Missing
D & C Lyrics
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Missing for a minute
Lowkey steady grinding
Tryna change the way im livin
How can i buy more time
Cuz the money get replenished
I had to count my blessings
Ive been missing for a minute
Verse 1: had to find me
Sit back get the grinding
My inner light is blinding
My focus been on climbing
And working on timing
Ignoring when they chime in
When they aint put a dime in
My heart soul and mind in
Made them eat they words
I hope somebody know the heimlich
While they been pussy footing
Ive been cooking up the finest
And you know what make diamonds
Real g'z move in silence
No stranger to violence
Gunshots then the sirens
Im reaping pots of riches uh
Freaking lots of bitches uh
Smoke like wiz khalifa or somethin
Stackin til the reaper come
Fuck a feature from such and such
Cuz i dont eat with them
Aint get on my feet with them
I had to do it for my peeps and them and
Yall been had the digits
Curve been super viscous
But i kept it pimpin
I aint even trippin
Cuz im the golden ticket
Now phonies wanna kick it
And now im acting funny
But i been missin for a minute
(Chorus)
Verse 2: i aint new to isolation
Solo got it in rotation
Having mental conversations
On how to ball for generations
Facetime with my og
She in abu dhabi
Watch me quarterback it
Crushin mowi waui yea
Twist it (twisted) cavatappi
God's Plan champagne papi
The grand finale champagne poppin
Its been a while decided to pop in
From the mile to shows in Scotland
No happenstance its strategic plottin
Lack support didnt seem to stop him
I need back support this lock get rocky
Nah nah i got it cocky
Blah blah to the ones that doubting
Rah rah them groupies shouting
Before i clip them like im toppin
Ive been sippin on the rockies baby
Say they in but they've been out of lately
Still going up thats escalation
I see it coming excavation
Its all about the execution
Mothafuck anticipation
How im pose ta be patient when
Waiting feel like an abomination
When all this fuckin
Time is wasting
Shit i feel my mind is racing
Been makin plays a kind of places thats why
(Chorus)
End of song
The first line of the song indicates that the singer might have been longing for someone like the person they are singing to, for a long time. The word "maybe" here suggests a touch of uncertainty, hinting at the fact that the singer isn't entirely sure if they've been feeling this way for a considerable duration or not. The following line - "Maybe I've longed for something new" - implies that the singer might have grown tired of their old ways or wants, and is searching for something that will bring freshness and novelty to their life.
Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of longing and uncertainty, reflecting the singer's conflicted emotions about their desires and wants. The melodic and tuneful sound of the song emphasizes its emotional undertones, making it a perfect contender for those lonely and introspective moments.
Line by Line Meaning
Maybe I've longed for somebody like you
Perhaps I've yearned for a specific someone like you in my life
Maybe I've longed for something new
Possibly, I've desired a change or novelty in my life
And I'm missing the light
I feel like I'm lacking happiness or positivity
And I'm missing it right
I feel like I'm missing out on something important
Cause you make me feel alive
Because of you, I feel incredibly alive and energetic
I miss the feeling of you by my side
I miss having the comforting presence of you beside me
But I know we can't rewind
However, I am aware that we cannot go back in time
We're just dancing in the dark
We're just blindly going through life, not knowing what's coming next
Trying to put the pieces of my heart
Attempting to mend the broken fragments of my heart
We're just strangers in the dark
We're just two unfamiliar beings passing each other in the night
Still trying to put those pieces apart
Persistently striving to disassemble the emotional fragments and try to make sense of them
I'm missing
I'm experiencing a state of absence or longing
Lyrics © TUNECORE INC
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@emilynewhouse9450
Dear Jana
i don’t know you but i feel like i do. i searched youtube specifically for miscarriage stories since i just had one.
I watched yours because one was also 12 weeks and i had a d and c.
i was actually 15 weeks pregnant and we saw it died at 12. I didn’t do the routine 12 week appointment. My next midwife appointment was scheduled for 15 weeks and i figured i would just have mine a little later.
i was completely FLOORED when i saw you had also gone to Breckinridge! The exact same place i went when my husband and i were 12 weeks pregnant.
We planned the trip before getting pregnant and vacillated on whether to go- but we had had a difficult year of fighting a lot and we knew we needed this vacation to ski and snowboard.
When we went i didn’t acclimate to the altitude and we ended up leaving. I couldn’t get enough oxygen and even with the oxygen machine at night. i couldn’t acclimate. i couldn’t ski or even play a board game. i was fatigued and hated the feeling of having to work harder to breathe. i was never in any danger- no ER, no doctors were called. We just left.
I have timed my worst day on the trip to the fetus death and it appears to be the same day. i am convinced after everything my midwives told me that it is somehow our fault.
But the truth is, we went right at the sweet spot from 1st to 2nd trimester. i thought the timing was perfect since i would be out of my nauseau and fatigue and not super big yet.
(to add insult to injury- we left 4 days early and the hotel has refused to refund me $2,000 as per their no cancellation policy)
When you said your pathology report hurt so much i was CONVINCED you were gonna say they found nothing wrong (i.e. it’s because you went to Breckenridge) and then you said no- that wasn’t it. This give me hope.
