vanity
Chicosci Lyrics


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You're fading from the naked eye
Summers leaving me cold
A failed attempt at nothing
Your silence as always poison
Forced in by your charms
Your breath laced with cyanide
Familiar slit wrist
Intimate with thoughts of loss

My head upon the table
You'll slice it open anyway
I feel so unsafe for now, for now

The yellow tinted suicide
A pointless problem unsolved
I'm falling into nothing
Sent into a spiral
This would seem so contrived
A feeling so inspired




A veil of guilt behind it
Cures meant simply nothing

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Vanity by Chicosci shows a person's struggle with an unhealthy relationship that becomes increasingly suffocating over time. The opening lines "You're fading from the naked eye, Summer's leaving me cold" signify that the once vibrant and promising relationship is now decaying, and the singer is left feeling detached and alone. The line "Forced in by your charms, Your breath laced with cyanide" paints a picture of how the singer is trapped in this harmful relationship with the seductive manipulation of their partner who has been subtly poisoning the singer's emotional wellbeing. The lyric "Familiar slit wrist" showcases how the singer has experienced these feelings of despair before and has resulted in futile attempts to end the relationship. The lyrics culminate in a scene where the singer genuinely fears for their safety, indicated by the metaphorical line, "You'll slice it open anyway, I feel so unsafe for now, for now." Consequently, the song shows that sometimes a person's worst enemy is their own feelings of vanity and self-importance.


In conclusion, the lyrics of Vanity explore the ramifications of a toxic and emotionally draining relationship that has been built on false foundations. The singer is trapped in the situation with the partner's manipulation and seduction, forging a sense of guilt and a feeling of despair. Even though the singer realizes that the relationship is harmful and is at a point of no return, they feel helpless and stuck, ultimately leading to a possible dangerous outcome.


Line by Line Meaning

You're fading from the naked eye
I can't see you clearly anymore.


Summers leaving me cold
Summer, a season of warmth, is leaving me feeling cold and empty.


A failed attempt at nothing
I'm failing at nothing, which means I'm helpless at everything that I do.


Your silence as always poison
When you're silent, it's a toxic experience for me as it has always been.


Forced in by your charms
I'm getting entrapped by your charms and I can't escape it.


Your breath laced with cyanide
Your breath is poisonous like cyanide.


Familiar slit wrist
Cutting one's wrist is a familiar idea for someone who is depressed, like myself.


Intimate with thoughts of loss
I'm becoming too familiar and comfortable with feeling loss and misery.


My head upon the table
I'm resting my head on the table, perhaps to escape these thoughts.


You'll slice it open anyway
You might end up cutting my head open, anyways.


I feel so unsafe for now, for now
For now, I feel so unsafe and vulnerable.


The yellow tinted suicide
Suicide is a way out that looks so attractive like a yellow tinted filter on a photo.


A pointless problem unsolved
I have a problem that seems unsolvable and pointless.


I'm falling into nothing
I'm gradually losing myself into nothingness.


Sent into a spiral
I'm caught in a spiral of self-destructive thoughts and emotions.


This would seem so contrived
This situation would seem unnatural and forced.


A feeling so inspired
I'm feeling so consumed by sadness and desperation that it feels inspiring.


A veil of guilt behind it
There's a hidden layer of guilt behind all of this.


Cures meant simply nothing
Medical cures/medications don't seem to work for me anymore.




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