Hell
Chase Huglin Lyrics
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On the drive home
I wouldn't be surprised if you said no
I wouldn't be surprised at all
I'll accept defeat I'm out of money
I still have 10 more hours left to go
I will call my mom and tell her I'm sorry
I'll tell her hell is a place where bad people go
And I will spend the entire night
Trying to make you smile
We'll joke about the future
Then we'll laugh about the past
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
I'll accept defeat I'm out of money
I still have 16 hours left to go
I will call my mom and tell her I'm sorry
I'll tell her hell is a place where bad people go
I'll tell her hell is a place where bad people go
I'll tell her hell was the only place for me to go
The song "Hell" by Chase Huglin is a poignant reflection upon the desperation of feeling hopelessly lost, and how the company of one person might just be enough to make the struggle all worthwhile. The lyrics describe two individuals driving home, with the singer asking whether they mind holding hands on the way back. The singer's assumption that they might say no is indicative of the fact that they feel they have nothing to offer, that they are somehow not worthy of the other's time or affection.
Despite this, the singer promises to try and cheer the other person up, to make them smile, to joke with them about the future and the past. They are acutely aware of their own shortcomings, their own failings, but still they push through, trying to connect with someone in a world that seems to have no place for them. The repeated question "Where are you now?" suggests that both characters are struggling, that both are in a bad place, but that together, they might be able to find a way forward.
The last lines of the song, where the singer says goodbye to their mother, suggesting that they are about to do something dangerous or classically self-destructive. They tell her that they are heading into hell, the place where bad people go. It is unclear what exactly this means, but it is likely a metaphor for a dark and difficult period in their life, a time that they feel they have little control over. However, the way the singer says that it is the "only place for me to go" suggests that they are aware that it is ultimately their own choices and actions that will determine their future, regardless of the difficulties they face.
Line by Line Meaning
Would you mind if I held your hand
Asks for permission to hold hands during the car ride
On the drive home
Refers to a specific car ride
I wouldn't be surprised if you said no
Anticipates rejection
I wouldn't be surprised at all
Repeated statement to emphasize expectation of rejection
I'll accept defeat I'm out of money
Acknowledges financial struggles and giving up
I still have 10 more hours left to go
Indicates a long journey ahead
I will call my mom and tell her I'm sorry
Plans to apologize to mom
I'll tell her hell is a place where bad people go
Using a metaphor to describe current struggles and hardships
And I will spend the entire night
Plans to spend a long period of time
Trying to make you smile
Wants to bring joy to the other person
We'll joke about the future
Plans to make lighthearted conversation
Then we'll laugh about the past
Plans to reminisce fondly
Where are you now?
Asks about the other person's current state of mind
Where are you now?
Repeats previous question for emphasis
I'll accept defeat I'm out of money
Repeats line as a reminder of hardship
I still have 16 hours left to go
Indicates an even longer journey than previously mentioned
I will call my mom and tell her I'm sorry
Restates plan to apologize
I'll tell her hell is a place where bad people go
Repeated metaphor to emphasize struggles
I'll tell her hell was the only place for me to go
Uses metaphor to say there were no other options
Contributed by Kennedy D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@alexis6833
Evan - You showed me this song in September of last year. I was in love with you even before you showed me this song.
We dated for about a month.
And then you tried to leave me.
I begged you not to leave.
But you did.
I also know that you found someone new, and you never told me.
But, I found someone new.
I will never hurt him like you hurt me.
I’m really not sure if I wish you the best because you broke my heart.
You shattered it.
But, I’ve moved on.
Have a nice life.
@Alcoda777
This is such a beautiful song, I'm on the verge of tears.
@MysticWolfMusic
Saw this guy opening for SayWeCanFly, Social Repose, and Johnnie Guilbert last night. He's honestly amazing, and I'm glad to have been able to see him live.
@imabandito
I saw him last night he had a shirt that said "bee movie was an inside job" and i died
@MysticWolfMusic
Ccsc918 He's great. He threw his guitar pick at me after the show xD
@ladywhimsical1910
MysticWolfMusic I was there too. Loved it and his shirt :3 So you were at the St. Louis show?
@imabandito
I was at the St. louis show, I was the dude in the Blink 182 shirt.
@ladywhimsical1910
Ccsc918 I started with wearing my red plaid button up shirt, then switched to the chibi Social Repose shirt
@frost2081
These smaller bands are so beautiful..
@christiandelzoppo3983
Chase, I love this dude.
@elizabethspeer1911
I listen to this at least 3 times a day