Never Thought
D. Unis Lyrics

No ice on my chains cause my heart is already frozen
I don't need any flashy jewelry because I'm emotionally numb

Lately I've been driving whips so crazy like they stolen
Recently, I've been driving cars recklessly and aggressively

All this shit that happened in my life like I was chosen
All the difficult events that occurred in my life happened as if they were meant for me

Way too many fakes around me please who let them hoes in
There are too many fake people around me, wondering who allowed them to enter my life

I never thought it would be like this
I never anticipated that my life would turn out this way

I never thought my Mama would die
I never expected my mother to pass away

I never thought my Father would cry
I never expected my father to show his emotions and cry

So many questions wondering why
I have so many unanswered questions, wondering why all of this happened

I made a river with my eyes
I cried so much that it felt like I created a river with my tears

And I believed so many lies
I was deceived by numerous lies and I believed them

Wait for the day till I testify
I am patiently waiting for the day when I can tell my story and speak the truth

Sakido Sakido
An exclamation, possibly expressing frustration or emphasis

Won't take the stand won't testify
I refuse to provide testimony or speak about my experiences

I bury the truth don't tell me lies
I conceal the truth and don't want to hear any more lies

Pretty ass nigga don't waste my time
Attractive individuals shouldn't bother me and waste my precious time

Fallen star but still I shine
I may have fallen or faced hardships, but I still radiate and succeed

I had a dream in a wraith
I had a vivid and significant dream while in a luxurious and expensive car

Still on the come up how could you hate
Despite still being on my journey to success, how can anyone have negative feelings towards me?

Niggas and bitches they move so fake
Both men and women are disingenuous and deceptive in their actions

No snakes in my grass they have no place
I don't tolerate any deceitful individuals in my life, they have no space to exist

Can't trust my bro he don me like judas
I can't rely on my friend because he betrayed me, much like Judas did to Jesus

Can't dwell on the past gotta focus on improvement
I can't linger on past events, I need to concentrate on personal growth

Lately been oversees
Recently, I have been abroad

Living just in my scene
I'm living my life solely within my own environment and circle

Enjoyment is all I need
All I require for happiness is to have fun

Shayo cause I'm a feen
I indulge in alcohol because I have an addiction

Smoking this gas I'm feeling at ease
I'm smoking marijuana and it brings me a sense of relaxation and tranquility

Wicked society shortie a tease
The corrupt society and people in it are playing with and teasing me

Heart stuck on black
My emotions are consumed by darkness and negativity

Heart stuck on freeze
My heart is frozen and incapable of feeling

Heart stuck on chrome and I hope it's a dream
My heart is locked in a cold, metallic state and I desperately wish it's just a nightmare

I never thought I had it like this on that drill shit
I never imagined I would experience this level of intensity and danger in my life

All the shit I been through going through
All the challenges and difficult situations I have endured and continue to face

Got me feeling like ohhh
These experiences make me feel overwhelmed and shocked

And I don't do no killing unless I be killing the beat
I don't engage in violence, unless it is expressing my talent and skill in music

Walking round with my steppers and they just like me
I walk around with my loyal and supportive friends, who are just like me

Never thought life would do me like this but I came out that shit with my hands on fire
I never expected life to treat me this way, but I emerged from those difficult situations stronger and passionate

I remember days I was in my room I was going through pain just want to get high
I recall days when I was alone in my room, feeling immense pain and seeking solace in getting high

I remember days I was going through pain and I smoked so much I thought I would die
I remember moments of extreme pain where I smoked excessively and believed it may lead to my demise

Niggas I thought would be there for me but they wasn't it was just me and I
The people I believed would support me and be by my side weren't there, it was just me, alone

I had to survive I had to go through shit right on my own
I had to endure and survive difficult circumstances all by myself

Mama ain't here no more how is the house a home
With my mother no longer alive, the concept of a house being a home is lost

All these people round me still I feel so alone
Despite being surrounded by many people, I still experience a profound sense of loneliness

I pray to the lord have mercy on me and protect my soul
I plead to God for forgiveness, compassion, and to safeguard my soul

Wait for the day till I testify
I patiently await the moment when I can share my story and bear witness to the truth