When Throbbing Gristle was terminated in 1981, Chris Carter and Cosey Fanni Tutti signed to Rough Trade Records and began recording and performing as Chris & Cosey. From the very start they indulgently utilised electronics, sampling, rhythms and Cosey's distinctive vocals, cornet and guitar style. In 1983 they formed their own offshoot record label Conspiracy International (aka: CTI) for their more experimental recordings and collaborative projects. CTI continues to run alongside their more accessible work.
During the 1980's and 90's Chris & Cosey went on to record some of the most inventive Electronica albums, including the much sampled and remixed TRANCE album (1982), the Techno Pop classic OCTOBER Love Song (1983) and the West Coast and Goa dance floor hit EXOTIKA (1987).
In 1992 after many gruelling tours and for both health and artistic reasons they decided to scale down their live performances and concentrate on studio recordings.
Since their inception they have collaborated with such artists and musical luminaries as Monte Cazazza, Coil, Current 93, John Duncan, Erasure, Eurythmics, Boyd Rice, Robert Wyatt. Their music has also been remixed by Carl Craig, Cosmic Connection, Fred Giannelli, Daniel Miller, µ-Ziq, Vapourspace and Andrew Weatherall.
June 2004 saw the release of CABAL, the debut album under their newly adopted Carter Tutti name.
2003-2004 also saw Chris Carter and Cosey Fanni Tutti collaborating once again with Peter Christopherson and Genesis P-Orridge for a regrouping of Throbbing Gristle. This resulted in an album of new TG material and a live performance in London.
Confession
Chris & Cosey Lyrics
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Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill
We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till
I'm the king New York yeah that's big shoes to fill
Gained all of the will and smiths no uncle Phil
When it's time for a drill nigga I don't need no pill
Huh you know why cuhz I'm fresh
Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess look
All these drug feens can't do shit without a line
Getting paid mucho money to go head and go rhyme
I was a busta kid selling shit just for them dimes
I was hard headed nigga I didn't listen to moms
Niggas was haters I was Jerry while they was all Tom
Kept a promise to myself I'm not using them mops
I got some much unreleased they just all in the vault
Show you what these fists do nigga I don't go talk
Win or lose nigga issa fight and I still fought
Imma pimp I'm controlling bitches like they all dolls
Making sure to hide the shit right into my sock
Don't come to my section you just making it hot
They just tight I'm the only nigga with all the sauce
Catch them bodies up on the field like randy moss
Shit might be free but it come with a big cost
I'll never sacrifice my mans for a 100 mill
Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill
We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till
I'm the king New York yeah that's big shoes to fill
Gained all of the will and smiths no uncle Phil
When it's time for a drill nigga I don't need no pill
Huh you know why cuhz I'm fresh
Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess look
I'll never sacrifice my mans for a 100 mill
Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill
We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till
I'm the king New York yeah that's big shoes to fill
Gained all of the will and smiths no uncle Phil
When it's time for a drill nigga I don't need no pill
Huh you know why cuhz I'm fresh
Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess look
Look Imma throw it down just like it's the twin towers
Life get me high enough with the za I get higher
You don't learn from your mistakes you just fight with the fire
Say I'm not your top three nigga you just a liar
I'm together with a bitch but found one that is finer
They said the way I rap is the way that I move
Niggas dissing on the deads since when that shit was cool
But I'm smoking on cuz they said imma lose
And I'm talking all my shit when I'm on the pro tools
Homie think that he's a pro till I bring out that tool
Rumors that you hurd bout me most of them it is true
How we fucking in a park let's move to a big room
Yea shoutout to the gang nigga they going kuu
Once I bring out that duse then I'll really go kuu
He gon flock at who but I really make niggas move
How He say that he my opp but to me I'm like who
I'll never sacrifice my mans for a 100 mill
Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill
We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till
I'm the king New York yeah that's big shoes to fill
Gained all of the will and smiths no uncle Phil
When it's time for a drill nigga I don't need no pill
Huh you know why cuhz I'm fresh
Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess look
The lyrics of Chris & Cosey's song "Confession" delve into a complex narrative centered around themes of loyalty, sacrifice, and self-identity. The opening lines, "I'll never sacrifice my mans for a 100 mill / Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill," speak to a deep commitment to friendship and allegiance that transcends material gain. The singer emphasizes their unwavering dedication to their companions, willing to go to extremes for their loyalty.
The references to violence and a turbulent past, such as "We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till," suggest a gritty and intense lifestyle that the singer has lived. The mention of the iconic king of New York, Biggie Smalls, highlights the pressure and expectations that come with being a prominent figure in their environment. The imagery of filling big shoes and gaining strength without the guidance of an authoritative figure like Uncle Phil from "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" adds a layer of complexity to the singer's character.
As the lyrics progress, the mention of drug culture and illicit activities hints at a past marked by struggle and survival. The singer reflects on their journey, from selling drugs to overcoming personal obstacles and defying the odds to achieve success. The defiance against using pills during difficult times underscores a sense of resilience and self-sufficiency in facing challenges head-on.
The chorus, repeated throughout the song, reinforces the theme of unwavering loyalty and a steadfast refusal to betray trust, despite the temptations or pressures that may come their way. The defiant tone and assertion of keeping secrets, as suggested by "Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess," further emphasize the singer's strong sense of integrity and protection of their inner circle. Overall, the lyrics of "Confession" by Chris & Cosey paint a vivid picture of a complex character navigating a tumultuous world, staying true to their values and relationships amidst adversity.
Line by Line Meaning
I'll never sacrifice my mans for a 100 mill
I will always choose loyalty over money, no matter the amount.
Stuck by side since the womb for you I'll kill
I have been committed to you since birth and will do anything for you.
We done tortured niggas to the max no emmet till
We have inflicted pain on others without hesitation, not holding back.
I'm the king New York yeah that's big shoes to fill
I hold a significant position in New York and the expectations are high.
Gained all of the will and smiths no uncle Phil
I have acquired strength and skills on my own, not relying on anyone else.
When it's time for a drill nigga I don't need no pill
I am ready for any challenging situation without the need for external help.
Huh you know why cuhz I'm fresh
I am confident and capable because I am always at my best.
Go talk to my lawyer cuhz there ain't shit imma confess look
I am not going to admit to anything without consulting my lawyer.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Christopher Baron
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Getting a real Skinny Puppy vibe off of this. Cool!
@CviliC
I love the samples they used from the movie "The Devils" by ken russel