Memory Trace
Carly Gibert Lyrics

My head is making a mess
My thoughts are all over the place and causing chaos in my mind.

It's wearing me like a necklace
The overwhelming thoughts and feelings are heavy and weighing down on me constantly like jewelry I cannot take off.

I moved to another address
I left my old environment trying to escape my problems.

It followed around
My issues caught up with me regardless of where I went.

Now, it's asking for breakfast
My problems are demanding my attention and causing disruption in my day-to-day life.

I left my thrills in a coffin
I put my desires and exciting experiences to rest in the past.

Don't think about 'em too often
I try to avoid dwelling on my past memories and experiences.

Watching my phone while it rings and
I am waiting anxiously for something to happen and constantly checking for updates.

I hate that there's so many days in a year
I feel weighed down by the idea of time and how much longer I'll be dealing with these problems and emotions.

Had other plans but they fell through
I had different expectations for my life but things didn't go as planned.

Got nothing to celebrate
There is nothing noteworthy or positive happening in my life currently.

Only people around you
The only company I have are negative and unhelpful people who do not benefit my mental health.

With nothing but shit to say
The people around me are toxic and only bring negativity into my life.

It's now or never
I need to take action and make changes in my life immediately.

Jumping out the window, feeling better
I am taking drastic measures to make myself feel better, even if it means taking risks.

Can't see the morning
I am unable to see the future or the positive changes I can make in my life.

Is no one gonna stop me from falling?
I feel like I am falling into the unknown and nobody is there to catch me or help me.

Playing this once and over
I am trapped in a repetitive cycle and cannot break free from it.

I am stuck in a stoner
My mental state has become stagnant and is hindering my progress in life.

Memory trace
I am reminiscing on past memories and experiences that I can no longer recreate.

Put me for lease with the sofa
I feel like an unimportant and unused item in my own life.

Getting nothing but broker
My situation is steadily getting worse and I am losing money and resources.

Mind overseas, zero affection
I am detached from my emotions and am unable to connect with myself or others.

When did I lose my connection?
I cannot pinpoint exactly when I became so detached from myself and my circumstances.

Cause now the phone doesn't ring and
I am isolated and feel disconnected from the world around me.

The mask on my face doesn't let me breathe
I am concealing my true emotions and feelings, which is suffocating me mentally and emotionally.

It's now or never (Now or never)
I need to take immediate action and make significant changes in my life.

Jumping out the window, feeling better (Yeah)
I am taking a bold risk and stepping out of my comfort zone to improve my situation.

Can't see the morning (Can't see the morning)
I am unable to see a positive future for myself and feel lost in the present moment.

Is no one gonna stop me from falling?
I am afraid of the unknown and the uncertainty of my situation.

Got nothing to celebrate
There is nothing noteworthy or positive happening in my life currently.

Only people around you
The only company I have are negative and unhelpful people who do not benefit my mental health.

With nothing but shit to say
The people around me are toxic and only bring negativity into my life.