Today
Charles Butler & Trinity Lyrics

I got no way to go
I feel lost and directionless.

Don't know where I've been before
I am unsure about my past experiences.

Or how I'll get back home tomorrow
I am anxious about returning home.

Cannot seem to sleep alone
I struggle with sleeping alone due to feeling lonely.

Dreams are just fading decay
My dreams are losing their vividness and meaning.

Don't know where I'll be like yesterday
I am uncertain about my future like I was uncertain about my past.

And even though I try to receive
Despite my attempts to understand, I still can't seem to comprehend.

And even though I try, I can't seem to perceive
I feel like I can't truly understand what's happening around me.

And I can't hear the way, you can't seem to believe
I struggle to understand your perspective.

What's really that you say
I am unsure about the truth of what you are telling me.

Why don't you come back home
I miss having you close to me.

Back to where you built your sorrow
Returning to our past brings back painful memories.

To the place I can't remember
I have trouble recalling what used to be familiar to me.

I look out on to your porch
I picture memories of you outside your house.

Find a rock with a smile
I rely on small things to bring me happiness.

Then I wake and find its yester-year
I have trouble distinguishing between my memories and the present.

When tomorrow is today
The future is uncertain and overwhelming.

And it can fade away
Everything we have can vanish quickly.

Just like you fade from me
I am losing my connection with you.

Don't know how to say
I struggle with expressing my emotions.

The few that flew away
I regret losing the few people who were important to me.

Just how 'we' chose to stay
I am holding onto the few people who are still important to me.

And even though I try to receive
I am open to understanding, even if it's difficult.

You can't give it all away
You can't give up everything and everyone that matters to you.