Too Heavy for Cherubs
Cage Lyrics


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A cold day in hell I feel good
At least I feel as good as real feels if real even feels good
I think back to being a kid and getting my ass kicked
And when I sold my soul to the devil to make me rap sick
Page from cage's brain, angels dust off the un-godly
Riding through my child-hood to hear my six-year old body
Black-out for second, pick my head up off the street
Little kid handle my face-its not me in the driver seat
Father comes out screaming drops the cigarettes and lighter
Scoops me up with his left arm his right fist snuffed the driver
Takes me in the house stops the blood from wandering out
Is this a dream or time travel?
I ponder on the couch
Walks in with a black bag
Wrap my rubber snake around his arm and made me pull it tight
Hit himself with a spike
Drew blood and pulled his mask down
My hands blue until he let my arm go and he passed out

Erratic then gone, I go from manic to calm
Watching the yellow liquid dripping back out of his arm
No automatic alarm sounded
trying to wrap my six year old brain around it
Went in his pockets took his money and couldn't count it
Went to the front door buts it locked observe it
Pulled up a chair to reach the dead bolt
But I'm too weak to turn it
Give it another try all the while still scoping him
Now I pan the room and see my escape in the open window
Scurry the floor
climb out hang then drop into the snow and
My captor snatches me back up
Pulls me back into hell
Starts shaking me to weaken me
To teachin' me to be a man by repeatedly beatin' me
I hope I grow up before I'm finished being strangled
I black out then wake up tied to the coffee table




With a jump rope cable to my ankle so I can't run
He walks back in the room

Overall Meaning

The song "Too Heavy for Cherubs" by Cage is a very intense and personal song, with a lot of themes and imagery to unpack. The first verse talks about feeling good on a cold day in hell, as if he's finally reached a place where he's comfortable with the darkness of the world. He reflects on his childhood, where he was beaten up and felt like an outcast, and how he sold his soul to the devil to become a successful rapper. He then describes a traumatic event where he was hit by a car as a child, and his father had to come out and save him, causing him to question whether it was real or a dream. His father then proceeds to harm himself in front of him, trying to teach him how to be a man by repeatedly beating him. The second verse talks about being tied to a coffee table by his captor, with a jump rope cable around his ankle so he can't escape.


The song's themes revolve around trauma, abuse, and the struggle to find a sense of identity. Cage speaks openly about his experiences with abuse and how it has affected him, both in his childhood and throughout his career as a rapper. The lyrics are very raw and emotive, reflecting his personal struggles and the darkness he has faced. The imagery in the song is very vivid and disturbing, depicting scenes of violence and trauma in a very visceral way.


Line by Line Meaning

A cold day in hell I feel good
Despite a difficult past, I am currently feeling good.


At least I feel as good as real feels if real even feels good
I question the concept of reality and whether it can even bring true happiness.


I think back to being a kid and getting my ass kicked
I reflect on the abuse and hardships I faced as a child.


And when I sold my soul to the devil to make me rap sick
I am referencing a common trope in music about making a deal with the devil to achieve success.


Page from cage's brain, angels dust off the un-godly
I am describing the disturbed thoughts and ideas that come from my mind.


Riding through my child-hood to hear my six-year old body
I am revisiting memories from my childhood to an extent that feels surreal.


Black-out for second, pick my head up off the street
I am having a momentary blackout and coming back to reality.


Little kid handle my face-its not me in the driver seat
I am disconnected from my own body and feel like someone else is controlling my actions.


Father comes out screaming drops the cigarettes and lighter
My father has stormed out of the house after hearing the altercation outside.


Scoops me up with his left arm his right fist snuffed the driver
My father picks me up and punches the driver who was attacking me.


Takes me in the house stops the blood from wandering out
My father rushes me inside and tries to stop my bleeding.


Is this a dream or time travel?
I am questioning the reality of the situation and whether it feels like a dream or memory.


I ponder on the couch
I take a moment to reflect on what has just happened.


Walks in with a black bag
Someone enters the room with a black bag, implying that something ominous may occur.


Wrap my rubber snake around his arm and made me pull it tight
I am forced to hold a rubber snake tightly around someone's arm.


Hit himself with a spike
The person harms themselves with a spike, potentially showing a sadistic side.


Drew blood and pulled his mask down
The person draws blood and reveals their face, which could be a disturbing image for a child.


My hands blue until he let my arm go and he passed out
I am held tightly by the person until they pass out, causing my hands to turn blue from lack of circulation.


Erratic then gone, I go from manic to calm
The situation was intense and chaotic, but quickly calms down after the person passes out.


Watching the yellow liquid dripping back out of his arm
I am disturbed by the sight of the yellow liquid dripping from the person's arm, likely blood or another bodily fluid.


No automatic alarm sounded, trying to wrap my six year old brain around it
There was no loud noise or commotion that would normally signal an emergency, making it difficult for me to comprehend what's happening.


Went in his pockets took his money and couldn't count it
I steal money from the passed out person but am unable to count how much I took.


Went to the front door buts it locked observe it
I try to leave through the front door but it's locked.


Pulled up a chair to reach the dead bolt
I try to climb onto a chair to reach the deadbolt on the door.


But I'm too weak to turn it
I am too weak to turn the deadbolt, implying my age and strength.


Give it another try all the while still scoping him
I try again to turn the deadbolt while still watching the passed out person.


Now I pan the room and see my escape in the open window
I survey the room and see that my escape is through an open window.


Scurry the floor, climb out hang then drop into the snow and
I move quickly to escape through the open window, lowering myself onto the snowy ground below.


My captor snatches me back up
Before I can get away, the person who had previously passed out catches me and pulls me back inside.


Pulls me back into hell
I feel trapped and imprisoned, unable to escape the terrible situation.


Starts shaking me to weaken me
The person starts shaking me, likely to scare me or make it easier to manipulate me.


To teachin' me to be a man by repeatedly beatin' me
The person believes that repeatedly beating me will somehow teach me to be tougher and more resilient.


I hope I grow up before I'm finished being strangled
The situation is so difficult that I wish I was older and more mature to better handle it.


I black out then wake up tied to the coffee table
I lose consciousness and then awaken to find myself tied to a table.


With a jump rope cable to my ankle so I can't run
The person has tied a jump rope around my ankle so I can't escape.


He walks back in the room
The person returns to the room, and I am helpless to escape from their grasp.




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