Mystery
Chorallaries of M.I.T. Lyrics

It's a mystery
I don't understand why things turned out this way.

Why the ones that I was there for fuckin dissin me
I don't understand why the people I supported are now insulting me.

Why the hell none my old friends be missin me
I don't understand why my old friends don't reach out to me and miss me.

I don't know, I don't know
I am clueless and don't have any answers to these questions.

I've been sad as fuck but lately
I've been very unhappy recently.

I don't show, I don't show
I don't express my emotions to anyone.

Every time I show em love, they switchin up
Every time I express love and care, they change their behavior and attitude towards me.

I gave my heart out
I gave everything I had to offer.

Now I'm pourin four inside my cup
Now I'm drinking heavily to numb my pain.

Cause I would wear my heart upon my sleeve
Because I am open and honest with my feelings.

Until they turned they back to leave my ass alone
Until they betrayed me and abandoned me.

Where I would grieve, I feel fucked up
I feel hurt and lost, and it's affecting me negatively.

Lately I feel stuck up in my head
Recently, I've been overthinking and feeling trapped in my own thoughts.

This ain't no tough luck
This isn't just a run of bad luck, it's a serious issue.

Wishin I could go back to those times
I wish I could go back to a happier and more carefree time.

But all those times that I was worried bout
But all those times that I was stressed and anxious about things.

Some shit that wasn't mine
Things that were not even my responsibility.

I could've spent on my family and the money on my mind
I could have focused on my family and my financial goals instead of worrying about other people.

I got bitches on my line
I have women interested in me.

I got interest in my assets and Givenchy for my slimes
I am focused on investing in my assets and wearing expensive designer clothing with my close friends.

Put your trust inside your friends
Put your trust in your close relationships.

And half the time you end up fine
Half the time, everything works out.

But half the time you wastin time
The other half of the time, it's a waste of time and energy.

Sometimes it's hard to hold the pain in
Sometimes it's difficult to conceal the emotional pain I'm feeling.

My vibe been feelin off since you came in
My energy and overall demeanor has been negative since you arrived.

Really came up with the homies, got the same friends
I grew up with my close friends and still have those same friendships.

Would you even be around if the fame ends?
I wonder if my so-called friends will stick around when my fame and success diminishes.

Can't win, unless your team is locked in
You can't succeed unless you have a reliable and supportive team.

All that bullshit for the birds, watch em flock in
All the negativity and drama is not worth wasting time on, and people will eventually leave it behind.

Really started from the bottom now I'm top ten
I worked hard and started from the bottom to get where I am today, and now I'm among the top performers.

And the game ain't been the same since I popped in
Since I entered the game, it has experienced positive changes and improvements.

(Battles)
This could be interpreted as a reference to internal struggles or conflicts.