Lose Myself
Caskets Lyrics


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It's coming back again
Killing me killing me
Do you think that I kicked it
I feel it in myself
Breaking it breaking it
Anything for a mere hit

And I try to be somebody else
But fall back to myself
Because i’m at it again
Pulling me pulling me
To the depths and I’ve faded

It takes me
Right from the start
I'm fading now

You say i’m the monster in your fairytale
And I didn’t save you when you called for help
I’m fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself
I’ve already lost

I’m coming back again
Killing it killing it
Do you think that I made it
I feel it in myself
Breaking it breaking it
And I just can’t stop it

And I try be somebody who could recognise themselves
Then it happens again

You say i’m the monster in your fairytale
And I didn’t save you when you called for help
I’m fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself

You lied, I broke
Inside your world of make believe
But who's to say, what i’ll be
Maybe they’ll see the best of me

Lose myself, lose myself
I could myself
Lose myself, lose myself
I could myself
Lose myself, lose myself
I could myself
Lose myself, lose myself
I could myself

I’ve already lost

You say i’m the monster in your fairytale
And I didn’t save you when you called for help
I’m fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself




I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself
I’ve already lost

Overall Meaning

In "Lose Myself," Caskets explores the theme of battling addiction and trying to break away from the destructive cycle of substance abuse. The opening lines of the song, "It's coming back again, killing me, killing me," convey the sense of helplessness that comes with addiction. The singer is fully aware of the harmful effects of their addiction, yet they continue to indulge in it, as reflected in the line, "Anything for a mere hit."


The song touches upon the idea of trying to escape from oneself, to become someone else, but ultimately failing and returning to the same destructive patterns. The lines, "And I try to be somebody else, but fall back to myself, because I'm at it again, pulling me, pulling me, to the depths and I've faded," suggest the cyclical nature of addiction, where the person tries to break away but keeps falling back into the same patterns.


The chorus is a poignant plea to not lose oneself completely to the addictive habits and to fight back against societal prejudices that can further lead to a negative self-image. The bridge comes across as a hopeful note, suggesting the possibility of redemption and a new beginning albeit with the realization that certain mistakes cannot be undone.


Line by Line Meaning

It's coming back again
The uncontrollable urge and addiction is returning once again


Killing me killing me
The addiction is destroying the physical and mental health of the person


Do you think that I kicked it
The person is questioning if they could overcome the addiction


I feel it in myself
The presence of the addiction is known by the person on their own


Breaking it breaking it
The person is ready to do whatever it takes to fulfill the addiction


Anything for a mere hit
The person is willing to go to any extent for even a small dosage of the substance


And I try to be somebody else
The person attempts to change their identity to escape from the grasp of addiction


But fall back to myself
However, the person cannot avoid falling back to their original self, which craves the substance


Because i’m at it again
The addiction is taking over the person yet again


Pulling me pulling me
The addiction is dragging the person down even though they resist it


To the depths and I’ve faded
The person has lost themselves to the addiction


It takes me
The substance has a complete hold over the person


Right from the start
The moment the addiction started, the person was captured and could not escape


I'm fading now
The addiction is taking complete control of the person


You say i’m the monster in your fairytale
The other person thinks the person is to blame for the problems they face due to addiction


And I didn’t save you when you called for help
The person feels guilty for not being able to help the other person due to their addiction


I’m fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
The person is struggling with their addiction and, at the same time, the other person is trying to defame them


Through the dirt until the very end
The other person does not let go of the person's mistakes or their addiction until the end


I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself
The person is not ready to give into their addiction and wants to be who they once were


I’ve already lost
Despite trying to fight the addiction, the person has already given in and is lost


You lied, I broke
The person has been let down by the other person, and the addiction has broken them


Inside your world of make believe
The other person lives in their own unrealistic world and does not understand the person's addiction


But who's to say, what i’ll be
The person is unsure of how their future will shape with this addiction


Maybe they’ll see the best of me
The person hopes to show the other person that they can do better and overcome their addiction


Lose myself, lose myself
The person is slowly losing themselves to the addiction and feels helpless


I could myself
The person is about to completely give themselves to the addiction and feels they have no control


I’ve already lost
Despite trying to fight the addiction, the person has already given in and is lost




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sentric Music
Written by: BENJAMIN WILSON, CHRISTOPHER MCINTOSH, CRAIG ROBINSON, DANIEL WELLER, JAMES LAZENBY, MATTHEW FLOOD, PHILIP STRAND

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