Members:
Yurin - Vocals / Guitar
Chi (知) - Guitar
Fujimura (フジムラ) - Bass
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Cidergirl Lyrics
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誰も分からないな 真っ逆さま
何十億もの人がいるのに
教えてくれないな な
限りある命と引き換えにして
僕は進めているかな
無駄になることは一つだって
なんでなりたい自分となれない自分と
ぐしゃぐしゃになって 半透明
どんだけ強がって 背伸びをしているの
嫌だな 疲れちゃうし
この世界は案外残酷で
ステータスは最初に選べないし
それなら中指立てて
あっちまでぶっ飛んで行こうぜ
頭の中では分かっているが
これが現実で 狂い狂って
こんなに努力をしているんです
しているつもりなんです ああ
あたりまえの日常 鏡の前で
君は笑えているかな
望んでいたことなんだって
言い聞かせていたけど
なんでなりたい自分となれない自分と
ぐしゃぐしゃになって 半透明
どこまで逃げたって追いつかれるんだよ
憧れはもう消えてくれないよな
ああ 子供だった頃は
ずっと何かに夢中で
大事にしてきたものすら忘れて
未完成なまま僕は
なりたい自分となれない自分と
ぐしゃぐしゃになって 半透明
どんだけ強がって 背伸びをしているの
嫌だな 疲れちゃうし
いつか最低な自分を愛せますようにと
めくるめく未来を願っている
飾らないでさ 不器用に笑って
今はただ生きていこう
この世界は案外残酷で
ステータスは最初に選べないし
それなら中指立てて
あっちまでぶっ飛んで行こうぜ
The song kicks off with the lines "There's a name for the overall phenomenon/ But nobody knows anything, everything's inside out/ Despite billions of people living here/ No one explains anything, no one speaks out". This clearly presents the singer's frustration with the world around them, specifically the lack of answers they have been given, despite countless others sharing the same air as them. They reflect on whether they are making good use of their limited time and even though they have a strong belief that nothing they do is a waste, they are struggling to match their projection of their ideal self with their current reality.
The chorus then presents a self-conflicted protagonist, where they are struggling to find who they really are and live up to their own expectations. They describe themselves as 'crumpled and transparent', indicating that they are struggling to find their footing in this world, indicating that they are tired of hiding behind a facade. They hope to escape their circumstances and find their real self but are conscious that their sense of longing may never fully dissipate. The lyrics convey the message that the singer yearns to find inner peace, rather than be weighed down by societal expectations.
Line by Line Meaning
大体の現象に名前はあるが
Although there are names for most phenomena, nobody truly understands them.
誰も分からないな 真っ逆さま
Nobody understands anything, everything is upside down and chaotic.
何十億もの人がいるのに
With billions of people in the world,
教えてくれないな な
no one is teaching me anything.
限りある命と引き換えにして
At the cost of a finite life
僕は進めているかな
Am I really making progress?
無駄になることは一つだって
I believe there is no futile effort.
ないと信じているけど
But still, I'm not sure I believe it.
なんでなりたい自分となれない自分と
Why can't the person that I want to be and the person that I am right now coincide?
ぐしゃぐしゃになって 半透明
I’m a mess and barely visible like a translucent ghost.
どんだけ強がって 背伸びをしているの
How much longer do I need to keep pretending and striving for things that are not in my reach?
嫌だな 疲れちゃうし
I’m tired of it and disliking it.
この世界は案外残酷で
The world can be unexpectedly cruel.
ステータスは最初に選べないし
You can't choose your social status at birth.
それなら中指立てて
In that case, I’ll just flip the bird.
あっちまでぶっ飛んで行こうぜ
Let's get out of here and go as far as we can.
頭の中では分かっているが
I know what I should be doing intellectually,
これが現実で 狂い狂って
but reality is disorienting and full of madness.
こんなに努力をしているんです
I'm working this hard,
しているつもりなんです ああ
or at least that’s what I try to believe. Ahh.
あたりまえの日常 鏡の前で
When I look in the mirror during an ordinary day,
君は笑えているかな
I wonder, are you genuinely smiling?
望んでいたことなんだって
Isn't this what you wished for?
言い聞かせていたけど
At least, that's what you kept telling yourself.
どこまで逃げたって追いつかれるんだよ
No matter how far I run, my dreams and aspirations will always catch up to me.
憧れはもう消えてくれないよな
I wish my longings would just disappear.
ああ 子供だった頃は
When I was a child,
ずっと何かに夢中で
I was always so passionately focused on something.
大事にしてきたものすら忘れて
But I have forgotten even the things that I once cherished.
未完成なまま僕は
And here I am, still unfinished.
いつか最低な自分を愛せますようにと
May I one day be able to love my worst self.
めくるめく未来を願っている
I wish for a dazzling future.
飾らないでさ 不器用に笑って
I will just be myself, awkwardly smiling as I go through life.
今はただ生きていこう
For now, I'll just keep living.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Yurin
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