Welcome Home
California Hearse Lyrics


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You are rage you are lust
You are fear you are mistrust
You are all the rotten thoughts i think
While bending over the bathroom sink
To brush my teeth

And I am so unclean with you in me
Welcome home

I give you wings I give you beaks
I build you nests so you can breed
And fowl me up and fuck and fight
Feel like shit on the inside

Are you nested, are you rested?
Welcome home

Fly away i know that you'll come home someday
Fly away fly away




I know that you'll come home someday
And when you do your always welcome home

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to California Hearse's song "Welcome Home" delve into the complex emotions and internal struggles of the singer. In the first verse, the singer addresses their own negative thoughts and emotions, referring to them as rage, lust, fear, and mistrust. These emotions are portrayed as destructive and unhealthy, akin to rotten thoughts that plague the singer even while they perform mundane tasks such as brushing their teeth. This could be an indication of the internal turmoil and self-destructive tendencies the singer grapples with.


The chorus further elaborates on the singer's relationship with these negative emotions. They express feeling contaminated or unclean when these emotions consume them. The phrase "Welcome home" can be interpreted as the singer addressing these emotions as if they are a separate entity, inviting them in as if they are familiar visitors to their psyche. This suggests a certain level of resignation or acceptance of these negative emotions, even though they acknowledge their detrimental effects.


Moving to the second verse, the singer takes on a somewhat sacrificial role. They describe providing wings and beaks, building nests for an unknown recipient, possibly metaphorically representing another person or perhaps their own negative traits. These actions enable the recipient to breed and flourish, but in return, they cause turmoil and conflict, leading the singer to feel miserable on the inside. This could symbolize the destructive relationships or behavior patterns the singer engages in, sacrificing their own well-being for the sake of others or their own self-destructive tendencies.


In the final lines, the singer reflects on the potential for change and hope for a better future. As they encourage this unknown recipient to "fly away," they express an understanding that they will eventually return home. This could symbolize the cyclical nature of negative emotions or patterns in their life. However, the singer concludes by stating that when this return happens, they will always be welcomed back home, suggesting that despite the hardships and struggles they face, they are capable of finding solace and acceptance within themselves or within a familiar environment.


Overall, "Welcome Home" explores themes of internal struggles, self-destructive tendencies, and the cyclical nature of negative emotions. The lyrics portray a complex relationship between the singer and their own emotions, as well as potentially toxic relationships with others. Despite these challenges, the singer maintains a sense of acceptance and offers a glimmer of hope for a better future.


Line by Line Meaning

You are rage you are lust
You embody intense anger and strong sexual desire


You are fear you are mistrust
You represent both fear and a lack of trust


You are all the rotten thoughts i think
You symbolize all the negative and decayed thoughts that occupy my mind


While bending over the bathroom sink
During my vulnerable moments, when I am hunched over the sink in the bathroom


To brush my teeth
Engaging in a mundane act of self-care like brushing my teeth


And I am so unclean with you in me
I feel morally impure and tainted when you are within me


Welcome home
Despite everything, I still embrace and accept you


I give you wings I give you beaks
I provide you with freedom and the ability to take action


I build you nests so you can breed
I create environments for you to thrive and multiply


And fowl me up and fuck and fight
Yet, you continue to corrupt me, engaging in destructive behaviors and confrontations


Feel like shit on the inside
Internally, I experience immense emotional distress


Are you nested, are you rested?
Are you settled and content in your current state?


Welcome home
Once again, I open my doors to you, acknowledging your return


Fly away i know that you'll come home someday
Even if you temporarily depart, I am aware that you will inevitably return


Fly away fly away
Go ahead and escape for a while


I know that you'll come home someday
Because I understand that you will eventually find your way back to me


And when you do your always welcome home
Upon your arrival, I always greet you with open arms, ready to receive you




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jason Gentile, Michael Spaid

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