One and Only
Charlotte Awbery Lyrics

Can't you see me I'm right here
I am present and visible, and it's hard to understand why you can't acknowledge me.

In the moonlight crystal clear
It's nighttime, and the moonlight illuminates everything clearly, including my emotions.

Heart beating
My heart is pounding with anticipation and longing.

Beating
Continuing to beat steadily as a symbol of my desire and hope.

In the distance I catch your stare
I notice that you are looking at me from afar.

Eyes are meeting but you're not there
Our eyes meet, but your presence feels distant and detached.

You're leaving leaving
You are leaving me emotionally and physically, creating a sense of abandonment.

You said that we were gonna be alright
You gave me reassurance that our relationship would thrive and be fine.

So why am I still hanging on lonely at night
Despite your promises, I find myself feeling lonely and holding onto hope during the night.

You're deceiving
Your actions and words contradict the trust I had in you, making me feel deceived.

Deceiving
Continuing to deceive me, causing me emotional pain and confusion.

I'm standing here on my own
I am standing alone, without your support or presence.

Just waiting here all alone
I am patiently waiting, feeling isolated and lonely without you.

And can't you hear these voices in my head
I have internal voices and thoughts that are consumed by the longing for your presence.

Don't wanna be lonely don't wanna be lonely
I don't want to experience loneliness, hoping for companionship and love.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I believed you would be my soulmate, the only one for me.

Lift my head up flick my hair
I raise my head with confidence and casually flick my hair as a facade of indifference.

Time to act like I don't care
It's time to pretend that I am unaffected and indifferent towards you.

No feeling
I am suppressing my emotions and refusing to let them affect me.

Don't catch feelings
I am intentionally avoiding developing deep emotional attachment or affection.

In a moment it all seems clear
I briefly experience a moment of clarity and understanding.

Forget the memories no need for fear
I decide to let go of the memories and not fear the consequences of moving on.

Grieving
I am mourning the loss of our relationship and the emotions associated with it.

Heavy breathing
My breathing becomes labored due to the pain and weight of the situation.

Oh yeah but you said that we were gonna be alright
Despite your assurances, I cannot help but question why things are not going as planned.

So why am I still hanging on lonely at night
I continue to hold onto hope and feel lonely, especially during the night when my thoughts are more intense.

You're deceiving
Your actions and behavior continue to betray the trust I had in you.

Deceiving
Persisting in deceiving me, causing me ongoing emotional pain and confusion.

I'm standing here on my own
I remain standing alone, unsupported and without your presence.

Just waiting here all alone
I patiently wait, feeling isolated and lonely without your companionship.

And can't you hear these voices in my head
The voices in my head continue to remind me of my longing and desire for you.

Don't wanna be lonely don't wanna be lonely
I desperately wish to escape loneliness and yearn for a fulfilling connection.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I had hoped that you would be the one and only person I could truly love and rely on.

I don't wanna be lonely I don't wanna be lonely
Loneliness is something I want to avoid, striving for companionship and emotional connection.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I had believed that you would be the sole person who completes me and brings me happiness.

Do you ever close your eyes
Do you ever take a moment to retreat into your thoughts and emotions?

And think of moments we shared
And reflect on the memories and experiences we had together?

Of clear blue skies and lost seconds we had
Recalling the times of happiness and joy, where each second felt fleeting and irreplaceable.

No matter what they'd say time was ours
Regardless of what others might say or think, we believed that time belonged to us and our connection.

Do you ever think I would have treated you this way
Have you ever considered that I would act towards you with such indifference and detachment?

When it's all said and done there's not much more left to say
Now that everything has been expressed and the relationship is ending, there is nothing more to discuss.

No matter how I try time moves on yeah
No matter how much I resist or try to hold onto the past, time continues to progress forward.

Don't wanna be lonely don't wanna be lonely
I desperately wish to avoid loneliness and seek love and companionship.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I had believed that you would be the only person capable of fulfilling my heart's desires.

I don't wanna be lonely I don't wanna be lonely
I refuse to accept and endure loneliness, longing for connection and emotional intimacy.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I had expected and envisioned you as the sole person who could fulfill my deepest desires and needs.

Don't wanna be lonely don't wanna be lonely
I strongly desire to avoid feeling lonely and seek companionship and emotional support.

Thought you'd be my one, one and only
I had placed my hopes and dreams of finding love and happiness solely on you.