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Chris Keys Lyrics

Well in my younger days it used to be a drag.
In my past, I found it tedious to conform to societal norms and enjoy mainstream hobbies.

Odd ball out old rpgs and Apple Jacks still to this day the outfits that ain’t got to match.
I still enjoy idiosyncratic interests, such as old role-playing games and eating cereal without worrying about matching the colors of my clothes.

A gang of lady friends that I aint have to smash.
I had a group of female friends for companionship without any romantic or sexual expectation.

My shoulders still like boulders from the recoil.
I still bear the burden of past mistakes, which weigh heavily on me.

Shit was madness he had to rehab.
I had gone through a chaotic period and needed rehabilitation to recover.

Then tried to recoup the coup just to rehash.
After recovering, I attempted to regain my previous success, only to face similar challenges again.

Quelle with them same okie dooks again.
I am still dealing with the same problems that have haunted me in the past.

Been running from since them brick Nokias was in.
I have been avoiding these troubles for a long time, even when brick Nokia phones were still popular.

Been catch messages from the ancestors said don’t set yourself to repeat.
I have been receiving messages from my ancestors, warning me not to repeat my mistakes.

Repeat low peaks. Top shelf.
I have been experiencing repeated failures while striving for excellence.

Bail bonds back seats.
I have experienced the confinement of back seats during trips to bail bonds.

Surf sports low weight no keeps.
I enjoy lightweight surfing, which doesn't require much equipment or possessions.

Black fades cracked jade repeat. Repeat repeat
I keep experiencing repetitive loss and feeling broken, symbolized by fading black colors and cracked jade.

Feedbacks echos sometimes you gotta let it end and let go.
Sometimes it's necessary to end relationships or situations to avoid repetitive negative feedback.

Don’t just try to see the win. Be the win.
Instead of simply striving for victory, actively become the embodiment of success.

Used to try to skate around tip toe.
I used to cautiously avoid controversy or conflict.

How you lie to ya self. Can’t bro.
It's impossible to deceive oneself, despite attempts to do so.

Achilles heels head hearts to the ankles.
My emotional and physical vulnerabilities weigh heavily on me.

Trying to turn these bad thoughts into bank rolls.
I am attempting to transform negative thoughts or experiences into financial gain.

I been bout that me and mine since Ricky lake hosted.
I have prioritized my own needs and the needs of those closest to me, since the time Ricky Lake hosted her talk show.

They ain’t really let me in just left the gate open.
I have had to forge my own path, without much assistance or guidance.

It’s hard you gotta see ya self you wanna be ya self.
It's challenging to be true to oneself and achieve personal growth.

Yet reflections and perceptions hardly eye to eye.
Internal and external views of oneself often differ greatly.

On leveled shelf. Caught that message from somebody else.
I have realized this truth through the insights of others.

That’s been my nigga.
I have relied on a close friend for support and guidance.

This ain’t over night that scope of life is plenty bigger.
Personal growth and success takes time, and the world is full of opportunities and challenges.

Ain’t got time for riding on your vibe. Gone have a nigga stuck on repeat
I don't have the energy or patience to be caught up in someone else's negative influence or repetitive behavior.