Look At Me
D-9ine Lyrics

Can you see me in this moment
Are you able to perceive my presence and emotions in this current time?

Writing this song and still coping with you being gone
Expressing my feelings through this song as I continue to deal with your absence

Knowing that it wasn't long
Understanding that our time together was short

See I tell myself I gotta be strong
I constantly remind myself to stay strong

But it's hard when a piece of my heart is now missing
However, it's difficult because a part of me is now gone

Shyt got me looking at the world different
This situation has caused me to view the world in a new and changed perspective

This isn't the way that I predicted my life
This is not how I imagined my life would turn out

Seems fictional, like I'm posed to wake up tonight
It feels unreal, as if I am supposed to wake up from a dream tonight

Look at my phone and notice that you're calling me or something
When I look at my phone, I hope to see your call or message

Come over with some blunts so we both can get to puffing
I wish for you to come over with some marijuana so we can smoke together

But it's just another front, can't go back in time
However, it's just a false hope, as I cannot turn back time

Only time I can see you is when your stuck up in my mind, which is everyday
The only time I can see you is in my thoughts, and that happens every day

Still hoping for a sign, that you're here with me right now
I still have hope for a sign that you are somehow present with me at this moment

But I must be blind, cause I haven't seen one yet or am I in denial
But I must be blind because I have not witnessed any sign yet, or maybe I am refusing to accept it

Wishing I can bring you back for a while but I'm asking if you can
I yearn to have you back even just for a short time, but I am wondering if you have the power to make it happen

Look at me now, I'm hope I'm making you proud
See how I am currently, I hope I am achieving things that would make you proud

Although it all can be stressful, still I'm doing my best, So
Even though it can be overwhelming at times, I am still giving my all

Can you still see me, is it true that spiritually you'll never leave me
Are you still able to perceive my presence, and is it true that you will always be with me in spirit?

Believe me when I say it isn't easy, trying to see you in my dreams, when I be having problems sleeping
Trust me when I tell you that it is challenging for me to envision you in my dreams, especially when I struggle with sleep

Promise imma keep reaching, if only heaven had a cell phone I would call you every weekend
I promise that I will continue to strive, and if only there was a way to communicate with you in heaven, I would call you every weekend

Just so we can chop it up and bullshyt like old times
Just so we can have casual and meaningless conversations like we used to do in the past

This shyt is killing my mind
This situation is tormenting my thoughts and emotions

Everytime I see a picture I be literally crying
Every time I come across a picture of you, I cannot help but burst into tears

Feeling like I'm gonna choke, claiming everything's fine but I be lying
Feeling overwhelmed to the point of suffocation, pretending that everything is alright, but in reality, I am lying

Trying my best to be chill
Struggling to maintain a calm and composed demeanor

Questioning what is real cause I'm starting to feel numb to it all
Doubting the authenticity of my experiences as I gradually become desensitized to everything

Still I fight for the cause, cause I don't want to spend my life being upset and lost
Nevertheless, I continue to strive for the purpose, as I do not wish to live my life in a state of sadness and confusion

So Imma hold the torch and raise it up high
Therefore, I will carry the burden and elevate it to a significant position

So you can see me clearly from the other side
So that you can clearly observe and understand me from your perspective on the other side

So I'm asking if you can
Therefore, I am requesting if you are capable of

Take a look at me now, I'm hope I'm making you proud
Take a moment to observe me now, I hope that I am achieving things that would make you proud

Although it all could be stressful, still I'm doing my best, So
Despite the potential stress involved, I am still giving my utmost effort

Take a look at me now, I'm hope I'm making you proud
Take a moment to observe me now, I hope that I am achieving things that would make you proud

Although it all could be stressful, still I'm doing my best, So
Despite the potential stress involved, I am still giving my utmost effort

Take a look at me now, I'm hope I'm making you proud
Take a moment to observe me now, I hope that I am achieving things that would make you proud

Although it all could be stressful, still I'm doing my best, So
Despite the potential stress involved, I am still giving my utmost effort