Fear
C. Envy Lyrics
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And everyone I need feels too far.
Time keeps on changing me into someone I don’t want to be
Why does everything I fear come along
I don't know if there's a master plan
Cause all the stories told are secondhand
Will we ever find the promise land
Or is the desert really all there is
Instead I'm spinning out of my control
It's taken everything to keep a hold but
I'll just keep fighting till I'm getting old
Why does everything I fear come along
And everyone I need feels too far
Time keeps on changing me into someone I don’t want to be
Why does everything I fear come along
Gave up everything to chase a dream
It didn't turn out how I thought it'd be
I guess I probably should've done the math
Is it to late to carve a different path
Cause now I'm caught up in anxiety
A couple months that I've been loosing sleep
It's taking everything to let it be but
It's like a movie playing on repeat
Why does everything I fear come along.
And everyone I need feels too far.
Time keeps on changing me into someone I don’t want to be,
Why does everything I fear come along
Don't be scared in the moment
When the voices are calling
You'll be there when the morning comes
Keep your head, don't doubt it
If they scream, you shout it
I'll be there when the morning comes
The first verse of C. Envy's song Fear begins with the imagery of someone inviting another person into their room with the promise of non-stop excitement, including the potential to drive the other person's brain insane. This could be interpreted as the desire to take someone along for a wild, unpredictable ride, without knowing exactly what will happen along the way, but still keen on having them participate in the journey. The chorus then appears with the artist claiming to have a fear of flying, despite the fact that they are the one driving. This suggests that despite being in control of the situation, there is still an underlying fear of not knowing where they will end up or what might happen on the way.
The second verse continues with language that suggests a preference for being in control, with the artist calling to mind a variety of scenarios where they are either on top or on the bottom, indicating a willingness to take a leadership role. The chorus then repeats, with the artist again acknowledging their fear of flying and the desire to be in control of the situation. The song concludes with the artist essentially telling someone to leave if they can't handle the heat, but also acknowledging that things could be great between them if the other person were willing to let down their guard.
Overall, the lyrics to C. Envy's Fear paint a picture of someone who wants to lead but also fears the unknown. They crave excitement and are willing to navigate the unpredictable road of life, but also want to make sure that they maintain control at all times.
Line by Line Meaning
Boom, boom, boom, you can come into my room
I am inviting you into my personal space with a sense of excitement
Lights are on, lights are off
I am comfortable with my surroundings regardless of the lighting
Everything will never stop
I have an insatiable drive to keep moving forward in life
Bus or car or bike or train
My desire for adventure is not constrained by the mode of transportation
I will drive insane your brain
I will stimulate and captivate your mind with my energy and charisma
Chorus: Same old rock and roll, come on lets go
Let's embrace the familiar, time-tested style of rock and roll as we journey forward
I'm afraid to lose control
I have a deep-seated fear of allowing external circumstances to dictate my life
Won't give up, won't let go
I am determined to maintain control over my life
I got a fear of flying
I have a specific fear of flying on airplanes
Anywhere you want to go
I am open to exploring any destination you desire
Fast or slow, just so you know
I am comfortable with both speedy and leisurely travel
I'm the one who's driving (driving)
I am the one leading the charge and making important decisions
Me, me, me, that's the way it's got to be
My stubbornness demands that I always come first in any situation
I'm on top, I'm on bottom
I prefer to either dominate or submit in any given scenario
You're in the middle, that's how I like it
I enjoy having others as mediators or buffers in my interactions with the world
On the roof, on the floor
I am flexible and adaptable to any environment or circumstance
You know what you came here for
I am confident that I can provide what you need or desire
Bye, bye, bye, call me if you change your mind
I am dismissive of those who do not want to engage with me, but open to future possibilities
If I'm too hot and you can't handle it
I acknowledge that I can be overwhelming and intimidating to some
Keep going, change the channel
If you cannot handle my intensity, it is better to simply walk away
It could be so deelish
I believe that a relationship between us could be highly satisfying
If you weren't such a bitch
I hold resentment towards those who reject me, even if I am at fault
Chorus X2: I got a fear of flying
My fear of flying is a persistent force in my life
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jared Castellanos
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@sparksparkle
@@TheMindIlluminated
Ha ha ha ha ha
Yo, I'll tell you what I want
What I really, really want
So tell me what you want
What you really, really want
I'll tell you what I want
What I really, really want
So tell me what you want
What you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really
Wanna zigazig, ah
If you want my future
Forget my past
If you wanna get with me
Better make it fast
Now don't go wasting
My precious time
Get your act together, we could be just fine
I'll tell you what I want
What I really, really want
So tell me what you want
What you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really
Wanna zigazig, ah
If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever
Friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give
Taking is too easy
But that's the way it is
Oh, what do you think about that?
