Evil
Cardiff Brothers Lyrics

I hate that i love you and i can't let you go
I have conflicting feelings about you, I both hate and love you, and even though I want to let go, I can't.

I just wanna fuck you i thought that you should know
I only desire a physical relationship with you and I felt the need to express that.

How could you be so cold
I don't understand how you can be so unfeeling towards me.

I put no one above you how could i be so wrong oh
I believed that you were the most important person in my life and feel foolish for thinking that.

I don't think theres anything i can do, can do
I feel helpless and powerless in regards to our relationship.

But i don't think ill ever get past you, past you
I don't believe I can move on from you and our past relationship.

You're evil
I see the negative impact you have had on me and our relationship and consider you to be evil.

Everything you do to me i see through
I am not blind to the manipulation and deceitful actions you have committed.

I let you make a fool of me cause I've
I allowed myself to be fooled and tricked by you because I've ...

Got hope that you might change for me
I held onto the belief that you could change your ways for me and our relationship.

Oh for me, just for me, all for me, maybe
I wished that you could change solely for my benefit and maybe it could happen.

Its been so long I'm still hung up on you
It has been a significant amount of time but I am still not over you.

Sometimes i wonder if you think about me too
I occasionally contemplate if you still think about me as well.

But i know you went and found somebody new so
But I am aware that you have moved on and found someone else to be with.

I've been looking through your pics
I have been looking at pictures of you, likely on social media or online.

While i listen to this song
I have been listening to music while scrolling through your photos.

It ain't fair that you ain't here
It feels unfair that you are not present in my life anymore.

So where the fuck did we go wrong
I am confused and frustrated about where our relationship went wrong.

And you got somebody new
You have found a new person to be with.

Well i got somebody too
I claim to have found someone new as well, but in reality I have not.

Well that last part isn't true
I admit to lying about having someone new in my life.

Because I'm still hung up on you
I am still deeply attached to you and haven't moved on.

And if you're ever down to go
If you are ever interested in hanging out...

And get some dinner with ya boy
...we could go out for dinner together.

Let me know whats the point
I question the point of us getting together given our current situation.

You'll blow me off
I ultimately believe that you would disregard my offer.

Ill smoke a joint
If you do blow me off, I'll likely smoke marijuana to cope.

And pretend you don't exist
I may try to forget all about you and pretend that you don't exist.

Bause it helps me when I'm pissed
This behavior of pretending you don't exist helps me cope when I'm angry and upset.

Yeah i know i was your first
I recall that I was your first romantic partner.

But first you gotta answer this
But before anything else happens, you need to answer one question in particular.

Are you happy with your life
Are you satisfied with your current life and relationship?

Does this new kid treat you right
Is your new partner treating you well?

This shit gets to me you mess with me
Your behavior towards me is causing me distress and emotional pain.

I barely sleep at night
I am so affected by my thoughts and feelings toward you that I struggle to sleep at night.

I just stare up at the ceiling
I spend my sleepless nights staring up at the ceiling, unable to calm my thoughts.

And then wonder how you're feeling
During this time, I often contemplate and am curious about how you might be feeling.

Cause I'm feeling worse then ever
My emotional state is worse than it ever has been.

Since you left and over been dealing with it
Since you left, I have been dealing with it and attempting to cope in various ways.

You're like two people
I perceive you as having two distinct personalities or sides.

Between deceitful and peaceful
One of those personalities is deceptive or dishonest, while the other is more peaceful or kind.

You fuck around and then leave em
You engage in casual or sexual relationships but ultimately end them.

I'm sick of this shit you're evil
I am tired of your behavior and consider you to be evil.

I'm done, yeah I'm done
I can no longer tolerate or deal with the pain and negativity caused by our interactions, I am done with this relationship.

So fucking done
I am extremely done and have reached the limit of my patience and emotion.