Blossom
Crawly Lyrics

I'm at my lowest
I'm feeling very down and unhappy

I've got pictures in my head
I have memories and thoughts that are troubling me

The pictures tell their stories
The memories and thoughts I have are causing me pain and distress

But I'm far away from there
I am physically distant from the source of my pain and discomfort

I wanna be on earth but far away from here
I want to be present and connected to the world, but not in my current state of distress

I've always wanted more but never wanting this
I have been striving for success and achievement, but not at the cost of my mental and emotional well-being

To last doors, I'm not fast
I am not quick to make decisions or take action in difficult situations

So far away from here
I am emotionally distant and disconnected from my surroundings

I'm broken
I am emotionally and mentally shattered

I wanna go back to where I blossomed
I want to return to a time when I felt happy, successful, and fulfilled

I lost myself along this unforgiving road
I have become disconnected from my true self as a result of difficult experiences

I let me as last and always being what you wanted
I have prioritized others' expectations and desires over my own needs and desires

I'm here for a reason, blossom till I prosper
I have a purpose and a goal to achieve, and I will thrive and succeed despite my struggles

I won't let you be my sorrow
I refuse to let someone else be the cause of my pain and distress

Beat me till I'm broken
I have endured many struggles and hardships that have left me emotionally and mentally shattered

Leave me dead, unspoken
I have felt isolated and unheard in my struggles

My soul will forever haunt you
My struggles and experiences will always be a part of me and will always impact those around me

Have you forgot the memories we made that night
Do you remember the happy times we spent together?

So far away from home but we never realized
Despite being physically distant, we were emotionally close and connected in the past

We're more than broken towns and shadows left behind
Our struggles and difficulties do not define us, and we are capable of overcoming them

Take me back to when I knew what I wanted to be
I want to regain my sense of purpose and direction in life

So alone but still write songs about what's next for me
I am working to find my path and purpose, even in times of isolation and struggle

Do you really wanna be the one to take my life
Do you want to be responsible for causing me pain and distress?

Take my soul, take my pride, leave me broken down
I am vulnerable and at risk of being emotionally and mentally shattered

My soul will forever haunt you
My struggles and experiences will always be a part of me and will always impact those around me