In 2011, Cool Hand Luke self-released their final album, "Of Man." The album features many contributing artists including Tim McTague of UnderOath, and Nathan Walter of Quiet Science.
Sideways
Cool Hand Luke Lyrics
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It bowed its head in shame
I can't bear my reflection
I can't even write my name
Sometimes I choose to forget about you
Sometimes I choose to ignore the truth
Just like the man from chapter three
I tried to hide
White light
Sometimes I choose to forget about you
Sometimes I choose to ignore the truth
How sweet the name
How sweet the face
That I long to touch with dirty hands
I'm seeing sideways
Because I've fallen down again
And it's so hard to find my way
The opening lines of the song 'Sideways' by Cool Hand Luke, "Last night my shadow ran from me, it bowed its head in shame" is a metaphorical way of describing how the singer's inner self or soul is not at peace with him. His shadow, which is supposed to be physically and symbolically connected to him, is running away from him, indicating that something is wrong. The singer then admits that he's unable to face himself, his reflection, or even his name. He's ashamed of who he is, and he feels lost and disoriented.
The repeated refrain, "Sometimes I choose to forget about you, sometimes I choose to ignore the truth" may refer to his relationship with someone significant. He tries to push away the memories of that person and deny the truth of their situation. Then the singer likens his situation to the biblical account of Adam and Eve's fall, where they tried to hide from God by covering themselves with fig leaves. He tries to hide from the familiar white light, a metaphor for God's truth and presence. The next few lines of the song reiterate how he's longing for someone's touch, but he feels unworthy because he has dirty hands. The last line of the song, "I'm seeing sideways because I've fallen down again, and it's so hard to find my way" encapsulates the essence of the song. The singer is struggling, searching for his way back, but the fall keeps him from moving forward.
Line by Line Meaning
Last night my shadow ran from me
I felt so terrible that even my shadow did not want to be seen with me
It bowed its head in shame
My shadow was ashamed of my actions
I can't bear my reflection
I am disgusted with who I am and cannot stand to look at myself
I can't even write my name
I am so lost that I've forgotten who I am
Sometimes I choose to forget about you
Sometimes I try to fool myself into thinking that I don't care about you
Sometimes I choose to ignore the truth
Sometimes I try to ignore the reality of my situation
Just like the man from chapter three
Similar to the man in an allegory I read, I try to escape from reality
I tried to hide
I attempted to conceal my true feelings
From fleeing, familiar
From things that I know so well and that I still run from
White light
The harsh, blinding truth that I cannot bear to face
How sweet the name
The person I long for has a beautiful name that I love to say
How sweet the face
The person I long for has a beautiful face that I love to look at
That I long to touch with dirty hands
Despite my misdeeds, I still long to hold the person I love
I'm seeing sideways
I'm so lost that I can't see things clearly
Because I've fallen down again
I keep making the same mistakes over and over again
And it's so hard to find my way
I don't know how to get back on track and find my path in life
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: BRANDON MICHAEL MORGAN, JASON STEPHEN HAMMIL, MARK KRISTIN NICKS
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