Now you know how I feel
Say, you could handle my love
Are you for real? (Are you for real?)
I won't be hasty
I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye
Yo, I'll tell you what I want
What I really, really want
So tell me what you want
What you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really
Wanna zigazig, ah
If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever
Friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give
Taking is too easy
But that's the way it is
So, here's a story from A to Z
You wanna get with me?
You gotta listen carefully
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face
You got G like MC who likes it on a-
Easy V doesn't come for free
She's a real lady
And as for me, ha, you'll see
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever
Friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give (you have got to give)
Taking is too easy
But that's the way it is
If you wanna be my lover
You gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta
Slam, slam, slam, slam (make it last forever)
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and zigazig, ah
If you wanna be my lover
@SilenzioDiEsistenza
the strange thing is, all these people we are envious of, struggle too, they just have different struggles...
to spread the struggle to everyone, this is done professionally by politicians and priests alike.. it is common for people to want this
sharing of suffering..
the ceo who wants so badly to get his products sold, is looking to free himself of the pain he experiences.. of his suffering, his dreams, his desires
you are not all that bad believe me.. the fact that you see this in yourself, allready distinquishes you from many others, who not only
think such thoughts or have such feelings, but actively try to bring as much people as possible in their sphere of suffering..
what is there to unlearn? being human?
you are a vast being, connected to the whole universe, .. pinpointing your flaws.. it isn't a big deal.. it doesn't diminish your god-being!
@Soemrjruur
You could tack on more ‘envies’ which are really just boundaries and planes of differentiation:
mental processing disorders like dyslexia and adhd
the actually quantized and not gradient ‘autism spectrum’
ability to focus
To form memory,
To ‘clearly’ (linearly and normatively) think.
But it’s clear that these “envies” at the very least serve a ‘dual function’ as both the object of envy and the object of privilege, as understood by the subject of both envy and privilege (the envied).. but as the subaltern, unheard ‘envier’ knows, the very reason for the perception of relative privilege is the same as the reason for the perception of ‘envy’.
Thus, envy serves as a license, in this philosophy, for the differentiation and distinction of relative privilege, but only from the perspective of the envied.
The envier is caught up in representation as a subject, Orientalized, ‘viewed backward’, and since their envy is caught up as data,
even the most rigorous analysis can avoid the task of unbinding the envy-actor from their subalternity, allowing them to speak,
speak not only in the boundaries of the ontology which has been traced from and reconnected to them (like all colonial projects of knowing)
..the subaltern may be asked of their mental whereabouts relative to the envy “how have you experienced what has engendered this envy?”
But they will not be empowered, there will be no reversal to imagine them as the ones asking the questions, the ‘subjects of the envied’.. cynicism.
@ContraPoints
🧿👄🧿
@Titanicsubmarine
Envy - Nicki Minaj
Also YESSS for Peppermint the drag queen and her voiceovers
@Vivivofi
envy me harder, father
@space0ctopus647
COOOOOOOOOOOM
@cdet3666
its over. its done.
@Putri-iu4bc
YESS now get some sleep please queen
@annbeez
"Squidwardian" will be your most enduring contribution to the field of philosophy.
@dougthedonkey1805
No, “mouthfeel” is definitely going to outlive “squidwardian”
@uzulim9234
I kinda genuinely wish it sticks
@TropeHatComics
@@dougthedonkey1805 you rang?