Lazarus
Circa Survive Lyrics


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I won't be offended if no one sees
I just wanna know what that'll mean

When I'm alone I make believe that
I'm in a different time and place where
Nobody wants to know my name
And no one will recognize my face
Anything that I did way back when
It seems so long ago
Might as well have all been by accident
I've nothing left to show

I wont be offended if no one stays
I'll just blame it all on my old age

When I'm alone I make believe that
I'm in a different time and place where
Nobody wants to know my name and
No one will recognize my face

Two a.m., I'm thinking about how lucky I've been
I need to take a moment to myself




Six a.m., I'm thinking about how lonely I've been
I need to take a moment to myself

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Circa Survive's "Lazarus" reflect feelings of isolation, loneliness, and a desire for anonymity. The singer acknowledges that he won't be offended if nobody sees or recognizes him because he's more interested in understanding what that means for him. He creates a world in his mind where he can escape from the pressures of being known and respected by others. In this alternate reality, nobody cares about his past accomplishments or who he is. The singer seems to long for this kind of anonymity, a place where he can just be himself without any expectations or demands from other people.


The lines, "Anything that I did way back when, It seems so long ago, Might as well have all been by accident, I've nothing left to show" convey a sense of resignation and melancholy. He feels that his past achievements and successes are inconsequential and meaningless now, which only adds to his sense of loneliness. There is a sense of regret and disillusionment here, even as he accepts that nobody wants to know about his past.


The chorus of the song finds the singer finding solace in his imagination. He makes believe that he's in a different time and place where nobody wants to know his name or recognize his face. This is a recurring theme in the song, with the singer suggesting that he needs to take moments to himself. In the end, the song portrays him as finally coming to terms with his isolation and embracing it as a form of freedom.


Line by Line Meaning

I won't be offended if no one sees
I won't feel disrespected if no one pays attention to me


I just wanna know what that'll mean
I am curious about the implication of being ignored by others


When I'm alone I make believe that
I pretend when I am by myself that


I'm in a different time and place where
I am in an imaginary world in which


Nobody wants to know my name
No one is interested in knowing who I am


And no one will recognize my face
No one will acknowledge or remember me


Anything that I did way back when
Anything I accomplished in the distant past


It seems so long ago
Feels distant and far away


Might as well have all been by accident
Seems like it happened unintentionally or without purpose


I've nothing left to show
I do not have anything impressive or valuable to display


I wont be offended if no one stays
I won't feel hurt if no one chooses to remain in my life


I'll just blame it all on my old age
I will explain the lack of connection with others due to my seniority


Two a.m., I'm thinking about how lucky I've been
At 2 AM, I am reflecting on the fortunate events in my life


I need to take a moment to myself
I require time alone to focus on my thoughts and feelings


Six a.m., I'm thinking about how lonely I've been
At 6 AM, I am contemplating how isolated and desolate my life has been


I need to take a moment to myself
I require time alone to focus on my thoughts and feelings




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nabilah


on Strange Terrain

just my opinion about the meaning:
It could probably talking about the band life. Where in many bands of this scene, members come and go, original member left, band disbanded and reunion.
"We made designs completely backwards" is talking about experimental or punk or emo-influenced lyrics usually written in obscure & interpretative wordings.

"Nobody knows if were even close to where we need to go" is how vary the song meaning could be, and everyone could have derivative art regarding the interpretation. This is what I interpret the song. and you might have different interpretation.

"To find out how it all works with so many artists/partners" this one is clearly talking about artist, the reason why I think the song is talking about band life.

"Who's the one pounding the gears avoiding the crowds keeping their ear to the ground" talking about the people behind the scene who helped making their song but never credited in the song creator (who's the one?). the people working during recording, editing, mixing, etc

"Oh I've made a mistake I never learned how to get back to the place" maybe talking about member and band reunion

"Where all our confidence kept is behind a shield only light can get through." talking about performing live or during recording

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