Heavy Load
Cody Jinks Lyrics


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I can't think of one damn thing to say
Stuck where I'm going
Stuck in a lot of ways

Tell me it still matters
In a world in vain
Pissing in the wind
Screaming about the same old things

Time stands still every now and then
Then it's gone
Wondering what you did
Wondering what you did all wrong

Hindsight's 20/20 when you're
Looking back
Looking out ahead
All I see is black

The train jumped track some time ago
You can't root that heavy load
It's all downhill from now
And sure we paid the toll
Train jumped track some time ago

The train jumped track some time ago
You can't root that heavy load
It's all downhill from now
And be sure we paid the toll
The train jumped track some time ago

I heard the voice of the fourth beast say
Come and see
And I looked and behold a pale horse
And his name that sat on him was Death
And Hell followed with him

The train jumped track some time ago
You can't root that heavy load
It's all downhill from now
And be sure we paid the toll
The train jumped track some time ago

It's all downhill from now




Forever paying that toll
The train jumped track some time ago

Overall Meaning

Cody Jinks's song Heavy Load carries a theme of feeling stuck and helpless against the unstoppable flow of time. The opening lines of the chorus, "The train jumped track some time ago, you can't root that heavy load" serve as a metaphor for someone who's lost control of their life, unable to change their course and struggling to keep up with the demands of life. The lyrics "I can't think of one damn thing to say, stuck where I'm going, stuck in a lot of ways" express a sense of hopelessness and being trapped in one's situation. The line "Hindsight's 20/20 when you're looking back, Looking out ahead, all I see is black" suggests a dark and uncertain future where the singer may continue to make mistakes without a clear solution.


The lyrics also touch on the futility of trying to make a difference in the world. The line "Tell me it still matters in a world in vain, pissing in the wind, screaming about the same old things" paints a picture of someone who's lost faith in the impact they can make in the world. The reference to "a world in vain" perhaps refers to a society where one's efforts to make a positive change are met with apathy or disdain.


The closing lines of the song draw on biblical references, with the words "And I looked and behold a pale horse, and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him." The use of these words further deepens the sense of despair and hopelessness of the lyrics, and in a way, paints a picture of the end of the world. The final lines of the song echo the chorus, emphasizing that the singer's struggles are far from over and that the heavy load is something that they will carry indefinitely.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't think of one damn thing to say
Feeling stuck and unable to express oneself


Stuck where I'm going
Feeling lost and without direction


Stuck in a lot of ways
Being stuck in life in multiple ways


Tell me it still matters
Questioning the significance of one's actions


In a world in vain
Feeling as though the world is empty or meaningless


Pissing in the wind
Feeling powerless or ineffective


Screaming about the same old things
Feeling frustrated with repeating the same issues


Time stands still every now and then
Moments of stagnation and lack of progress


Then it's gone
Moments of clarity fleeting quickly


Wondering what you did
Questioning past actions and choices


Wondering what you did all wrong
Questioning past mistakes and faults


Hindsight's 20/20 when you're
Realizing one's mistakes in hindsight


Looking back
Reflecting on the past


Looking out ahead
Focusing on the future


All I see is black
Feeling overwhelmed with negativity


The train jumped track some time ago
Realizing one's life has gone off-course


You can't root that heavy load
Unable to fix one's problems or mistakes


It's all downhill from now
Expecting things to get worse


And sure we paid the toll
Acknowledging the consequences of past choices


The train jumped track some time ago
Repeating the realization of life being off-course


I heard the voice of the fourth beast say
Referencing the Biblical book of Revelation


Come and see
Invitation to witness the end of the world


And I looked and behold a pale horse
Depiction of Death from the book of Revelation


And his name that sat on him was Death
Reiteration of Death's name in the passage


And Hell followed with him
Depiction of the end of the world


Forever paying that toll
Expectation of continued consequences for one's actions




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Written by: Cody Jinks

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Dakota


on Loud and Heavy

I love the meaning behind songs and not just the music and Cody jinks songs are all of the above!

Ernie


on Loud and Heavy

Duh

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