Lily
CRAZY VODKA TONIC Lyrics

リリィねぇいつかは枯れない花を
Lily, someday I want to have an everlasting flower

リリィねぇ最後は側にいてよと
Lily, please stay by my side at the end

リリィねぇほんとは咲いてなんかないんでしょ
Lily, you weren't really blooming, were you?

瞳の奥の方に咲いてた綺麗な花の名は...
The name of the beautiful flower that bloomed in the depths of my eyes is...

掃き溜めのカスと化した歌詞を読み憧れた才を少しだけ愛を
Reading the lyrics that had turned into gutter trash, I loved my talent that I had longed for just a little bit

花のように踏まれ潰れてた怒りや光よ腐らないままで
My anger and light that had been trampled and crushed like a flower, still remain unspoiled

時は金なり世界は回る変わる取り残されてもまだ
Time is money, and the world keeps spinning and changing, but even if I am left behind

くだらねえ愛の話を咲かすため今日も水やりの本望
To keep talking about worthless love, watering today's hopes is all I have left

枯れない花が咲いたら迎えに行くから瞼の苦しみそれまで溜めてよ
If an everlasting flower blooms, I will come to you, so please keep your pain in your eyelids until then

諦めがついた顔で崩れながらも前へ上手く歩けない
With a face full of resignation, I cannot walk forward properly even though I am not crumbling

終わらせに来たんだよ
I came here to end it

期待外れの自分に書いてたこの自身を読んでた
I was reading the self that I wrote about the disappointing me

心の臓が織り成すその陰と陽、見え透いた自分との葛藤
The heart weaves its own shadow and light, conflicting with the transparent self

一生一緒なんて連戦連勝みたいな浮世離れさ
The idea of being together forever is like an unrealistic winning streak

遠い未来からやってきましたなんてそんな嘘が冗談に
The idea of coming from a far-off future is just a joke

聞こえないくらいに君は僕の事全部全部知っていた
You knew everything about me, so much so that it was almost unheard of

隠し通してきた言い訳の数が道を阻み引きずって歩く
The number of excuses I've hidden is hindering me, and I'm dragging my feet as I walk

一文字一文字起き上がるその思い出話をしてるかのようだ
It's as if the memories are telling their own stories, coming to life one letter at a time

目には見えないこの言葉は人をも殺めてしまうようだ
These invisible words seem to kill people

どうだい？今更聞かれてもこの唄と出会えてて良かったです。
How about that? Even if you ask me now, I'm glad to have met this song.

ハロー君が聞いてたあの音楽は今でも僕の耳元で救いを奏でている
That music you used to listen to, Hello, is still playing in my ears, bringing me salvation

あぁくだらねえ愛を咲かしたり真っ向に生き様を晒したり
Ah, bringing forth worthless love, showing off my way of life straight up

千切れるほどに欲しがってた天からの才脳を
I wanted the genius mind that came down from heaven so badly it was tearing me apart

願って祈って滑稽なまでにすがりついても
Even if I wish for it and cling to it in a comical way, it's still just a hope

結局のとこ続けてしまうんだな
In the end, I just keep going

リリィねぇいつかは枯れない花を
Lily, someday I want to have an everlasting flower

リリィねぇ最後は側にいてよと
Lily, please stay by my side at the end

リリィねぇほんとは咲いてなんかないんでしょ
Lily, you weren't really blooming, were you?

期待外れの自分に書いてたこの自身を読んでた
I was reading the self that I wrote about the disappointing me

リリィねぇいつかは枯れない花を
Lily, someday I want to have an everlasting flower

リリィねぇ最後は側にいてよと
Lily, please stay by my side at the end

リリィねぇほんとは僕自身なんでしょ
Lily, I think it's really about me

瞳の奥の方に咲いてた綺麗な花の名は
The name of the beautiful flower that bloomed in the depths of my eyes is...

ねぇ教えてリリィ
Hey, Lily, tell me