On My Way Here
Clay Aiken Lyrics


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I took my first step
On that black and white kitchen floor
I sometimes wonder if that house
Is even there, anymore
I had my first glimpse of love
When I was five
I watched two people split apart
But still the three of us survived

I've seen the best
I've seen the worst
I wouldn't change what I've been through
I've touched the sky
I've hit the wall
But I did what I had to
Oh

[Chorus]
On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.

Oh yeah yeah

My address has changed
Almost every year
I've found that standing still
Can quickly make a lifetime disappear
I'd rather try and fail
A thousand times denied
And this, whenever you feel pain
It lets you know that you're alive

I've been a fool
I've been afraid
Yeah, I've been loved
I've been lied to
I've been wrong
And I've been right
I stood up when I had to

Yeah yeah

[Chorus]

No guarantees
I believed that I would find
An open door or a light
To lead me to the other side
I guess that is why

[Chorus]





Yeah
Oh

Overall Meaning

In Clay Aiken's song "On My Way Here," the lyrics express the artist's reflection on the journey of his life. He begins by recalling his earliest memories, wondering if the house he grew up in still exists. He recounts the moment he first witnessed love, as well as the pain that he felt when he saw two people that he cared for deeply split apart. Despite the pain, he reminds himself that even though things may get tough, he knows that he can survive.


In the second verse, Aiken notes how often he has moved throughout his life, and how remaining stagnant in one place can cause a lifetime to pass by in the blink of an eye. He acknowledges that he would rather fail countless times than never try, simply because it is the act of trying that makes us feel most alive. Although he has made mistakes, he has also been loved truthfully, and in his lowest moments, he still found the courage to stand up and keep going.


The chorus of the song emphasizes the realization that life is a journey with no guarantees. Yet, despite the uncertainty, Aiken has learned to find faith in the unknown and to overcome fear by facing it head-on. He knows that he will always find a way to succeed and conquer anything that comes his way. Ultimately, the song is about the journey that we all must take to find our place in the world, the lessons we learn along the way, and the wisdom we gain from each experience.


Line by Line Meaning

I took my first step
The beginning of the journey.


On that black and white kitchen floor
The place where the journey started.


I sometimes wonder if that house
The reminiscence of the past.


Is even there, anymore
The uncertainty of the present.


I had my first glimpse of love
The start of feeling emotions.


When I was five
The early age at which emotions were felt.


I watched two people split apart
The experience of seeing love fade away.


But still the three of us survived
The ability to come through hardships with strength.


I've seen the best
The existence of happy moments.


I've seen the worst
The presence of rough patches along the way.


I wouldn't change what I've been through
The acceptance of past experiences.


I've touched the sky
The feeling of success.


I've hit the wall
The experience of failure.


But I did what I had to
The persistence to keep going.


On my way here
The journey that led to the present.


Where I am now
The current state of being.


I've learned to fly
The realization of personal growth.


I have to want to leave the ground
The necessity of personal drive for progress.


I've fallen hard
The experience of failure and disappointment.


But I've been loved
The presence of support and caring.


And in the end it all works out
The assurance that everything will eventually be okay.


My faith has conquered fear
The strength of spiritual belief and conviction.


My address has changed
The adaptability to change and go with the flow.


Almost every year
The frequency and regularity of change.


I've found that standing still
The realization that stagnation can lead to complacency and a wasted life.


Can quickly make a lifetime disappear
The notion that time waits for no one.


I'd rather try and fail
The willingness to take risks and put oneself out there.


A thousand times denied
The persistence and determination to keep going despite setbacks.


And this, whenever you feel pain
The notion that pain is a reminder that we are alive and experiencing.


It lets you know that you're alive
The reminder that experiences, both good and bad, are part of life.


I've been a fool
The experience of making mistakes and learning from them.


I've been afraid
The experience of feeling scared and vulnerable.


I've been lied to
The experience of being deceived and misled by others.


I've been wrong
The experience of being incorrect or misguided.


And I've been right
The experience of being correct and successful.


I stood up when I had to
The ability to be strong in tough situations and stand up for oneself.


No guarantees
The reminder that life is unpredictable and uncertain.


I believed that I would find
The hope and optimism for positive outcomes.


An open door or a light
The sign of good things to come.


To lead me to the other side
The metaphorical transition from difficulties to success.




Lyrics Β© BMG Rights Management, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: CHRIS FAULK, HUNTER DAVIS, RYAN TEDDER

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Jason Smalls

I took my first step
On that black and white kitchen floor
I sometimes wonder if that house
Is even there, anymore
I had my first glimpse of love
When I was five
I watched two people split apart
But still the three of us survived

I've seen the best
I've seen the worst
I wouldn't change what I've been through
I've touched the sky
I've hit the wall
But I did what I had to
Oh

On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.

My address has changed
Almost every year
I've found that standing still
Can quickly make a lifetime disappear
I'd rather try and fail
A thousand times denied
And this, whenever you feel pain
It lets you know that you're alive

I've been a fool
I've been afraid
Yeah, I've been loved
I've been lied to
I've been wrong
And I've been right
I stood up when I had to

On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.

No guarantees
I believed that I would find
An open door or a light
To lead me to the other side
I guess that is why

On my way here
Where I am now
I've learned to fly
I have to want to leave the ground
I've fallen hard
But I've been loved
And in the end it all works out
My faith has conquered fear
On my way here.



All comments from YouTube:

Nan Branch

l luv this song. Finally in 2003 a real talent hit the pop charts again. Clay has such a gift. No matter the song he manages to touch my heart. This is such a beautiful song and the words suit him perfectly!!

Carolyn Kalin

Nan Branch I completely agree

Patsy Casper

+Nan Branch AMEN

GearChange

Can listen to him all day,love his voice even though the years has pass,im still listening to him,good singing do not come like this everyday,he bring chills

Stella Wynia

2017 still love listening to Clay Akin sing. What a beautiful voice!

Jasmin Hill

I've never got a chance to see Clay live. But I do hope he goes on tour at some point before he stops singing altogether.

Carolyn Kalin

Jasmin Hill I got to see Clay do his Christmas tour in South Bend Indiana I loved his voice and music before but fell more in love that evening

chris trammell

I saw him in 07 and it was such a fun concert, He is a real as you imagine.

soulofmyheart21

Huge Thank You to Great Talent and True Artists, as they always share the BEST! Thank You Clay Aiken! God Bless!

Aikenclay P

I love Clay's beautiful voice..I can listen to him sing all day and night..He is the best of the best..Clay is such an AMAZING MAN!! He has a beautiful caring, giving, loving heart...I pray Clay the best...He is just so AMAZING!

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