Due to a shitty hospital system my D and C was treated not as an emergency, kept getting pushed and then a doctor cancelled my surgery (without asking me) after i called his office to ask more questions.
I ended up miscarrying the day i was supposed to get the surgery (they were literally going to have me fast all morning and then continue to fast until they could see me which they couldn’t tell me when it would be because they said “we can’t give you an exact time because if their are other emergencies, yours will keep getting pushed. One time a couple was there until 2AM.
WTF i don’t do well without eating. i used to have a restrictive eating disorder and it puts me in a very bad headspace.
The uncertainty of this entire time to be compounded by the hospital system is despicable. (and this is on Long Island!)
I am very proud that i stood up for myself, asked what needed to be asked, made another appointment at planned parenthood for 2 days later in case we went to the hospital and i just couldn’t take the hunger, uncertainty and disrespect.
Yesterday- and i can’t believe it was only yesteray. i started miscarrying, my midwife group told me to go the ER. So we drove 90 min into the city to go to one of the best hospitals.
I was cared for exceedingly well but watching your video reminded me something. I have now been denied the ability to test. My poor 56 mm baby fetus fell into either my toilet, the ER waiting room toilet or the exam room toilet. The exam room doctors even tried to look in the toilet for me.
I miscarried at the hospital- treated with the utmost care. I was in no pain. (i had recently begun menstrual cycle awareness and had learned new was of being with cramp and pain)
In the evening i was offered the D and C and I decided i didn’t want to wait and i didn’t want to end up having my D and C back at
my home hospital. These people were caring (this is a fancy nyc hospital and i have NO IDEA how much it will be- i have insurance but i know it was worth it)
I had also never had surgery or anesthesia!
Thank you for sharing your story. I am starting to really think it wasn’t our fault (me and my husband’s for deciding to go on the trip). I’ve been on reddit and read womens stories but watching yours was really helpful.
i wasn’t going to give that doctor a piece of my mind but now i think i will. I now will never have the opportunity to test- something i considered though my midwives said it was often inconclusive so it’s interesting to hear you got a clear reason- trisomy 18.
To add insult to injury my poor husband lost his sunglasses last night. And the day after our sonogram when we found out it died our door broke and a bad locksmith fixed it poorly.
I relate to your story so much. I especially to relate to when first finding out being really logical and unemotional.
i remember saying to my husband - ok it’s fine, we’ll just get pregnant again. now we have more time to do all the things to the house and be
more ready.
But we are both devastated of course. i’ve already reached out to support groups.
Your metaphor about family dying in a car crash was also really good.
It’s been two years since you posted the video. But thank you for doing so. Thank you thank you thank you
@mistylowe3106
The same thing happened to me this year. I feel your pain! Mine happened at 8 weeks. I lost my dad to Covid the same week. You are so strong and brave for telling your story. I had all of the same feelings. I had to go to all of my appointments alone. They wouldn’t let my husband be there because of Covid. I am happy your husband was able to be there with you.
@janahope
I’m so sorry to hear :( it’s awful...and especially having to go alone. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. Thank you for listening & for sharing also. Sending love your way! 💛✨
@katiethompson2214
Thank you for making this video. I went through the exact same thing in June 😭 waiting for the D&C was the worst with my dead baby inside me i felt so broken and lost. Thank you for talking about everything and sharing your story ❤️
@emmadear3276
This just happened to me as well.. first pregnancy.. found out at the 12 week ultrasound it was a missed miscarriage and was devastated. 2 days ago had the D&C. It's the saddest thing I've ever experienced. Listening to these stories helps me know I'm not alone in this sad sad experience. Thanks for sharing your story❤
@FashionCandie
I had just turned 11 weeks and found out the baby had stopped living at 8 1/2 weeks. I was devastated to learn that the baby had not been alive for that long and I had no idea. It's been rough trying to get through this.
@emmadear3276
@Champagne and Toast my heart goes out to you I really really feel what you are going through. Tbh before all this I didn't even know missed miscarriages existed really, I just thought they came out like you always hear about... that's why finding out at the ultrasound was so shocking 😢 On one of these videos one of the women talked about trusting her body.. and trusting that her body knew what was right for the outcome and that maybe something was wrong with the pregnancy that we didn't know about so our body took care of it itself❤idk it kinda helped a little to think about it like that. It is hard and I'm sad evey day. Some days are better than others. I find comfort in knowing there are many of us that experienced this and we aren't alone- I didn't know missed miscarriage was so common. Sending you healing/loving vibes. We will come out the other end strong...❤
@FashionCandie
@Emma Dear thank you, and I that does make me feel better.♥️
@osemani5906
Let me introduce you to doctor dudu
@osemani5906
Who helped me stop my miscarriage
@alishamashburn412
Just had a d and c almost two days ago. I was almost 17 weeks pregnant and found out the baby was measuring 12 weeks with no heartbeat. The worst part is we already knew the gender, had a gender reveal and had a name picked out. It is the worst possible news I could have ever gotten! I had the procedure done 6 days after finding out. I had 3 ultrasounds done before then because I really wanted to make sure there was no heartbeat. I’m so sorry you had to go through this!