I'm Not Jesus
Corey Taylor Lyrics


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Dirty little secret
Dirty little lies
Say your prayers and comb your hair
Save your soul tonight

Drift among the faithful
Bury your desires
Aberrations fill your head
You need a place to hide
And I am

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there

You confess it all away
But it's only shit to me
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive

No I won't
No I won't

I've thought you were a good man
I've thought you talked to God
You Hippocratic, messianic, child abusing, turned satanic

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?

When your own world comes undone
Let me be the one to say
(If God is looking down on me)
I'm not Jesus
You can't run away

And the innocence you spoil
Found a way to live
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive

I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to
I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be
Oh, do you remember me?

No

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there

You confess it all away
But it only shit to me
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive





Oh, I will not forgive, yeah yeah
No, I will not forgive

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not Jesus" by Corey Taylor is a clear protest against religious authority, hypocrisy, and child abuse. The lyrics are directed at someone who is expected to be a man of God, someone who should be a moral compass for others. The song accuses this person of hiding their secret desires, abusing children, and resorting to religion to cover up their sins. Taylor compares this person's actions to sacrilege, calling them "Hippocratic, messianic, child abusing, turned satanic."


In the chorus, Taylor declares that he cannot forgive this person, even if God forgives them. He puts himself in the place of Jesus but asserts that he cannot do what Jesus did, that he cannot forgive someone for such heinous actions. The song ends with a final declaration of forgiveness, with Taylor insisting that he will not forgive no matter what.


The song's lyrics are powerful and cathartic for many people who are struggling with their beliefs, especially those impacted by religious hypocrisy and abuse. The song is also a reflection of the broader cultural shift away from organized religion that has been happening for the past few decades in the Western world.


Line by Line Meaning

Dirty little secret
There are things that you hide, things that you do not want anyone else to know about


Dirty little lies
These secrets often involve lies to keep them hidden


Say your prayers and comb your hair
People often claim to be religious while still engaging in sinful behavior, trying to present an outwardly moral appearance


Save your soul tonight
Through prayer, people believe they can save themselves from their sins


Drift among the faithful
People sometimes go through the motions of religious life without fully engaging or feeling true faith


Bury your desires
They suppress their real desires in order to present a religiously acceptable appearance


Aberrations fill your head
Even when trying to be religious, people still have sinful, immoral thoughts and desires


You need a place to hide
People feel the need to hide these thoughts and desires, often turning to religion as a place of refuge


And I am
The singer is offering help, support, and understanding for people who are struggling with their own sins and secrets


Do you remember me?
The singer is asking if the listener remembers a time when they were not religious, when they were more able to be themselves without judgment or shame


The kid I used to be?
The singer is specifically referencing their own childhood and the innocence that was lost due to societal and religious pressure


When your world comes crashing down
When a person experiences hardship or trauma, they often turn to religion for comfort or hope


I want to be there
The singer is offering support and comfort for someone going through a hard time


If God is looking down on me
The singer is acknowledging that people often use religion as a way to judge others and hold themselves up as morally superior


I'm not Jesus
The singer is not claiming to be perfect, forgiving, or without sin. They cannot offer the salvation of religion in the way that Jesus is said to do


Jesus wasn't there
The singer is noting that sometimes religion cannot offer real help or comfort. Jesus may sometimes feel distant or absent from people during difficult times


You confess it all away
People often turn to confession as a way to rid themselves of guilt or sin


But it's only shit to me
However, the singer is saying that their own forgiveness cannot be granted so easily. Confession does not absolve someone of their sins


I will not forgive
The singer is rejecting the idea of forgiveness, choosing instead to hold people accountable for their actions


I've thought you were a good man
The singer is addressing someone they used to respect or admire


I've thought you talked to God
The singer believed that this person was religious and had a strong connection to God


You Hippocratic, messianic, child abusing, turned satanic
However, the singer is now accusing the person of hypocrisy and abuse, calling into question their true character and moral standing


Not the same as I used to be
The singer is acknowledging their own changes and losses due to religious pressure and abuse


You can't run away
The person being addressed cannot deny or hide from the accusations being made


And the innocence you spoil
The singer is addressing the ways in which religious and societal pressure can corrupt and destroy a person's innate goodness


Found a way to live
However, the singer is also acknowledging that people can still find ways to survive and thrive despite the damage done to them


I will not
The singer firmly rejects the idea of forgiveness and absolution of guilt


I won't be whatever you want to
The singer will not conform to societal or religious expectations or pressures


No
Simple confirmation of the singer's feelings and stance




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Johnny Lee Andrews, Eugene Lenardo

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@panthera50

Dirty little secret
Dirty little lies
Say your prayers and comb your hair
Save your soul tonight

Drift among the faithful
Bury your desires
Aberrations fill your head
You need a place to hide
And I am

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there!

You confess it all away
But it's only shit to me
If God is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive!

No I won't!
No I won't!

I've thought you were a good man
I've thought you talked to God
You hippocratic, messianic, child abusing, turned satanic

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?

When your own world comes undone
Let me be the one to say
(If God is looking down on me)
I'm not Jesus
You can't run away!

And the innocence you spoil
Found a way to live
If God is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive!

I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to
I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be!
Oh, do you remember me?

No!

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there!

You confess it all away
But it only shit to me!
If God is looking down on me!
I'm not Jesus
I will not
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive!

Oh, I will not forgive, yeah yeah!
No, I will not forgive!



@ScanerSlo

Dirty little secret
Dirty little lies
Say your prayers and comb your hair
Save your soul tonight

Drift among the faithful
Bury your desires
Aberrations fill your head
You need a place to hide
And I am

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there

You confess it all away
But it's only shit to me
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive

No I won't
No I won't

I've thought you were a good man
I've thought you talked to God
You Hippocratic, messianic, child abusing, turned satanic

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?

When your own world comes undone
Let me be the one to say
(If God is looking down on me)
I'm not Jesus
You can't run away

And the innocence you spoil
Found a way to live
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive

I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to
I will not forgive
I won't be whatever you want to

Do you remember me?
The kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be
Oh, do you remember me?

No

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
Jesus wasn't there

You confess it all away
But it only shit to me
If God is looking down on me
I'm not Jesus
I will not
I'm not Jesus
I will not forgive

Oh, I will not forgive, yeah yeah
No, I will not forgive



All comments from YouTube:

@SassyKaren68

Anyone still listening to this hard hitting song in 2023/2024??

@user-kf5gp8mv2u

Always🤞🏻

@Jacobmoo

Do you remember!!!

@cierra7765

2024

@tomaszdunicz2949

ofc :D

@JessicaCraigBly

I listen to this all of the time. The feeling is just very relatable.

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@theperfectbeing

Given Corey's recent coming out about his sexual abuse when he was a child at the hands of someone older he trusted, this really gets an extra punch to it in terms of understanding his passion and rage.

This song has gotten better with time but for all the "wrong" reasons.

@vilmoslente3487

Slipknot XIX

@mmnde12

I just cried reading that and hearing this song after so many years.. it’s such a powerful yet painful song

@melissadyson8515

I echo his feelings. When your own parents believe the abuser and your left alone with your pain, I feel every cord of this song.

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