Twisted
Cameron Sanderson Lyrics

I’ve been fucked up
I have been emotionally damaged and troubled

I have been twisted
I have been mentally distorted and conflicted

I am not too sure
I lack certainty or confidence

I’m committed
I am dedicated or devoted

I am on your thoughts
You are constantly thinking of me

I am not sitting
I am not idle or complacent

I won’t leave no
I will not depart or abandon

I’ll keep living
I will continue to exist and thrive

Buried my thoughts in a casket
I have hidden away my innermost thoughts and emotions

Brush the dust off and look past it
I acknowledge and move beyond my past struggles

Act like nothing ever happened
I pretend that the past events did not occur

Group em all up and bin them
I gather all my negative experiences and discard them

These are all the things on my bed
These are the burdens and troubles that weigh on me

I’ve got to put them to rest
I must find peace and resolution for them

I’ll admit I am not at my best
I acknowledge that I am not in my optimal state

But I’ll confess
However, I will admit and reveal

Oh I might of said that
I may have expressed those words

Doesn’t mean I mean it
But it does not necessarily reflect my true feelings

You’ve got kisses on your neck
Someone else is showing affection towards you

Doesn’t mean I don’t mean…
But it does not negate my feelings for you

There are three letter words
There are specific short words

That I wanna say
That I desire to express

But I’m not too sure
But I am uncertain

That I feel that way
That I truly feel that sentiment

And I see kisses on your neck
I notice affectionate gestures towards you

Coming from my mouth
Which originated from my own actions or words

Playing all these games
Engaging in manipulative or deceptive behavior

That I don’t know about
That I am unaware of or oblivious to

Don’t be dependent
Do not rely too heavily on others

Just try a little harder
Make an effort to improve or overcome challenges

Inside your head to make things sound quieter
Within your mind, find ways to silence the noise and chaos

You’ll find peace in time when you’re all alone
Eventually, solitude will bring you inner tranquility

But the fact is you’re surrounded by hearts outside of home
However, the truth remains that you have people who care for you outside your immediate environment