Memento Mori
Chasing Apparitions Lyrics


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I'm just counting down the days
For which I dwell upon
There is no way to be saved
From this mandatory change

What will I do
Where will I go
Where will I go

We're falling faster into the abyss
Just a chapter of a cycle that never ends
When you bring me up and you put me down

Why does it have to be this way
Just endless suffering

And I have no words to say
For what will come over me
I can't believe my eyes
Cause all I see is red
I wonder when I'll be the one who ends up dead
Take me away from this place

All the waking nights I lie afraid to death
Just to know that one day I'll cease to exist

What do I do
Where do I go

I know that it's meant to be
But I can't face tragedy
You bring me up
Then put me down
And I can't take this so leave me be

I'm just counting down the days
For which I dwell upon
There is no way to be saved
From this mandatory change

What will I do
Where will I go
Where will I go

Take me away from this place
Cause I can't sleep at night
Knowing that the end is near

I know the end is near
But I can't face it

And I don't know what to do
It's like I'm fighting against myself to survive
And all you do is throw me to the wolves
So what's the point
So tell me what's the point

I know that it's meant to be
But I can't face tragedy
You bring me up
Then put me down
And I can't take this so leave me be

So tell me what's the point
What will I do




Where will I go
Where will I go

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Chasing Apparitions's song "Memento Mori" tell the story of a person who is struggling with the idea of mortality and the inevitability of death. The singer is counting down the days and feels unable to escape the fate that awaits them. The lyrics are expressive of the angst and despair that many feel when confronted with the knowledge that they are mortal beings.


The singer is grappling with the question of what will happen to them after death. They are unsure of whether they will find peace or face endless suffering. The lyrics express the singer's fear of ceasing to exist and the unknown that lies beyond the moment of death. The lines "All the waking nights I lie afraid to death, Just to know that one day I'll cease to exist" show how deeply the singer is affected by this knowledge.


The lyrics also touch on the idea of the cyclical nature of life and how the singer is caught up in a cycle that never ends. It is a powerful reminder of the impermanence of all things and the inevitability of change. The lyrics express a desire to be taken away from this place, to escape the constant struggle, and finally find peace.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm just counting down the days
I'm constantly aware that my time is limited


For which I dwell upon
While I contemplate the inevitability of death


There is no way to be saved
No one can escape mortality


From this mandatory change
Death is an unavoidable transformation


What will I do
I'm uncertain of how to cope


Where will I go
I don't know what will happen after I die


We're falling faster into the abyss
We're approaching death with increasing speed


Just a chapter of a cycle that never ends
Death is a recurring part of life


When you bring me up and you put me down
Life's ups and downs are fleeting compared to death


Why does it have to be this way
Why is death an unavoidable part of existence?


Just endless suffering
Death brings eternal pain and sorrow


And I have no words to say
I'm at a loss for how to express my fear and grief


For what will come over me
I don't know what awaits me in death


I can't believe my eyes
The reality of death is hard to accept


Cause all I see is red
Death feels violent and harsh


I wonder when I'll be the one who ends up dead
I'm constantly aware that death can come at any moment


Take me away from this place
I wish to escape the fear and pain of death


All the waking nights I lie afraid to death
I spend countless nights in terror of dying


Just to know that one day I'll cease to exist
The thought of nonexistence is terrifying


I know that it's meant to be
I understand that death is a natural part of life


But I can't face tragedy
I'm not emotionally equipped to handle death


You bring me up
Life can be joyful and fulfilling


Then put me down
But death looms over everything


And I can't take this so leave me be
I feel overwhelmed and need to be alone


So tell me what's the point
I question the purpose of life and death


I know the end is near
I'm aware that death will come soon


But I can't face it
I'm not ready to accept my mortality


And I don't know what to do
I'm unsure of how to prepare for death


It's like I'm fighting against myself to survive
My instinct for self-preservation conflicts with my awareness of mortality


And all you do is throw me to the wolves
The world seems callous and indifferent to my suffering


Where will I go
I'm uncertain of what comes after death




Writer(s): Justin Stubbs

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@ezblends516

Underrated Underrated Underrated Underrated

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Thank you so much.

@natalianatalia5514

Maaaaaaaaaaaan this song is fucking fireeeeeeeee i love it, the album in general is so good but this is my favorite song, great job guys

@ChasingApparitions

ayyye, Thank you so much. This was actually the first song written for this release.

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This Band is Definitely A Fresh Air Of Nostalgia!

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Thank you so much

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@@liqwiidOfficial which song is your favorite

@alexdith9024

So much love guys...Cant wait for the new album..

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