Kane is a self-taught singer and multi-instrumentalist, and grew up singing in church. He qualified to study medicine in 'A' Level College, but pursued a path that blended music and travel. Kane quelled growing anxiety and stress into song and in 2016, began uploading covers and subsequently original songs onto his YouTube channel.
Kane was signed to Columbia Records in 2019, with the label declaring the artist a "huge talent" with "powerful vocals". Kane relocated to Los Angeles and released the 5-track EP This Is What It Feels Like. His 2021 singles "Chicken Tendies" and "I Guess I'm in Love" reached numbers 88 and 90, respectively, on the US Billboard Hot 100, with the latter song also peaking at number 25 in Australia and number 22 in the UK.
Bittersweet
Clinton Kane Lyrics
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Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt
But every time I end up broken or worse
Falling for everyone that I shouldn't
Burning my life down for it to work
Maybe I'm realizing love's not really worth it
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love that ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't wanna be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
Drinking alone in this empty apartment
Trying my best just to get through the night
Where do I go, what do I do, don't know what's right
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love that ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't wanna be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
In the first paragraph, the lyrics express a sense of frustration and disappointment in the singer's experiences with love. They reflect on a pattern of repeatedly falling for the wrong people and enduring the resulting heartbreak. The lyrics suggest a realization that love may not be worth the pain and struggles they have faced. The singer prays to God, hoping to avoid the hurt that comes with love, but it seems that their efforts have been in vain.
The second paragraph expands on the theme of the singer's repetitive cycle in relationships. They confess to unintentionally igniting fires within their relationships, only to have those flames come back to consume them once again. They acknowledge that a significant person in their life, perhaps one of the best they've had, has brought about the worst experiences and outcomes. This juxtaposition highlights the bittersweet nature of their love life, where the sweetness is always tainted by painful consequences.
Moving into the third paragraph, the lyrics describe the singer's state of despair and disillusionment. They find themselves drinking alone in an empty apartment, trying to cope with the overwhelming feeling of being lost and uncertain. The lyrics convey a sense of loneliness and confusion, as the singer doesn't know what path to take or what actions to choose. They reflect on their previous struggles, likely referring to the fires mentioned earlier, and how they unknowingly contributed to their own suffering.
The final paragraph concludes the song with a realization that love may not be meant for the singer. They feel as though they are wasting their life chasing after a bittersweet feeling of love that ultimately ruins them. The pain inflicted by love has become overwhelming, overpowering their ability to breathe and leaving them feeling broken. The singer laments that love has turned them into someone they don't want to be, causing them to lose sight of their better qualities. Ultimately, they come to the belief that love is not meant for them, leaving them with a sense of resignation and acceptance of their unfortunate circumstances.
Line by Line Meaning
Started before I could even remember
My experiences with love began at such a young age that I cannot recall when it all began.
Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt
I devoutly hope that I won't experience the pain that accompanies love.
But every time I end up broken or worse
Unfortunately, in every instance, I find myself either shattered emotionally or in an even worse state.
Falling for everyone that I shouldn't
I continuously find myself developing feelings for individuals whom I should avoid being involved with.
Burning my life down for it to work
In my pursuit of love, I am sacrificing and destroying my own existence, hoping it will lead to a better outcome.
Maybe I'm realizing love's not really worth it
Perhaps I am coming to the realization that love may not truly be worth the pain and suffering it brings.
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Acknowledging that I was unaware that by trying to resolve problems, I was unintentionally causing more conflicts.
Just to have them turn around coming back again
Only to witness those same issues returning and haunting me once more.
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Ironically, one of the most positive aspects I've encountered is also the most detrimental to my well-being.
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Regrettably, I am squandering my existence pursuing a love that brings both pleasure and pain.
Feeling of love that ruins me
The sensation of love, despite its allure, ultimately destroys my happiness and sense of self.
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
The agony I experience surpasses my capacity to endure, leaving me breathless in its wake.
Making me someone I don't wanna be
Love transforms me into someone I do not wish to become, altering my character and values.
Breaking the better parts of me
Love has the power to fracture the most admirable aspects of my being, leaving them irreparable.
I guess love isn't meant for me
Ultimately, I come to the realization that perhaps love is not destined to be a part of my life.
Drinking alone in this empty apartment
In a state of loneliness and desolation, I find solace in consuming alcohol within the confines of my vacant dwelling.
Trying my best just to get through the night
I am exerting my utmost effort to simply endure the darkness and loneliness of each passing night.
Where do I go, what do I do, don't know what's right
Feeling lost and uncertain, I am unsure of my next steps and the decisions I should make.
Lyrics © Ultra Tunes
Written by: Clinton Kane, Steve Rusch
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Maefinn
Started before I could even remember
Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt
Every time I end up broken or worse
Falling for everyone that I shouldn't
Burning my life down for it to work
Maybe I'm realizing that love's not really worth it
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someonе I don't want to be
Breaking the bеtter parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
Drinking alone in this empty apartment
Trying my best just to get through the night
Where do I go? What do I do?
Don't know what's right
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't want to be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
(For all those who wanna scream out the song with him, here you go hehe)
Nicole Lestari
HE FINALLY DIDNT MAKE US WAIT MONTHS FOR A SONG, HE DIDNT GASLIGHT US FOR ONCE WITH TEASES 😭😭😭🤍🤍
ris3n
no but like he did make us wait,, not intentionally
Chanel C
It's not his fault the label decides when he can put it out. That's why some people say get this to 1000 pre saves, and I'll convince my label for an early release.
Esno
this was leaked 10 months ago...lol
Maefinn
Started before I could even remember
Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt
Every time I end up broken or worse
Falling for everyone that I shouldn't
Burning my life down for it to work
Maybe I'm realizing that love's not really worth it
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someonе I don't want to be
Breaking the bеtter parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
Drinking alone in this empty apartment
Trying my best just to get through the night
Where do I go? What do I do?
Don't know what's right
Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all
Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't want to be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me
(For all those who wanna scream out the song with him, here you go hehe)
The Anhilator
thnx bud
Danish Aiman
Life savers
Bodhi
Time to get on with my life good luck to everyone in the same boat
smmchen004
Thanks a lot mann!
Ciarex Polien
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