In 2017, Emerson posted his self-produced EP, "The Indigo Tapes", recorded in his high school music building’s attic, to his Facebook and Instagram. The word spread, local radio got on board and the EP ascended the iTunes charts to #1 in the Singer-Songwriter EP category.
Chance followed up his EP in 2020 with a full album, "The Raspberry Men". Emerson plays almost everything you hear on "The Raspberry Men", mostly recorded in a wooden shed in Maine. The album premiered on NPR-partner station WICN and received praise from American Songwriter, The Providence Journal, Spotify’s Indie Shuffle playlist, The South China Morning Post, Atwood Magazine, Ditty TV, The Deli and more. In December 2020, Earmilk selected "The Raspberry Men" as one of its best indie/alternative albums of 2020.
With his 5-piece fully-live band, Chance has toured through much of New England and shared the stage with acts such as the Eli Young Band, Lawrence, Ripe, Darlingside, Melt, and more. Chance's most recent headline concert sold out with 650 tickets at The Met in Pawtucket, RI. Chance has also played at The Cutting Room in NYC, Fete Music Hall in RI, The Middle East in MA, two festivals in Taiwan in 2020, various colleges and the Museum Stage at the Newport Folk Festival.
How Can I
Chance Emerson Lyrics
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I saw this man who didn′t know his life
And if he did he chose to lie
He wandered in circles
Said who are you and darling who am i
Fictional and sleep deprived
I haven't asked myself in all this time
About the boy behind my eyes
Is he a stranger
A parasitic pest inside my mind
Or is he just the same tonight
Time is a sculptor, I′m just the clay
Bring me to life now, Galatea waits
The world may be paper i'll be okay
A paper cut hurt me once but still i put pen to page, i'm singing
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can′t love yourself
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can′t love yourself
Stare in the mirror
Still dark outside and i'm already in a dive
You hold my hand to pass the time
Its supposed to be clearer
Like a little purpose straight from way up high
If that′s the case then where is mine
Amorphous and tiring
The changing of the seasons is alright
But not the change from deep inside
The world is a-lying
Spin me up in your brutalist designs
I need a piece of peace of mind
Time is a sculptor, i'm just the clay
Bring me to life now, galatea waits
The world may be paper i′ll be okay
A paper cut hurt me once but still i put pen to page, i'm singing
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can′t love yourself
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can't love yourself
I loved my self from last spring
I thought i knew everything
Now i'm him and i think
Know i know not a thing and i′m singing like
Let me out of this place let me out,
Let me out of this place let me out
Let me out of this place let me out,
Let me out of this place let me out
Let me out of this place let me out,
Let me out of this place let me out
Let me out of this place let me out,
Let me out of this place let me out
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can′t love yourself
How can i love you
How can i love you
How can i love you if you can't love yourself
Let me out of this place let me out,
Let me out of this place let me out
Chance Emerson's song "How Can I" starts off with him narrating the story of a man he saw wandering around in circles, who didn't seem to know much about his life or was pretending not to. This encounter made him wonder when was the last time he had introspected about himself, and who he truly is. Chance then questions whether the boy behind his eyes is a stranger or just the same person as he remembers. He expresses his frustration with the world and its changing seasons, which may not make sense to him, but how he still wants to hold onto his belief in himself and his ability to make sense of things. In the chorus, Chance questions how he can love someone who doesn't love themselves, which could be a reflection of his own insecurities.
As the song continues, Chance stares at himself in the mirror, trying to find some clarity or purpose, but nothing seems to make sense. He acknowledges that the changing world is supposed to make things clearer, but he still feels lost. He talks about how he needs a piece of peace of mind, and only then can he be brought to life. But until then, he's just the clay and time is the sculptor. In the second chorus, Chance questions how he can love someone who can't love themselves, which could mean he's trying to find love and acceptance for himself.
