Where Is It
D.S.P. Lyrics

She was rolling wood back
She was rolling marijuana joints

When i was rolling backwoods
When I was smoking rolled cigars

It be like that
That's just the way it is

& it is what it is
It's the reality and I accept it

They shoot they shot
They try their luck

& most times they miss
But they often fail

When i make mine
When I make my move

They think its amiss
They think I'm doing something wrong

I throw hoes in holes
I discard promiscuous women

& throw holes into the abyss
And disregard their existence

I cannot sugarcoat what's already sweet
I can't make something pleasant seem even better

Hoes talk shit, dickeat & be the first to cheat
Promiscuous women gossip, engage in oral sex, and are often unfaithful

Fucking with socks on, she doesn't get cold feet
Having sex with someone who is not emotionally invested

I cut a lot of hoes off, that tried to control me
I ended relationships with women who wanted to manipulate or dominate me

But not once took the chance to get to know me
But they never bothered to truly understand me

Then got in the habit of loving two ways
Then they developed a pattern of being emotionally involved with multiple people

Fucking two broads from the same broadway
Having sex with two women from the same area or social circle

I was giving her a ride & got head on the way
I was driving her somewhere and received oral sex during the journey

Took a different route than what they had paved
I chose a different path than what was expected of me

I had to figure out myself & my wave
I had to discover my true identity and the path I wanted to follow

Dripping in colors you know that i rave
Expressing myself with vibrant colors, which I greatly admire

Always show mine ain't got shit to hide
I always display my true self and have nothing to hide

How a side feel when she's put aside
How a person on the sidelines feels when they are ignored

I light up some gas & burn what i hide
I smoke marijuana and let go of my hidden emotions

Don't blame me for cutting knots i ain't tied
Don't hold me responsible for ending relationships I wasn't committed to

I dreamt of us in the long run reality was we ain't belong
I envisioned us having a future together, but in reality, we didn't fit

Since you left I been gone I blow with hoes & end up getting blown
Since you left, I've been emotionally absent and engage in promiscuous activities

Then pop an Advil when the head game be strong
Then I take painkillers when the oral sex is intense

I write about you but i can't right my wrongs
I express my feelings about you through writing, but I can't fix my mistakes

& I know you cannot either, it eats you inside when I eat her
And I know you can't either, it bothers you when I have sex with other women

She may be who i want but i don't need her
She might be the person I desire, but I don't depend on her

Bad bitches be bad for my health
Promiscuous women have a negative impact on my well-being

& worse for my financial wealth
And even worse for my financial stability

Fuck all the people that can't see the vision
I disregard those who can't understand my perspective

I take the risk without they Permission
I take risks without seeking their approval

They got followers I follow my intuition
They have followers, but I rely on my instincts

Hoes be static like television
Promiscuous women cause drama and conflict

If you get close they fuck up the vision
If you get close to them, they ruin the plans or goals

In the long run they fuck up the mission
In the long term, they sabotage the objectives

To feed the fam can't step in a kitchen
To support my family, I can't afford to be in a compromising situation

Hoes only a want check & i think not
Promiscuous women only want money, but I don't think so

All they cashing from me is these nutz
All they are getting from me is sexual pleasure

If the going gets tough the tough get on the go
If things become difficult, resilient people take action

Where does the weak go? I pull strings like doflamingo
Where do the vulnerable people turn to? I exert control and manipulation

She dates women so i ate the rainbow
She is attracted to women, so I engaged in homosexual activity

She's bi & bi-lingual We chill when she's single
She is bisexual and bilingual and we spend time together when she's not in a relationship

She gives me a joink & im ready to mingle
She gives me emotional support and I'm ready to meet new people

Connected the dots like im playing bingo
I figured out the connections or patterns like playing the game Bingo

I keep fucking up pero no me rindo
I keep making mistakes, but I don't give up

All 'bout my money like cale if trees fall
I prioritize my money, just like collecting fallen leaves

Im raking leaves, It's money when trees fall
I am accumulating wealth through various means

Can't fall in love with a booty call
I can't develop romantic feelings for casual sexual partners

I straight decline when the bootys call
I reject advances from people seeking casual sex

Im rolling loud, like trees when they fall
I'm smoking marijuana, just like fallen trees

Smoke to remember what i can't recall
I smoke to reminisce about memories I can't fully remember

trippin on weekends but i never fall
I have intense experiences on weekends, but I never collapse

Swear im too gone i remember it all
I believe I'm too intoxicated, but I remember everything