On My Own
Colored Surge Lyrics

What am I gonna do
Wondering what to do in difficult times

And if I want to tell the truth
Considering being honest about the situation

I am on my own
Feeling alone and without support

Don't know what is right or wrong
Confused about what the right decision is

You think it's nothing
Others may not understand the emotional struggle

But you're drowning the whole day
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions all day long

In sorrows you can't name
Feeling sad but not able to identify a specific cause

You don't know where they came from
Feeling confused about the origin of the emotions

And now you're gone
Feeling abandoned

Way too many times
Feeling like this has happened too often before

I am losing all
Feeling like everything is falling apart

Don't know what to say
Struggling to articulate thoughts and emotions

I'm hanging around once more
Lingering in a difficult situation instead of moving on

Thoughts are buzzing in my head
Feeling overwhelmed by inner thoughts and doubts

Where did I go wrong
Wondering where mistakes were made

And if I want to tell the truth
Considering being honest about feelings and experiences

You’re really tired
Feeling exhausted emotionally and mentally

Of saying sorry, a hundred times
Tired of apologizing for mistakes repeatedly

And it's a heartache
Feeling emotional pain

That she seems deaf and blind
Frustration with someone who is not understanding or empathetic

Thoughts are buzzing in my head
Feeling consumed by inner thoughts and doubts

I thought I can take it, as if that weren't enough
Believed that one could handle difficult situation, but it is proving to be too much

I thought we will make it, together and not apart
Believed things would work out between two people

And now these thoughts are gone away
Realizing that previous beliefs were incorrect

And I know my heart won't break again
Feeling more resilient after experiencing heartbreak before

Don't know what is right or wrong
Confused about what the right decision is

Don't know what is right or wrong
Confused about what the right decision is

Don't know what is right
Feeling lost and unsure of what to do

I don't know what is right
Feeling lost and unsure of what to do

Or wrong
Or what the wrong decision is