Waiting for the Sun
D.Sens Lyrics
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The grog of night's affairs
My eyes are bruised and beat
And I sigh in my despair
Face cut with solar flares
The chemicals are in retreat
And I can only wonder why
I fucked myself over like this
Unwilling to feel or think
Waiting for my eyes to close
So I'll lift my hands to God
And say, 'Father am I lost?'
I'll lift my hands to God
And say, 'Father am I lost?'
My nails are dirty
They're filled with dread
I'm waiting for the day
That I can say it's over
That I can say it's over
When I can say it's over
I might be able to breathe again
I might be able to breathe again
Will I be able to breathe again
Or will I go to hell
Will I go to hell
Or is it already here for me
The lyrics of D.Sens's song "Waiting for the Sun" reflect a sense of hopelessness and inner turmoil. The first stanza describes the aftermath of a night filled with regrets and mistakes, symbolized by the bruised and beat eyes. The singer is caught in a cycle of self-destructive behavior, reflected in the notion of chemical retreat and wondering why they continue to harm themselves. It portrays a feeling of being trapped, unable to escape the consequences of their actions. The repetition of the line "I fucked myself over like this" suggests a realization of personal responsibility and perhaps a desire for change.
The second stanza highlights the singer's longing for redemption and release from their suffering. The image of dirty nails filled with dread represents both physical and emotional dirt, signifying the weight of their actions and the heavy burden they carry. The repetition of the line "I'm waiting for the day that I can say it's over" expresses a yearning for closure and an end to their pain. The mention of going to hell or it already being here creates a sense of impending doom, questioning the consequences of their choices.
Line by Line Meaning
The ground sweeps with morning air
The fresh air of a new day brings a sense of renewal
The grog of night's affairs
The residual effects of the night's activities weigh heavily on my mind
My eyes are bruised and beat
I am exhausted, physically and emotionally drained
And I sigh in my despair
I express my deep sadness and hopelessness with a heavy sigh
Face cut with solar flares
The harsh realities and painful experiences have left visible marks on my face
The chemicals are in retreat
The effects of substances I indulged in are wearing off
And I can only wonder why
I contemplate the reasons behind my self-destructive actions
I fucked myself over like this
I have made terrible choices that have led me to this state
A nasty habit I suppose
I acknowledge that my destructive behavior has become a repetitive, harmful pattern
Unwilling to feel or think
I actively avoid and suppress my emotions and thoughts
Waiting for my eyes to close
I hope for a moment of escape and relief by falling asleep
So I'll lift my hands to God
In a moment of desperation, I reach out to a higher power for guidance
And say, 'Father am I lost?'
I seek reassurance and guidance from a higher force
My nails are dirty
My hands bear the evidence of my struggles and hardships
They're filled with dread
I am overwhelmed with fear and anxiety
I'm waiting for the day
I am anticipating a future moment
That I can say it's over
When I can finally declare that my pain and suffering have come to an end
I might be able to breathe again
I hope to regain a sense of inner peace and relief
Will I be able to breathe again
I question whether I will ever find solace
Or will I go to hell
I fear the consequences of my actions may lead me to a place of eternal suffering
Will I go to hell
I question my fate and whether I have already condemned myself
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Nat Barton, Sean Doody, Will Merricks
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Armand
totally stoked by this tune
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