a dream
I'm experiencing a level of success or fulfillment beyond my wildest dreams.

So it ain't no point in wishing
I don't need to wish for success anymore because I've already achieved it.

Manifest my fortunes
I've brought my success and fortune into being through my own actions.

Imma turn it to reality
I'm going to make my dreams and aspirations come true.

These niggas be naive
These people are foolish and clueless.

They be worried bout' the wrong shit
They're focusing on the wrong things.

Worried bout' another man
They're too concerned with what other people are doing.

Boy worry bout yourself
They should focus more on themselves.

Keep yo head above water
Stay afloat and keep going.

I been swimming Michael Phelps
I've been navigating through life's challenges and obstacles like a champion swimmer.

Got a whole family feed
I have a family to take care of and support.

But it's nothing on your shelf
Despite my responsibilities, I haven't personally profited much.

You forgot about your seed
You've neglected your own children or future generations.

Just blame it on amnesia
You're trying to excuse your neglect or mistakes.

Prayin' for the people who suffer from amnesia
I'm hoping for healing and forgiveness for those who have forgotten or ignored certain things.

Back on niggas head like a skulli
I'm reminding people of certain things they've forgotten or ignored.

I ain't judging
I'm not here to criticize or condemn.

Own up to ya actions, bitch
Take responsibility for your actions, regardless of your gender.

You ain't no fucking dummy
You're not stupid or uninformed.

You going face it anyway
You will eventually have to deal with the consequences of your actions.

Just think bout where you goin'
Consider the long-term effects of your choices.

Don't even own a glock
I don't even own a handgun or weapon.

Why you claiming that you toting
Why are you claiming to have a gun or be dangerous?

Know messages you sendin'
Understand the implications and messages you're sending with your words and actions.

And the people that you feeding
Consider the people you're influencing or supporting.

Keep your eyes open
Stay aware and alert.

Nigga that's all I'm going say
That's all I have to say on this matter.

Watch out
Be careful or cautious.

I'm coming
I'm making moves and striving for success.