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My attic is so full of life
Why won't they come and play with me?
Backyard. Tree Fort.
Want to let them in.
But they're not my friends
Sometimes the ash grey mask will suit me fine
The moon is ignored only with the day
The sun is prettiest just before it goes away
Giants in a small world
Forever was just one day
Never really dawned on me
Such short-lived history
Everything I wanted never came
All that I'll become is for another day
Everything I had never stayed
Now the house is so empty
Put me in the chest my ventriloquist




Sometimes living in want is not so bad
Best friend I ever had

Overall Meaning

The opening phrase of "My attic is so full of life" suggests that the singer is quite lonely and seeks companionship, perhaps from imaginary friends that they believe to inhabit their attic. The singer's desire to let these imaginary friends into their tree fort suggests a longing for a playful, imaginative, and carefree existence. However, the singer realizes that they don't really have any friends to speak of, feeling isolated and disconnected. The line, "Sometimes the ash grey mask will suit me fine," suggests that the singer may put on a facade of being content with being alone.


The following lines, "The moon is ignored only with the day / The sun is prettiest just before it goes away," invoke the idea that the singer may appreciate fleeting and ephemeral aspects of life, beauty, and emotion. The lyrics suggest that the time that these objects hold their greatest beauty or have the greatest impact is when they are at their peak, or just before they fade away. Gigantic themes in a small world can also be deduced from the line, "Giants in a small world / Forever was just one day," which may allude to how the singer views themselves as being trapped or contained within their small existence.


The final lines suggest a quelling of the singer's need for companionship. The lack of response from others and the passing of time have led the singer to accept their solitary life. They find solace in their imagination as well as in objects or tokens that represent a connection to the past. As they state, "Put me in the chest my ventriloquist / Sometimes living in want is not so bad / Best friend I ever had."



Line by Line Meaning

My attic is so full of life
My attic is filled with mementos of past experiences that have shaped me into who I am today.


Why won't they come and play with me?
I feel lonely and yearn for the company of others to reminisce with.


Backyard. Tree Fort.
Remnants of childhood memories spent in the backyard tree fort.


Want to let them in.
I desire to share my memories with others and not keep them locked away.


But they're not my friends
Unfortunately, those who I wish to share my memories with are not my true friends.


Sometimes the ash grey mask will suit me fine
Occasionally, it is easier to put on a facade and mask my true emotions to blend in with others.


The moon is ignored only with the day
People tend to overlook the beauty of the moon when it is outshone by the sun during the day.


The sun is prettiest just before it goes away
The beauty of the sun is at its peak right before it sets, signifying the end of another day.


Giants in a small world
Feeling like a giant in a small world, as though I don't quite fit in.


Forever was just one day
The realization that time passes quickly, and what feels like forever is only a fleeting moment in time.


Never really dawned on me
I had never fully comprehended this concept before.


Such short-lived history
Life is short, and the memories we make are brief moments in the grand scheme of things.


Everything I wanted never came
Despite my desires, I have not been granted everything I have wished for.


All that I'll become is for another day
The changes I undergo will not come to fruition until a later time.


Everything I had never stayed
The things and people I once had and cherished did not stay with me forever.


Now the house is so empty
The empty house represents the loneliness I feel and the memories that no longer fill it.


Put me in the chest my ventriloquist
I am entrusting my memories to a safe, closed off place (like a chest), where they can't escape or hurt me.


Sometimes living in want is not so bad
Although I may not have everything I desire, living in a state of want does not have to be a negative experience.


Best friend I ever had
The memories and experiences I have lived through are my best friend and comfort me in my loneliness.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JOHN HIATT

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