Mirrors
Concepts Lyrics

(I need you now more than ever but I know it's not what's best for me)
Despite my desire for your companionship, I am aware that I must distance myself from you for my own good.

You're overrated, I would say,
I overestimated your worth and value, and you are not deserving of such high regard.

You were not what I thought you would be in the end,
Your true nature and character did not match my initial expectations.

I know that I am better than that and you are better than this,
I have faith that both of us deserve better than the current situation we are in.

I know my heart will not lie to me anymore, now where do you stand.
My intuition about your true intentions and motives are now clearer, and I am unsure of your stance.

This cancer will no longer be apart of who I am,
I have decided to rid myself of this toxic influence in my life.

And when it all caves in, they will see the blood of the innocent trickling,
Eventually, your wrongdoing will be exposed and the harm you have caused will be evident.

One day you will pay for the sins you commit,
You will eventually suffer the consequences of your wrongdoings.

You fucking traitor, you were meant to spit your shit,
You were expected to speak honestly, but instead you betrayed my trust and deceived me.

Day after day, as I bend and break to reclaim all the progress we've made,
I am struggling to undo the damage you have caused and work towards recovering our lost progress.

You hang your head in shame.
You feel guilty and remorseful for your actions.

Oh I look to you now,
I am turning to a higher power or authority to seek guidance and support.

To the sky up above,
I am looking towards the heavens in my search for direction.

For all my hopes and dreams but,
I am relying on divine intervention to fulfill my aspirations.

Now my time is running out.
I am running out of time to achieve my goals and fulfill my desires.

And in the end, I will stand at the edge of the earth,
When my life comes to a close, I will be at the end of my journey.

And watch you fall to your knees,
I will witness you suffering the consequences of your actions and receiving punishment.

(I won't let this consume me)
I refuse to let this situation take control of me.

You've made your bed,
You have created the problem you are now facing.

And now you lay with the wicked and the Dead.
You are now surrounded by those who have wronged others and are no longer living.

Stand and face me,
Confront me and take responsibility for your actions.

And watch the ground break beneath your feet,
Witness the destruction and consequences of your wrongdoings.

You'll feel what I feel, you'll see what I see.
You will experience the same pain and suffering that you have inflicted upon me.

I remember all the thoughts of who I oughta be,
I am recalling my aspirations and dreams for myself.

I remember all my prayers, my hopes and dreams,
My desires and ambitions are still clear in my mind.

Now it's all laying right down in front of me,
My dreams and aspirations are now achievable and within reach.

Shining brightly at my feet for all to see,
My accomplishments and successes are visible and undeniable.

One way Mirror, people be judging,
Others are constantly evaluating and assessing me without understanding my true nature.

Expected to be compared to the world, that ain't nothin',
I am expected to fit into society's standards and norms, but they hold no value or importance to me.

All they really wanna see is to watch me try to be,
Others derive pleasure from observing me as I attempt to fit into their expectations.

Something that I wanna be,
I am striving to become my true self, not someone else's ideal.

This feeling deep inside is killing me.
The pressure to conform to societal norms and expectations is causing me emotional distress.

Where do you stand, where do you stand?
I am questioning your loyalty and your position on our current situation.

When your life's in the wrong hands,
You are putting your life in danger by being in the presence of a harmful influence.

Filthy guilty, you bow down to your pride,
You are weighed down by guilt and shame and refuse to repent for your actions.

You turn your back on the ones that gave you life,
You have betrayed and abandoned those who have loved and supported you.

And now you're too weak to fight.
You are unable to resist the temptation and influence of negative forces in your life.

I need you to, I need you to.
I require your assistance and support in this challenging situation.

Tear away from the seams x4
Disengage from negative influences and destructive patterns.

Look inside yourself now,
Reflect on your inner self and consider what is truly important to you.

And see that you are better off without what you thought that you needed,
Realize that the things you believed to be essential to your life may be hindering your growth and development.

When it falls apart, pick up the pieces along the way,
Amidst chaos and destruction, find ways to recover and learn from your experiences.

Until you know that you've built yourself the way that you should be,
Strive to become the best version of yourself before seeking validation from others.

It goes on and on and yes I have been here with you all along,
The journey towards self-discovery and growth continues, and I have been a constant companion throughout.

But this choice is yours to be made,
Ultimately, the decision on how to proceed is yours alone.

So make it now.
Do not hesitate, take action and make a decision.