In 1999, Clarke released Inside Out, a romantic / adult contemporary cover album. It had a peculiar twist: Clarke subtly modified certain lyrics to sing under his own perspective as a gay man.
I Will Survive
Cam Clarke Lyrics
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Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you done me wrong
And I grew strong,
And I learned how to get along
And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now,
'Cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Now it took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
And you see me,
Somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
And just expect me to be free
Well now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me
Go, walk out the door
Just turn around now,
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
You think I'd crumble,
You think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
I will...
I, I will survive
As long as I know how to love I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I will survive, hey hey
I will...
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
I spent oh so many nights feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that chained little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in,
Just thinkin' I'd be free
Now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me.
Go, walk out the door
Don't turn around now,
'Cause you ain't welcome here no more
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
You think I'd crumble?
You think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, not I
I will survive.
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'm alive
I got all my life to live
And I got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
I will...
The song "I Will Survive" by Cam Clarke is a classic anthem of triumph over heartbreak and betrayal. It begins with the singer admitting that they were initially afraid and petrified after their partner left them, and they thought they could never live without them. However, as time passed, they realized that they don't need their partner and they could get on with life without them. They learned how to be strong and independent without relying on anyone else for their happiness.
When the partner returns, the singer recognizes that they have grown and changed since the breakup. They no longer feel the same way towards their former partner and have moved on. The partner is surprised and possibly even upset by this and expects to be welcomed back into the singer's life. The singer firmly declares that they will not accept the partner back into their life and they will continue to survive and thrive without them.
Ultimately, the message of the song is about empowerment and resilience. The singer has taken control of their life and found the strength to move on from a painful breakup. They will not let their ex-partner's actions bring them down, and they know that they have a bright future ahead of them.
Line by Line Meaning
At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Initially, I was scared and paralyzed
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
Believed that it was impossible to survive without your presence
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you done me wrong
But then I ruminated on how you badly treated me
And I grew strong,
Consequently, I gained strength
And I learned how to get along
Acquired the ability to survive without you
And so you're back from outer space
Now you've returned like an alien from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I walked in to see you with a mournful expression on your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have replaced my lock that lets you walk in at will
I should have made you leave your key
I should have forced you to surrender your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
If I had known that you would come back to trouble me
Go on now go, walk out the door
Please leave now and never come back
Just turn around now,
Don't even face me now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore
You're no longer welcome here
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
You were the one who wanted to hurt me with your goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you believe I would fall apart?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Did you think I would succumb and die?
Oh no, not I
No, not me
I will survive
I will live through this
As long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
My survival depends on my ability to love
I've got all my life to live
I have a long life ahead of me
And I've got all my love to give
I have so much love to give
I will survive,
I will overcome this hardship
Now it took all the strength I had not to fall apart
It took all the energy I had not to break down
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
I worked diligently to fix my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I spent numerous nights feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
I used to cry, but now I'm proud of myself
And you see me, somebody new
You see me as a completely different person
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
I'm not that imprisoned person who is still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
You felt like coming in
And just expect me to be free
And expect me to be available
Well now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me
But now I'm reserving all my affection for someone who returns it
Don't turn around now,
Don't even look back now
'Cause you ain't welcome here no more
Because you're not welcome anymore
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'm alive
As long as I can love, I know that I exist
I got all my life to live
I have a long time to live
And I got all my love to give
And I have a lot of love to offer
I will...
I will overcome
I, I will survive
I know I will overcome this hardship
Now it took all the strength I had not to fall apart
It took all my energy not to break down
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
I worked tirelessly to fix my broken heart
I spent oh so many nights feeling sorry for myself
I spent numerous nights feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
I used to cry, but now I'm proud of myself
And you see me, somebody new
You see me as a different person
I'm not that chained little person still in love with you
I'm not that captive person who is still in love with you
Contributed by Colin H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
GhostFace
Cam Clarke is awesome. He gave so much soul to Liquid Snake.
Luke Donaghy | Gameplay Cinematics
You feel it too, dont you?
E.O
"Just turn around now" *Liquid turns around* I LOVE HOW YOU DID THAT!!! And Cam Clarke has such a heavenly voice!
Doctor Dizzyspinner
Here from the MGS Reunion panel!
lucyphonic
Me too in 2022.
Greg Elms
Yup👍😂
Vergil the Deadbeat
Me too
punchabunchabuttons
indeed
Tony loves ducks
Same :D
AJPwny
"I Will Survive" by Liquid Snake
MIND BLOWN