Finally
Ctrl D-Ave feat. La Faux Lyrics

Sittin' here in a lawn chair
I am currently relaxing in a lawn chair

Got a light breeze blowing through my soft hair
A gentle breeze is flowing through my hair, providing a sense of tranquility

Without your name on my mind
I am no longer thinking about you

Yeah I'm doin' fine
I am doing well and emotionally stable

Got too many things to think of
I have numerous other thoughts occupying my mind

And now you aren't one
You are no longer a part of my thoughts

So please quit wasting my time yeah I'm doin' fine
Stop wasting my time; I am truly doing well without you

Because i'm finally over you
I have reached the point where I am completely over you

I am done singing sad songs
I have stopped expressing my emotions through melancholic songs

Keepin my head down but still tryna' play it strong
Despite keeping a low profile, I am striving to present myself as strong

Turn the music on, play it loud
I am cranking up the volume of the music

So I don't have to hear my own thoughts playing out
By drowning my thoughts with music, I can avoid hearing my own internal struggles

It was your name on my mind, but now I'm doin' fine
Previously, I was preoccupied with thoughts of you, but now I am doing well

Had your picture on the wall but now it's taken down
I used to display a picture of you on my wall, but I have removed it

Your clock in my room always made me yawn
The presence of your clock in my room used to make me feel bored and uninterested

Take em outside, light a match and burn em on the front lawn
I have taken those items outside, ignited a match, and burned them on my front lawn

Took some time now i'm finally getting over you
After a period of time, I am now successfully moving on from you

Decisions that I had to make, I'm finally just now getting through
I have managed to navigate through the challenging decisions that I needed to make

And now that you are out my life
Now that you are no longer a part of my life

I'm gonna sit and relax it'll be a delight
I will sit back and enjoy my newfound peace and contentment

Remember back in the day
Let's reminisce about the past

When I walked in an saw yo beautiful
I remember the joy of seeing your beautiful self

Face
Face

Too bad that was so long ago
Unfortunately, that moment happened a significant time in the past

Now I'm the only smilin' in the photo
In the current photograph, I am the only one smiling

Guess I didn't see things so clear
I realize now that I didn't have a clear understanding of the situation

Now I'm the bad guy lookin' back in the mirror
In retrospect, I see myself as the person at fault or the antagonist

You where the Beauty and the joy
You represented beauty and happiness to me

Now I am the sad lonely boy
Currently, I am the melancholic and isolated individual

Lonesome ina' whole bottle
I am consumed by loneliness, seeking solace from alcohol

Not gon' live to see tomorrow
I have lost the will to live and don't expect to see another day

Love was given, not to borrow
I offered genuine love that was not meant to be temporary or borrowed

Sadness ina' cup, ima drown in my sorrow
I am overwhelmed with sadness, planning to immerse myself in my sorrows

Guess I fell so hard yes I fell deep
I acknowledge that I fell deeply and passionately for you

Lookin' up, no I can not see
Despite trying to remain hopeful, I cannot find any positive outlook

Said you loved me but what do I believe
You claimed to love me, but I am uncertain of the truth

Dropped those lies in my lungs, no I can not breathe
The lies you told have suffocated me, leaving me unable to breathe

Wanted us to grow a family
I desired to build a family together with you

Joke to you, but not for me
While you may consider it a joke, it was a sincere desire for me

Your last name was only a change away
I once thought that your last name would become my own through marriage

Broke my heart, and walked away
You shattered my heart and left without looking back

Eyes were open, your heart was also closed
While I was attentive to the relationship, you kept your heart closed off

Your point of view is all that you know
You were limited by your own perspective and unable to consider other viewpoints

Attached to you, but you let me go
I was emotionally connected to you, but you chose to release me

Left me hanging down from a rope
You left me feeling abandoned and vulnerable

Thought you were the one, but I was so wrong
I once believed you were my soulmate, but I now realize I was mistaken

Left me at home to write this song
You left me alone, which led to me composing this song

Sadness in my voice, I'm all alone
My voice reflects the melancholy I feel, and I am left in solitude

Now your name don't light up my phone
Your name no longer brings excitement or anticipation when it appears on my phone screen

Cloudy outside, no more sun
The weather seems gloomy with no sign of sunshine

Clumsy me, no more fun
I feel awkward and clumsy, and the enjoyment has been drained from my life

Problems come and go but I don't run
I face challenges without fleeing from them

Like a feature, baby Im so done
Similar to a guest appearance, I have reached a point of being completely finished with you

So please quit wastin' my time yeah I'm doin' fine
Therefore, stop wasting my valuable time; I am genuinely doing well

Because I'm finally over you
Consequently, I have achieved the state of being completely moved on from you

Cause I'm finally over you
For the reason that I have ultimately reached the point of being over you