Chance then reflects on his past self, a version of himself that he believed he had figured out but now realizes that he knows nothing. He pleads to be let out of this place, which could represent his state of mind or a physical place. He concludes the song by reiterating the chorus and repeating his plea to be let out of this place.
Overall, "How Can I" is a deep and introspective song touching on themes of self-doubt, change, and the importance of self-love.
Line by Line Meaning
Yesterday morning
The beginning of a day in the past
I saw this man who didn′t know his life
Chance observed a man who lacked a sense of purpose
And if he did he chose to lie
The man's lack of purpose was a chosen deception
He wandered in circles
The man was lost and disoriented
Said who are you and darling who am i
The man questioned his own identity
Fictional and sleep deprived
The man's lack of purpose and self-awareness was like a fictional character, and he was not well-rested
But that got me thinking
Chance was inspired to reflect on his own life and self-awareness
I haven't asked myself in all this time
Chance realized he had not recently questioned who he truly was
About the boy behind my eyes
Chance was referring to his own inner self or personality
Is he a stranger
Chance questioned whether he was familiar with his own self
A parasitic pest inside my mind
He wondered if his inner self was harmful or destructive
Or is he just the same tonight
Alternatively, Chance wondered if his inner self was constant and unchanging
Time is a sculptor, I'm just the clay
Chance believed that time molded and shaped him, much like a sculptor molding clay
Bring me to life now, Galatea waits
Chance looks for a muse, an inspirational voice that awakens his creativity
The world may be paper i'll be okay
Chance believes in himself and his ability to navigate through life, no matter how challenging it may seem
A paper cut hurt me once but still i put pen to page, i'm singing
Although Chance was once hurt, he continues to express himself through music and song
Stare in the mirror
Chance was looking at himself in the mirror
Still dark outside and i'm already in a dive
Chance's mood was already low despite it being early in the day
You hold my hand to pass the time
Chance has someone who supports him and helps him make it through difficult times
Its supposed to be clearer
Chance expected life to be clearer, with a more defined sense of purpose
Like a little purpose straight from way up high
He desired a sense of purpose that was seemingly divine and defined from a higher power
If that′s the case then where is mine
Chance questions where his own purpose is, as he does not feel like he has it
Amorphous and tiring
Chance feels like his life is shapeless and exhausting
The changing of the seasons is alright
Chance is okay with the natural cycle of life, of things changing and growing
But not the change from deep inside
However, Chance is not okay with the change that occurs within himself
The world is a-lying
Chance believes that the world is not always telling the truth
Spin me up in your brutalist designs
Chance wants to be strengthened and given purpose by the universe
I need a piece of peace of mind
Chance wants a sense of tranquility and calmness in his mind
I loved my self from last spring
Chance previously felt confident and self-assured
I thought i knew everything
But since then, Chance has realized he does not know everything
Now i'm him and i think
Chance has since changed and had a different outlook on life
Know i know not a thing and i′m singing like
Chance understands that he still has more to learn, but he continues to express himself through music
Let me out of this place let me out,
Chance feels trapped in his unhappiness and desires to escape it
How can i love you
The song's main question is how can you love someone else if you don't love yourself
Writer(s): Chance Samuel Emerson
Contributed by Adalyn L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
唐小鈴
從嘟嘟人那裡知道你的,你的音樂很好聽。
ruijie ho
一样
艾
真的= = 超猛歌手
Bill
same here
林秉儒
Found this song by the DoDoman’s recommendation. You’re really talent on the rhythm 🥁 Love this song 🎧!!
Shizuka Sato
我也是剛才從 The Do Do Men那裡才知道你的頻道,你的音樂很好聽,加油!
Wan-Chi Tu
你的聲音很溫暖 謝謝dodoman 讓我們知道有這麼美麗的歌聲
Jonathan
I'm truly appreciate that DoDoman introduce such an awesome music to me!
Anita Chen
+1
Yum Lok Yin
好好聽呀 <33