fantasy
Chris Lyrics

We both keep thinking of the same things
We are constantly consumed by the same thoughts and memories.

I closed the door but you keep breaking in
I tried to move on, but you continue to invade my thoughts and emotions.

Save yourself my love, leave me alone
I want you to prioritize your own well-being and distance yourself from me.

It's like I'm tryna save you but you're not the one my heart wants
I'm struggling to save our relationship, but deep down, I know you're not the person my heart truly desires.

No wonder all this time I always felt like there's something wrong
It's no surprise that I've always sensed something was amiss in our relationship.

Fool me once and I won't go back
I won't allow myself to be deceived again after being fooled once.

Gave you everything now we can't go back
I gave you my all, but now our relationship is irreparable.

In my bedroom thinking 'bout you
I find myself constantly consumed by thoughts of you while in the comfort of my own bedroom.

Our love blew away with the wind, it was a fantasy
Our relationship was fleeting and unrealistic, easily dissipating like a gust of wind.

It was all a fantasy
Our entire relationship was an illusion, far from reality.

In my head I can't stop thinking
Thoughts of you continuously occupy my mind.

What you did behind my back, it was a fantasy
Your deceitful actions were a figment of my imagination, a false reality.

Our love was just a fantasy
Our love was nothing more than an illusion or a dream.

You regret it so much but I moved on
Although you may deeply regret your actions, I have already moved on.

Even though the tables turned now I'm
Despite the reversal of circumstances, I am now the one who is moving forward.

Thinking 'bout the time I lost myself
Reflecting on the period when I lost my sense of self and identity.

If the sky is falling I would hold you close
In times of crisis or distress, I would comfort and support you.

But what about me, you're a no show
However, when I need you, you are absent and unavailable.

All jokes, kept playing these games so I let go
You continuously played games and made jokes, causing me to finally release my hold on the relationship.

Now I've been falling, no one saves me
I feel like I am in a state of freefall, with no one to rescue or protect me.

Won't let nobody ever change me
I am determined to remain unchanged and unaffected by others.

Now it's too hard to break my doors down
It has become increasingly difficult for anyone to penetrate the emotional barriers I have set up.

Kept getting up I'm feeling okay
Despite the challenges, I continually pick myself up and strive to feel fine.

But now I can't trust anybody
As a result, I find it difficult to trust anyone.

What did you do to me
What actions did you take that have had such a profound impact on me?

You kept me living in your fantasy
You trapped me in your illusion, preventing me from living in reality.

Calling my telephone
Continuously attempting to contact me through phone calls.

Baby, leave me alone
Please, I implore you, to give me the space and independence I need.

If I had a genie I would wish I could change the route
If I had the ability to make a wish to alter the course of events, I would do so.

It's hard to believe
It is difficult to accept or comprehend.

My broken reality
The shattered state of my current existence.

It's all because I kept on living in your stupid fantasy
The reason behind my broken reality is a result of me persistently living in your foolish illusion.