DEEP INSIDE
Cat Power Lyrics


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( Mary J. Blige Cover / Live Peel Session 2000 )

The problem is
For many years
I lived my life
Publicly
It's hard to find a man I trust
I really trust

And everytime I find someone I like
I gotta worry about
If it's me
That they see
'Cause they're looking for a ride that's free
So I made the choice to be
Good to those who were good to me
Don't judge me
Don't think me bitter
For the evil god's allowed me to see
I'm just mary, just mary, just mary
All day, all night, I'm mary
Mary, mary, m.j.b. yeah
Can't be clothes or the car i drive




They don't make the woman
M.j.b. yeah...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Cat Power's live cover of Mary J. Blige's song "Deep Inside" reveal a sense of vulnerability and struggle with trust in relationships. The singer laments the difficulties of living life in the public eye, noting that it's hard to find a man she really trusts. She worries that potential partners only see her as an opportunity to ride for free, and so she chooses to be good to those who have been good to her. She pleads with the listener not to judge her bitterly for the hardships she's faced, asserting her identity as "just mary" and insisting that material possessions like clothes and cars don't define her worth as a woman.


Throughout the song, the singer's voice is raw and emotional, conveying a genuine pain and weariness. At the same time, there is a glimmer of resilience and self-assuredness in her words. By asserting her own autonomy and refusing to let others define her, she is able to maintain her dignity and integrity. Ultimately, the lyrics of "Deep Inside" speak to the universal human need for trust, companionship, and a sense of self-worth.


Line by Line Meaning

The problem is
There is an underlying issue that needs to be addressed.


For many years
This problem has persisted for an extended period of time.


I lived my life
I have experienced and dealt with this problem in my own way.


Publicly
My personal struggles have been visible to others.


It's hard to find a man I trust
I struggle to find people who I can confide in.


I really trust
I have a difficult time believing that others have my best interests in mind.


And everytime I find someone I like
Whenever I do connect with someone on a deeper level,


I gotta worry about
I am concerned with the motivations of others when it comes to me.


If it's me
I am constantly questioning if people are interested in me for the right reasons.


That they see
I worry that people only see a surface level version of me.


'Cause they're looking for a ride that's free
I am cautious of those who seem to be taking advantage of me.


So I made the choice to be
As a result, I decided to be more selective in my relationships.


Good to those who were good to me
I choose to invest in relationships with people who have been there for me.


Don't judge me
Please do not criticize me for my choices.


Don't think me bitter
I am not holding onto resentment or negative emotions.


For the evil god's allowed me to see
I have seen some dark or unpleasant things in my life.


I'm just mary, just mary, just mary
At the end of the day, I am just myself - nothing more, nothing less.


All day, all night, I'm mary
I exist as this person 24/7 - this is who I am.


Mary, mary, m.j.b. yeah
This is a reference to the artist Mary J. Blige.


Can't be clothes or the car i drive
I am not defined by material possessions or external factors.


They don't make the woman
These things do not contribute to my identity or worth as a person.


M.j.b. yeah...
This line is repeated to end the song and is likely meant to show admiration or respect for Mary J. Blige.




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