Talking to Myself
Chiddy Bang Lyrics

If you hear me ever talking to myself
If you catch me speaking to my thoughts

I'm just running through the words I have to say to you
I am just practicing what I need to tell you

Is it over, or is it too soon to tell?
Is our relationship history or premature to conclude?

I'm just trying not push myself away from you
I am just struggling not to alienate myself from you

I know we arguing, I know we fight a lot
I am aware of our frequent disagreements

You always think I'm wrong, I think I'm right a lot
We disagree on who's right or wrong most of the time

And when you see me don't I always make your day
Don't I always cheer you up when you see me?

You from BK, but you can't always have it your way
You are from Brooklyn, but you can't always get what you want

She wanna hit the city, ripping the mall
She wants to explore the city and shop at the mall

I always seem to be busy, she expecting my call
I am frequently preoccupied yet she expects me to call

The fast life could make us happiest, upsettin' us all
The glamorous life can make us happy but also cause us stress

Cause all the anniversaries, forgettin' 'em all
Because I tend to forget all our important milestones

But don't be mad, love, I know where it's at love
But don't be upset, dear, I know what truly matters

She Jolie but it's pitiful, that's that Brad love
She's fine but our relationship is troubled, like Angelina and Brad's

What happens when it all goes wrong, we was nice, generosity
When our relationship crumbles, what happens to our kindness and giving?

And impossibly enough, it's animosity
Strangely, it leads to bitterness and hostility

I think I gotta just change up my game plan
I reckon I need to alter my approach

Cause she and gone fall back in love with the same man
So that she falls for the same me once again

But no matter what weather or what the rain bring
Despite the obstacles and hardships I may face

In the end I'm coming back for the same thing
Ultimately, I'll always come back for you

Yeah, shorty just vanished on me
Yeah, she just disappeared on me

She disappeared and yet I do not have no damage on me
But despite the fact that she's gone, I am not heartbroken

Some times I feel she's a burden I can't manage on me
Sometimes I think of her as a responsibility I can't handle

She say I'm cocky cause I got all of the cameras on me
She thinks I'm arrogant because of my fame and attention

But is it my fault, or is it your self-esteem?
But is it my mistake or your own insecurity?

And got you feelin like you're a prisoner to my dream
And makes you feel trapped in my aspirations

Parents just don't understand, and neither do y'all
Even our guardians don't comprehend, let alone you all

You wanna hype me up and leave me there but I don't blue ball
You want to encourage me and then hold me back, but I won't tolerate it

And I say blue ball, cause let me tell you what them guys will teach you any day
And when I say blue ball, it's because guys educate you about it

And then you left but fuck it I don't need you anyways
And then you left, but I don't care because I don't need you anyway

The mentality of love gone wrong, yeah
The state of mind when love turns sour, yeah

To work it out but we just don't get along, yeah
We try to fix things, but we just can't get along, yeah

I know it's messed up, we all, affected
I know it's damaged us all

Tryin to get through, and the call, rejected
We are attempting to overcome it, but our attempts fail

And that has changed, if I was ever close to your fragile frame
And here's something new: if I could be near your delicate body

I'd be looking for the words, playing Scrabble games
I'd be searching for what to say, playing Scrabble with you