Nitro
D.Z Lyrics

I’ve never been on a run way, yeah
I've never experienced the fast-paced, glamorous lifestyle

But you just take off and come back
You effortlessly come and go without any commitment

I’m sure we’ll meet one day, yeah
I hope our paths will cross eventually

I’m just tryna cross paths with you
I'm desperately trying to intersect your life

Even if that means crashing
Even if it leads to a disastrous outcome

And I do not stunt this is me girl, yeah
I don't pretend to be someone I'm not

But you don’t want action
You don't desire any real engagement or involvement

So what are you asking for, heh
What exactly are you seeking from me?

It was a drag race and your shotgun
We were in a high-speed competition, and you were by my side

You loaded up and shot me, um
You pushed me away and hurt me emotionally

I think your the one
I believe you might be the right person for me

We on that nitro love
Our relationship is fueled by intense passion and risk-taking

And this is a story you hate to love
Our love story may be complicated, but you find it enticing

Don’t call up your girls and tell them too much
Don't share intimate details of our relationship with your friends

We ain’t got time for waiting up
We can't afford to waste time waiting for each other

Just call me make me feel some thing
Just reach out to me and ignite some emotions within me

Take me from the state I’m in
Rescue me from my current mindset or situation

Wake me up I’ll let you in
Awaken my senses and I'll allow you into my life

Damn this dangerous
This relationship is incredibly risky and harmful

Seatbelt locked in girl
We're trapped in this dangerous love affair

And you are all for us
You're completely devoted to us as a couple

And I don’t know why
I can't comprehend why you would choose this love

You would share this love
You willingly engage in this risky and intense love

Emotions from you flowing
You express your emotions freely and openly

But I don’t remember a thing
But I can't recall any of it

I'm staring into your eyes
I'm deeply gazing into your eyes

I’m just tryna feel the vibe
I'm simply trying to connect with your energy or mood

Yeah, your touching me
Yes, your physical touch is present

But ain’t touching my mind
But it doesn't stimulate me intellectually or emotionally

This is my fault
I take full responsibility for this situation

Crashing, acting like my faults ain’t killing myself
I'm disregarding the damaging consequences of my own mistakes

No input, Yeah that’s bad for myself
Not considering different perspectives is detrimental to my well-being

No input, yeah that’s bad for my drive
Lack of external influence negatively impacts my motivation or ambition

Sorry miss, I’m not feeling a thing
I apologize, but I don't experience any emotions

Kinda hard when your
It's quite difficult when you're

Well shit
Well, damn

I mean its kinda hard when your backseat driving
It becomes challenging when you're trying to control everything

Pedal to the metal, probably crash off incidentals
Accelerating recklessly, likely to collide due to minor factors

Broke your heart, I never meant to
I unintentionally hurt your emotions

Im not slowing like my temple
I'm not slowing down, just like my racing thoughts

Mind is racing going mental
My mind is overwhelmed and going crazy

Cuz i'm on my knees like word play prolly hit your temple
Because I'm in a helpless position, using wordplay to possibly provoke your feelings

Man i'm acting sentimental saying that we gotta break up
I'm expressing emotions and suggesting we should end the relationship

Cuz I'm, no memory
Because I have no recollection

I aint never had a love this
I have never experienced a love like this

Bad thing, we got nothing in common
Unfortunately, we don't share any common interests or qualities

Seat buckle has always been off
I have always avoided commitment or being tied down

I'm playing safe, with my mind its often
I'm trying to protect myself emotionally, which is frequently a struggle

When you talk I ain't hearing a thing
I'm not actually listening to anything you say

When we touch I ain't feeling a thing
Even when we have physical contact, I don't experience any sensations

I ain't even had thoughts of a ring
I haven't even considered the idea of long-term commitment

Hard to go when your not driving
It's difficult to move forward when you're not taking charge

Hard to love when I can’t find emotion
It's challenging to love when I can't find genuine feelings

Hard to breathe if your life in da ocean
It's suffocating to be in a relationship filled with constant drama

Hard to tell when your life a commotion
It's hard to figure out your true intentions when your life is chaotic

I got robbed and got stuck in the moment
I experienced a traumatic event and became trapped in that memory

Anaesthetics probably helping my brain
Anesthetics are likely dulling my mind to cope with the pain

Anaesthetics got me going insane
The anesthesia is driving me crazy

I didn’t date you cuz I liked you for you
I didn't enter a relationship with you because I genuinely liked you as a person

I only dated in hopes of some change
I only sought a relationship to bring about a transformation in my own life

Maybe you’ll make me feel something
Perhaps you'll be able to evoke some emotions within me

Come to think, I ain't feeling a thing
Upon contemplation, I still don't feel anything

No, no its not your fault
No, it's not your responsibility or blame

I got robbed and it made me a corpse
I was emotionally robbed and it left me feeling lifeless

Grandad ill and it made me sick
My grandfather's illness deeply affected me

Cousin hung by his thoughts in his crib
My cousin took his own life and was trapped in his troubled thoughts

Mum crying from all of this shit
My mom is devastated by all the hardships we're going through

So I had a thought and it just clicked
So I had an idea and it suddenly made sense

I been living in the backseat
I've been living passively, letting others dictate my life

Yeah it's been a nitro love
It's been an intense and explosive love affair

You in the passenger
You're in the position of less control, just like a passenger

But we gone crash, cuz i'm not upfront
But we're bound to fail because I'm not being honest and forthcoming

Backseat driving
Attempting to control or direct from a position of less influence