Gemini
Carv Lyrics

I lie awake; I recreate the words that you say
I stay up at night and replay the things you said to me.

I won't remember tomorrow (There's a civil war inside of me)
I won't be able to recall this tomorrow because I'm battling internal conflict and turmoil.

I can't even see today (Consume, control)
I'm so consumed by my thoughts and emotions that I can't even see or focus on the present moment.

Blindly led, sold on sorrow (One sacred memory)
I'm blindly following my thoughts and emotions and allowing them to control me, all while holding onto one memory that I cherish deeply.

Too much to bear anyway (Always wrong, come inside you)
It's becoming overwhelming for me to handle, regardless of the fact that I always feel like I'm doing something wrong, and I wish I could share my pain with you.

I'm inside of you; I'm a part of you
I'm always there with you, and I'm a part of who you are.

I will come inside you (Take this away, lies crawl inside you)
I wish I could take away your pain and the lies that are affecting you.

Still lost in a memory (Tear your praying hands apart)
I'm still stuck in a memory that's causing me to feel lost and confused, and it's affecting me so much that I'm lashing out.

You can't always live in faith (Breathe in change)
You can't always rely on faith to get you through tough times; sometimes, you need to embrace change and find a new way to cope with things.

I've been here, consumed by memory (One naked memory)
I've been in this place before, where a single memory consumes me and leaves me feeling exposed and vulnerable.

Only blind men play it safe
Those who play it safe are only doing so because they're too afraid and can't see the potential for something greater.

I find myself in the reflection of the enemy
I see myself in the one who's hurting me and realize that we're not so different after all.

I see the stars dying in your eyes
I can see the pain and sadness in your eyes, and it's taking away the light that once shone there.

I find myself in the reflection staring back at me
I see a part of myself reflected back at me in the other person's pain and suffering.

I will come inside you now
I want to be there for you and help you through this in any way I can.

Are you sick of me? Tear apart the enemy
Are you tired of feeling hurt and want to take action by fighting against the one causing you pain?

Find the gem-in-I
Look for the good in me, the part of me that's worth keeping and cherishing.

In your eyes
In the way you look at me, I can find comfort and reassurance that everything will be okay.