A New Life
Chris Lyrics


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I thought that I knew you but that didn't seem to be true
You lead me to believe that I could never leave

After all the shit you put me through I didn't know you were missing screws
And maybe if you let me go, I could cut the strings of this puppet show

You're hurting me, why can't you see
That I need help pulling out this knife
A failed escape another bruised scrape
You find joy in cutting up my life
Take off these chains get out of my brain
You're driving me insane and causing me pain
A failed escape another bruised scrape
I want a new life because you broke mine

I wish that I could move on, but you keep pulling me back
I wish I could see a new dawn, but you refuse to give me slack
What is it about you that won't let me get away?
What is it about you that makes me want to stay?
I push you pull till you feel full then push me to the ground
You're using me and that I see but still don't make a sound

You're hurting me, why can't you see
That I need help pulling out this knife
A failed escape another bruised scrape
You find joy in cutting up my life
Take off these chains get out of my brain
You're driving me insane and causing me pain




A failed escape another bruised scrape
I need a new life because you broke mine

Overall Meaning

In "A New Life," Chris expresses the betrayal and pain experienced in a toxic relationship. The lyrics suggest that Chris initially believed they knew their partner well, but soon discovered that their partner had some deep-seated issues. Despite being mistreated and put through difficult situations, Chris finds it hard to leave because their partner manipulates them into believing they can never escape.


The first verse highlights the realization that their partner is mentally unstable, possibly missing a few screws. Chris contemplates the possibility of a fresh start if they were allowed to break free from the control and manipulation. The chorus emphasizes the pain and emotional damage caused by their partner, imploring them to recognize the harm they are inflicting.


The second verse delves into the conflicting feelings Chris experiences. They want to move on, but their partner keeps pulling them back, refusing to give them the space they need. Chris questions why they can't escape, acknowledging the cycle of manipulation where their partner seems to take pleasure in causing harm. Despite recognizing the unhealthy dynamic, Chris feels trapped and is unable to break away.


Overall, the lyrics reflect the struggle of someone caught in an abusive relationship, yearning for a new life and trying to escape from the person who broke their sense of self.


Line by Line Meaning

I thought that I knew you but that didn't seem to be true
My perception of you was mistaken, as you turned out to be different than I believed.


You lead me to believe that I could never leave
You made me think that I was trapped and incapable of escaping from you.


After all the shit you put me through I didn't know you were missing screws
Despite enduring numerous hardships because of you, I didn't realize you were mentally unstable.


And maybe if you let me go, I could cut the strings of this puppet show
If you give me the freedom to leave, I can break free from this manipulated existence.


You're hurting me, why can't you see
You're causing me pain, but you seem oblivious to it.


That I need help pulling out this knife
I require assistance in removing the metaphorical dagger you've inserted into my life.


A failed escape another bruised scrape
Each unsuccessful attempt to flee from you results in more emotional harm.


You find joy in cutting up my life
You derive pleasure from ruining and tearing apart my existence.


Take off these chains get out of my brain
Release me from the mental bondage you've inflicted upon me.


You're driving me insane and causing me pain
Your actions are driving me to madness and causing immense suffering.


I want a new life because you broke mine
I desire a fresh start because you've completely shattered and ruined my current life.


I wish that I could move on, but you keep pulling me back
Although I wish to move forward, your influence constantly drags me back.


I wish I could see a new dawn, but you refuse to give me slack
I long to experience a new beginning, but you adamantly deny me the opportunity.


What is it about you that won't let me get away?
What is the force or characteristic within you that prevents me from escaping?


What is it about you that makes me want to stay?
What aspect of you makes me feel the urge to remain, despite everything?


I push you pull till you feel full then push me to the ground
We engage in a constant power struggle, where I exert effort while you take advantage, and eventually, you bring me down.


You're using me and that I see but still don't make a sound
I am aware that you're exploiting me, yet I remain silent and do not confront you about it.


I need a new life because you broke mine
My life is in need of a fresh start because you have completely destroyed it.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Christopher Holland

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Thank You for bringing us along. ❤

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