I'm Not the Devil
Cody Jinks Lyrics


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I'm not the devil you think that I am
It ain't no excuse, but I'm just a man
I slipped and I fell, it got outta hand
But I'm not the devil you think that I am

It wasn't no gun, they held to my head
I got caught up believin' in lies that were said
And in a moment of weakness I stumbled and I made my bed

I'm not the devil you think that I am
It ain't no excuse, but I'm just a man
I slipped and I fell, it got outta hand
But I'm not the devil you think that I am

There's ten thousand reasons for you not to stay
And no one would blame you if you want it that way
It might take some time
But I'll show you that I'm worth the wait

I'm not the devil you think that I am
It ain't no excuse, but I'm just a man
I slipped and I fell, it got outta hand
But I'm not the devil you think that I am

And I'll spend forever, do all that I can




To prove I'm not the devil you think that I am
And I'm not the devil

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not The Devil" by Cody Jinks is a soulful ballad about redemption and the consequences of our actions. The singer starts by acknowledging his shortcomings and owning up to his mistakes. He admits that he is not perfect and has made some poor decisions in the past, but he is not the evil person that others might think he is. He takes responsibility for his actions, and asks for forgiveness and understanding from those around him.


The second verse reveals that the singer got caught up in a situation where he believed the lies he was being told. He was weak in that moment, and this led to some negative consequences. He doesn't want to make excuses for what happened, but he wants to make it clear that he is not the devil that people might perceive him to be. In the final verse, the singer pleads with someone to stay with him and give him a chance to prove that he is worth the wait. He promises to do all that he can to show them that he is not a bad person and that he is worthy of their love and trust.


Overall, the song encourages us to look beyond our initial judgments of people and to give them a chance to redeem themselves. It also reminds us that we are all flawed and make mistakes, and that forgiveness and understanding can go a long way in healing relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not the devil you think that I am
I'm not as bad as you believe me to be


It ain't no excuse, but I'm just a man
I have no justification for my actions, but I am human and I make mistakes


I slipped and I fell, it got outta hand
I made a mistake and things got worse than I intended


But I'm not the devil you think that I am
I am not as evil or malicious as you perceive me to be


It wasn't no gun, they held to my head
I was not forced or coerced into my wrongdoing


I got caught up believin' in lies that were said
I became involved in a situation based on falsehoods


And in a moment of weakness I stumbled and I made my bed
I made a mistake due to a moment of vulnerability and now have to deal with the repercussions


There's ten thousand reasons for you not to stay
There are many valid reasons for you to leave


And no one would blame you if you want it that way
It is understandable if you choose to leave


It might take some time
It may not be an easy or quick process


But I'll show you that I'm worth the wait
I believe that I am worth the effort and patience it takes to prove myself


And I'll spend forever, do all that I can
I am willing to put in the effort for as long as it takes


To prove I'm not the devil you think that I am
To demonstrate that I am not as horrible as you have come to believe


And I'm not the devil
In the end, I am just a flawed human trying to make things right




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Written by: Meredith Cody Jinks, Ward Davis

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Alyssa Canales

This song reminds me so much of my father. He toured twice in Iraq, received a Purple Heart and was honorably discharged after an injury from an ambush. Although he came back alive, he did not come back the same and struggles with PTSD from what he had to see and do. He always tells me that he lives with so much heaviness on his soul. Even though he thinks he's some devil, I think he's the best dad any one could ask for.

Shh B Quiet

God Bless both of you. I'm young but my dad was old. He actually was in Vietnam. He had a temper and would scare easy when approaching him at night. He always told us after he was sorry and part of it was due to Undiagnosed PTSD. Back then no one wanted that label. I remember one time he wrapped my older brother up in a choke hold out of the dead of sleep. It was impressive but frightening lol I'm 31. He passed away 2 years ago. Keep loving your Dad forever and beyond. RIP D.B. I miss yuh.

Jack Burton

Shit fucking sucks . He'll be that way for the rest of his days. Hug hi m and let him know every day what you said here. Tell him I said drink fucking water , pull security and move the fuck out. He'll know what that means šŸ‘

Celtic Warrior

God Bless you and your Dad. War is Horrible and like the other comments, just tell him you Love him and God Loves him and maybe he can find some Peace.

Jb Littleton

Alyssa Canales your dad is a great man and a very brave one to fight for our freedom my cousin was over there did 2 tours and now suffers from the same

Elihishua ibn dabit barAbbas

Your Father in heaven couldn't be more pleased with your empathy for your dad.
So is His yshw.
Bless you little one.

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Jovin Repairs

I found this song not long after my family moved out. I was about 4 months into drying out. Played this song a lot while working the steps. Needed something to remind myself that I wasn't all bad and that getting sober was worth it.

Kylie Littlefield

When I listen to Cody Jinks, so do the neighbors! šŸ–¤šŸ‘€šŸ–¤

Donnie Campbell

All the Time šŸ–¤šŸ¤ 

Bill I

Only way to do it!

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