Under the Weather
Cameron Sanderson Lyrics

you flood my mind,
Your constant presence in my mind is overwhelming and suffocating.

until I can't swim up,
I feel like I'm drowning and can't escape my own thoughts.

got no where to go,
I feel trapped and stuck in my current situation.

and I don't think I've got enough,
I'm doubting my own abilities and feel like I'm not enough to succeed.

and no I'm not sad I just don't care enough,
I'm not necessarily sad, I just lack the motivation to care about anything.

I've got nothing to my name & I know that I'm a f up,
I feel like a failure and have nothing to show for myself.

am I losing myself,
I'm questioning whether I'm losing my sense of self and identity.

am I losing myself in the music I,
I wonder if music is becoming my only escape from reality.

don't know what i'm saying,
I feel like I'm speaking without purpose or clarity.

but I know that i've said it 100 times,
I keep repeating myself without any real progress or change.

these doubts they fill my mind but,
My doubts and insecurities are consuming my thoughts.

I refuse to keep mine shut.
I won't stay silent about my struggles and emotions.

No one believed in me,
I've faced doubt and lack of support from others in my life.

well motherer they'll see,
Despite this, I will prove them wrong and succeed.

when you were lost & you know that you're lost,
When you feel like you're stuck and don't know where to go.

why the struggle,
Why do we have to go through these challenges and hardships?

breathe,
Take a moment to pause, breathe, and calm down.

ah,
An expression of frustration or exhaustion.

yeah yeah,
An expression of agreement or understanding.

I'm watching everyone around me succeed,
I feel like everyone else is progressing while I'm stuck in the same place.

when you feel like you're feeling we're in this together,
When you feel lost or down, know that you're not alone and we're all in this together.

I know you feel bad but you're just Under the Weather.
You might feel down or sick, but it's only temporary and you will feel better eventually.

I don't know where I am and I don't know where i'm going,
I feel lost and without direction in my life.

If I had a sense of direction I'd be following you,
If I knew where I wanted to go or what to do, I'd follow your example or guidance.

following me,
I don't have the answers or direction for anyone else to follow me.

this is a vicious cycle I know I can't leave,
I feel stuck in a negative cycle or pattern that I can't break out of.

I don't ever wanna see your face and you better believe it,
I'm angry or upset with someone and don't want to see them again.

I know that i'll keep it a secret,
I'll keep my negative feelings hidden and won't express them to others.

if you just keep on leaving.
If you continue to leave or abandon me, I'll keep my feelings hidden and won't confront you about it.