Angry All The Time
Charli XCX Lyrics

You think I fly, but I like to crash and burn
You believe I have it all together, but I actually enjoy self-destruction

I guess I'll just never learn
I accept that I will never change or grow from my actions

I'll never learn how to keep my cool
I will always struggle with controlling my emotions

I try not to lose my head, but I just go black to red
I attempt to maintain composure, but my anger takes over me

I'm back to red now
I am once again consumed by anger

I'm trembling, I-I-I'm trembling
I am filled with fear and anxiety, unable to stay calm

I'm not listening, I-I-I'm trembling
I am so overwhelmed that I can't focus or pay attention

Watched my hands curl into fists
Witnessed how my anger manifests physically through clenched fists

Your name just went on my list
You have become someone I hold resentment towards

I won't say I'm sorry
I refuse to apologize

I'm angry all the time, time, time
I constantly feel anger, without respite

Angry all the time, time, woah
My anger consumes me repeatedly, without relief

Don't help me out if you think I'm struggling
If you believe I'm in a difficult situation, don't offer assistance

'Cause I know you're wondering, you're wondering why
I am aware that you're curious about why I behave this way

I bleed so blue 'cause I put my heart on ice
I feel intense sadness and pain because I have emotionally detached

While built out with every bite, with every bite
As I consume toxic behavior, my emotional state deteriorates further

I'm explosive, just like a bomb on the boot of your car
I have a volatile nature, capable of causing significant damage

I'm acid, I'm compulsive
I am corrosive and driven by irresistible impulses

Let me rot away, rot away
Allow me to decay and suffer

I can't stop this
I have no control over my destructive tendencies

Just like a bike with the brakes turned off
Similar to a bicycle without functioning brakes, I cannot stop myself

You know, I keep on rolling
I continue on my destructive path without interruption

Let me ride away, ride away
Allow me to escape and continue my self-destructive behavior