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Chris Patrick Lyrics

Why you still ride with him?
Why do you continue to stay in a relationship with him?

He say he love you, you say it back
He claims to love you and you reciprocate those feelings

Even though you just the side woman
Even though you are only the other woman in his life

You love to tell him your secrets
You enjoy confiding in him and sharing your secrets

And all your dreams when you confide in 'em
You open up about your dreams and aspirations when you confide in him

You heard he planning out a sneak way
You have heard that he is planning a secret rendezvous

Yeah, yall got this weekend
You have plans to spend the weekend together

But his main bitch got the weekdays
However, his main partner gets to spend time with him during the weekdays

Text him after work while she making dinner for him each day
You text him after work while his main partner prepares dinner for him each day

Vibrations when it's silent
There is an undeniable connection between you even in moments of silence

He creep out of his lady room
He sneaks out of his main partner's room

To send you back emojis for replying
He sends you emojis as a response to your messages

Yo' name is saved as something else
He has saved your name under a different alias

In case she checks his phone for other women
He doesn't want his main partner to discover his conversations with other women

He don't want his shawty wilding
He doesn't want his main partner to become upset or jealous

And you okay with that
You are fine with accepting this situation

You think the test you took gon’ make him switch his stance
You believe that the pregnancy test you took will make him change his behavior

He'll probably say he doesn't know you
He will likely deny knowing you

When you press him with authority
When you confront him with confidence and forcefulness

Confessions to his shorty as a woman making him forcibly
He will confess to his main partner that another woman is forcing him to do things

Deny it could be his
He will deny that the baby could be his

How that make you feel?
How does it make you feel?

Why you still ride with him?
Why do you continue to stay in a relationship with him?

You say he love you, you say it back
You both claim to love each other

Even though you just the side woman
Even though you are only the other woman in his life

You love to tell him your secrets
You enjoy confiding in him and sharing your secrets

And all your dreams when you confide in 'em
You open up about your dreams and aspirations when you confide in him

You heard he planning out a sneak way
You have heard that he is planning a secret rendezvous

Yeah, yall got this weekend
You have plans to spend the weekend together

But his main bitch got the weekdays
However, his main partner gets to spend time with him during the weekdays

Text him after work while she making dinner for him each day
You text him after work while his main partner prepares dinner for him each day

And I don’t want come between you and your man
I don't want to interfere in your relationship

But you know you need love better than he planned
You are aware that you deserve better love than what he can provide

I can't help but wait
I can't help but wait for you to find someone better

Till you find someone
Until you find someone who treats you well

Who won't break your heart
Someone who won't hurt you emotionally

(You have '2' new message)
You have received two new messages

Honestly, you got some fucking nerve
Honestly, you have a lot of audacity

To be talking to me like that
To speak to me in such a disrespectful manner

We not about to be fucking doing this
We are not going to continue arguing like this

She used to Prada, she used to have nada
She used to wear high-end brands, but now she has nothing

She used to using me for eulogies of niggas prior
She used to take advantage of me by using me to mourn her past relationships

She used to slide on me & die on me until I revive her
She used to come to me for comfort and support, even when she was at her lowest

She used to lie, but I'm too liable for honest
She used to deceive me, but I am too trustworthy for her lies

She used to use my mama to get to me
She used to manipulate my mother to gain access to me

Hit me like 'she remember me?'
She messaged me asking if my mother remembers her

Maybe old you, maybe you before the Protools
Maybe the old version of you, before you started using technology to manipulate me

You may be old news 'till new stories expose you
You might be forgotten until new revelations bring out the truth about you

I reminisce bout what I owed you before the cold dude
I remember the debts I owed you before I became emotionally distant

23 with bold moves & no dude to hold you
At 23, you were independent and didn't need a man to support you

I used to envy the evil you would hold too
I used to be envious of the negativity and harm you were capable of

You felt important, I fell for sorting
You felt significant, and I fell for organizing and analyzing things

Your shortcomings like
Your flaws were like

The long game was something I had humming
I had a strategy in mind for a long-term relationship

But I was fronting, that shit was nothing
But I was pretending, it didn't mean anything

Parked car conversations & patience
We used to have intimate conversations in parked cars and needed patience in our relationship

I'm used to waiting, maneuver Satan the face of Sanaa Lathan
I am accustomed to waiting and navigating difficult situations, even if it feels like dealing with Satan in the form of Sanaa Lathan

Telling my niggas fuck y'all, hating
I am defending you to my friends who criticize our relationship

Can't leave her though
I can't leave you though

Her eyes vacant when I gaze in
Your eyes appear empty when I look into them

And I phase in and out of love and lust
My feelings for you fluctuate between love and desire

So seamless
So effortlessly

Couldn’t fathom the phantom without you in that seat and
I couldn't imagine the absence of your presence in that seat next to me

Riding down the shore on the weekends
Driving along the coast on the weekends

And fucking that evening
And having sex that night

Until you feel it peaking and let me leave in
Until you reach your climax and then allow me to leave

I'm leaving
I am leaving

She used to Yeezy, you wouldn't believe me
She used to wear expensive Yeezy clothing, you might not believe it

Bad and bougie, she ball like Lori consumed by it freely
She acts high-class and extravagant, like reality star Lori, but she doesn't really care about it

Misabuse this house as a home every noon when she see me
She abuses this place as her temporary home whenever she visits me at noon

I been her scapegoat for insecurities brewing uneasy
I have been her target for projecting her insecurities onto, which has caused tension

Excessive purchases cover depressive worthlessness
She tries to fill her void of worthlessness with excessive shopping

I see the surge of her effort grow from the permanent
I notice her increasing efforts to seem better and more committed

Scars she might tent to hide, but I constantly see resurfacing
She may try to conceal her emotional wounds, but I always see them resurface

Purpose to break the cycle, but demons serve as disturbances
She intends to break the pattern of her behavior, but her inner demons continue to cause problems

I′ve been praying you find your way outside this labyrinth
I have been hoping that you can escape from this complicated and confusing situation

Staying here by your side since you destructive
I have been staying by your side even though you are self-destructive

Knowing that I can't save you from your madness
I am aware that I cannot rescue you from your insanity

Laying here as your crutch and such
I remain here as your support and aid

Reminiscing on conversations we carried up
Reflecting on the meaningful conversations we had

Premonitions on promises where we married up
Foreseeing the commitments we made to each other

Demolition cause honestly, we was scared as fuck
Breaking apart because honestly, we were extremely fearful

Prepared to let us die before infidelity tear us up
Ready to let our relationship end before infidelity destroys us

Spare a piece of your mind to find your tranquility
Allocate some of your thoughts to discover the peace and calmness within yourself

Love is not a topic designed to fit your ability
Love cannot be tailored to suit your capabilities

Struggle for stability, and hopefully we see it clear
Struggling to find stability, and hopefully we can understand it clearly

'Cause death can't do us part
Because death cannot separate us

If we can't make it through this fucking year
If we cannot survive and overcome the challenges of this year

I've been praying you find your way outside this labyrinth
I have been hoping that you can escape from this complicated and confusing situation

Staying here by your side since you destructive
I have been staying by your side even though you are self-destructive

Knowing that I can't save you from your madness
I am aware that I cannot rescue you from your insanity

Laying here as your crutch and such
I remain here as your support and aid