THE ONLY TIME I FEEL
Craig Xen & XXXTENTACION Lyrics

Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
The singer feels that they experience true emotions and feel alive only when they contemplate their own death.

Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
Someone is telling the singer that they have the potential to be successful or special.

And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
The singer doesn't believe the person who is telling them that they can be successful or special.

Hoe, shut up, be quiet
The artist uses derogatory language to tell someone to be quiet.

Just spend the night and suck dick, it's up
The artist is inviting someone over to have sex with them.

Yes, my diamonds white like some dice, like some rice
The singer's diamonds are white, similar to dice or rice.

Just like spice, shawty entice
The singer's jewelry is attractive to women, similar to a spice that entices them.

It got price, I don't check, I just buy
The artist is able to purchase expensive things without checking the price first.

My bih bi-, fuck your lil' bih
The artist has a girl with him and doesn't care about the other person's girl.

Pussy so fye, she on my dick
The artist's sexual partner is excellent and they are actively having sex.

That's what I like
The singer enjoys having sex with their current partner.

Killin' 'em makin' me feel alive again ('gain)
Being successful and powerful is making the artist feel alive again.

Niggas so pussy, yeah, they ovulent (yeah)
The singer is insulting other men by calling them weak and feminine.

Pull up, they run it, I get
The singer is able to make others run away from them and take control of the situation.

All of the money, my mouth
The singer's mouth is filled with diamonds, representing their wealth and success.

Flooded in diamonds, and it's obvious (uh, yes)
The artist is wearing a lot of diamonds, which is easily noticeable to others.

I'ma beat a bad bitch, back break her (uh)
The artist plans to have sex with a beautiful woman and may be rough or dominate in the process.

Dick in her mouth, she say it taste like suckin' banana
During sex, the singer's partner claims that the singer tastes like a banana.

Or Tropicana or Fanta
The singer's partner tastes like a tropical flavored drink.

I bust all up in her, then I'm skatin' (I'm skatin', uh)
The artist ejaculates inside his partner and then leaves quickly afterwards, similar to skating away quickly.

Back to the block, I'm posted with ten toes
The artist returns to where they came from and is prepared to fight or take action with their ten toes on the ground.

Skin-headed niggas, I'm murkin' shit, bitch, don't
The artist is intimidating and capable of violence, warning others not to mess with them.

Think for a minute we close, I just player talk smooth
The singer is able to manipulate others into thinking they are closer than they really are using smooth and charismatic language.

To you ass simple hoes, I'm that nigga
The artist boasts about their own dominance and power, calling others simple and recognizing themselves as the most important person.

Ten rack stuffies in pockets of my denim
The singer has tens of thousands of dollars in their pockets.

Damn, bitch, my jeans are carrying your Civic
The singer has so much money that they could buy a car with the amount in their pockets.

Bitch, I get paid to talk in your city
The singer is a successful performer or speaker who earns money by talking in different cities.

Think you fuck with me, nigga, yeah, you silly
The artist warns others not to mess with them, calling anyone who tries silly.